I'm so sorry, everyone. I wish I could be strong and capable, but I'm not. I'm a complete failure in all aspects of my life. Thank you John and Marlena for trying to help...you two stop fighting about stupid stuff and get married, you love each other and are wasting valuble time together that you really might not have to waste. Ramon and Vicky, best of luck to you, I hope you have that happily ever after that everyone wants. I wish I could be the strong and capable me for you all, and just for me too. Happy Mothers Day....it's the hardest holiday for me to attempt to celebrate.
I stole my dad's 30 caliber carbine and am driving up to Lytle Creek. It was a challenge to drill out the trigger lock, but I figured it out. I'm too smart for my own well-being once in a while. I'm going to test my fate against the trigger. I'm an organ donor, and hopefully they find me in time to save someone who wants and will appreciate life, and can part me out accordingly. This is a one way trip.
My Garden
My Love
Poetry by Me
Things I think are cool
Oath to My friend