Here in this vault of the Echoside you will find dark poetry. All of this is original work done by myself. It has come from the darkest inner parts of my mind and soul. It has been deemed ingenious, sick, twisted, powerful, and utterly disgusting. Keep an open mind and, you never know you just may like it.
Poems with titles followed by the letter "D" are devotional poems.
(Dedicated to the shooting victims of Columbine High School...You will
never be forgotten.)
Insecure
So frail
How can we go on like this?
Oppressed by the unknown
Waiting for it to pass
Will we ever win this?
Ever ending game of deception
Lost in a Labyrinth
Intertwined by the vines of our selfishness
Venom it sinks within our souls
Etching its scars from the inside out
Music throbs thru my head
Your right next to me
Memories that would last forever
Inside my heart I cherish these few hours
Never have I enjoyed myself more
Dancing with the ones that I love
Yet some think they have the answer
Or are they sadly mistaken
Under the misdirection of their false reality
Overdose is such a strong word
Vastly overbearing a negative connotation
Emotions can feel that way at times
Rendering their victims helpless
Drowning in their own demise
On the outside of reality and
Suddenly life hits them in the face
Even harder than before
On that I rest my case
Never does the word have and exact meaning or definition
Love isn’t it a crazy thing
Overdosing on it wouldn’t be bad
Very intense the feelings would be
Even though I wouldn’t really mind
I can’t get them out
Can’t you see the frustration?
Another chance missed
Not again like before
To tough to bear it
Expressing the feelings felt within
Xactly never came easy
Probably from my lack of emotions
Restless in my soul
Everything seems to be a waste
So why do I even try?
So again I sit here and wonder why
I am so fucking lost
Another sad failure
Myself I feel so empty
Now I am left alone
On the exodus of my life
To decide my own fate
My decisions my thoughts so blurred
Yelling into the wind with anguish
Ongoing I feel this struggle
Winning is no longer the key
Nobody seems to care why should I?
Fun times turned to tears
Unforeseen turn of events
Controlling my life
Knocked on my ass by reality again
Even harder than before
Disillusioned by my emotions
Another try failed
Going nowhere fast in my life
Again I am fucked
I try to figure out how I get myself in these situations
Now I see why I never get anything right
I never knew it could feel like this
Trapped in side my box shaped life
I wish I could break free
Break free from my pain and addiction
And just turn and walk away
People I meet in my life
The ones that seem to care
As I see they start to love me I turn
Afraid to be hurt so I turn
I turn then I walk away
I just wanted to be loved
I just wanted to care
But instead I’m damaged by my past
I have learned to turn and walk away