2 minutes hate

now just where the fuck have i gone. the days feel so old and cracked

and your eyelids close- you shut me out. go run over by your words

today, and everyone's a hazy shade of gray. and i dont know who i am

anymore, don't know where i'm coming from, don't know where i am going

to, but i kind of want to hate you. i'm screaming until my bones break, but

you swear you didn't even hear a whisper. i'm always left to pick up your

pieces. a room of gold and you see red. what is there left that i can

believe in..this body so useless so dead and so ugly yours eyes so disgusting

so hating degrading.. a room of gold and you see red. what is there

left that i can believe in.. now just where the fuck have i gone. the days

feel so cold and cracked and your eyelids close- you shut me out. and just

where did i get lost. where did you go and where have i gone. it's back to

me again. hair as fire, eyes as sharp as switchblades breathing death into

my arms, fingers dripping scarlet. what is there left that i can believe in..

i am so numb. i can't feel anything anymore. i am trapped in a shell and i

can't feel anything anymore. i am so numb. i can feel anything anymore.

i can't feel me. i can't see me. i can't feel me...