Love doesn't always happen when you want it to, like so many other things in life. It sometimes comes when you least expect it, like it did in my case. Love can also fool you, make you think that you love one person when you really don't. love is very tricky and sometimes it's very heartbreaking and depressing. But it is also the most wonderful feeling in the entire world, at least for those few people that are lucky enough to find true love that it pure and that lasts forever.
I thought I had, but apparently I was the only one. My best friend was always telling me that he wasn't the one for me, that he was a loser and only wanted sex. I didn't believe her, I thought I was in love and I thought he was in love. Turns out, he was in love, just not with me, with his wife that I had no idea about. All I got out of that relationship was regret, hurt, tears, and a son. When I told him about the baby, he ran off. His last words to me were 'if I had wanted a child I would have knocked my wife up.' And so, I was left with no where to go, no money, and no pride. I felt like a slut and knew that I couldn't go home, my mom would make me abort the baby and I am against abortion.
My best friend took me in, loaned me some money, and agreed to help me raise my child. I eventually got my pride back and now I am still living with my best friend and giving my con all of the love I was never given by his father. Mikey - Michael Thomas - will never have to worry about me running out of his life.
After Rick, I never gave up on love and men. I loved my son and that was enough for me. I was giving Mikey everything he needed and was happy being my best friend's room mate. I was happy, or so I thought.