As I arrive on the scene of a structure fire I get
mixed thoughts in my mind. My instinct tells me to
stay away, my training tells me to go in, my
chief tells me safety first. Every fire
it’s the same thing, I can’t get it out of my head.
And every time that call comes over my pager
or the loud speakers,
I start thinking about how my crew is going to attack
this element the safest way and the quickest way possible.
My dispatcher calls me on my pager;
I have a job to do. Every time I put on this uniform,
I have a job to do. When I turn the key en-route to the call,
I say a quick little prayer:
May God Be With Us And Protect Us.
It doesn’t always help but it’s encouraging. I have
been in quite a few accidents myself while doing my job.
Such as burns, smoke inhalation, broken bones.
But I still go out there and do my job. I don’t let
those bother me. Someone is hurt or trapped,
I go and help him or her knowing the danger
that might be lurking in every room and hallway.
Being a fire fighter you can’t let things like
that bother you. You have a job and you do it.
Anyone who has no or little respect for not
just fire fighters, but police officers,
military, navy, etc. gets no respect from me.
When the fire’s out, I feel relieved, proud, and if we
saved someone’s life or someone’s house,
I feel good. I say three simple words:
Thank You God.
Being a fire fighter and paramedic myself,
I see death and deal with death and tragedy
all the time. Death is hard to deal with and it’s
hard not to let personal feelings get in
the way of your work. I know how it goes,
as I have lost very close friends of mine to drunk drivers
and idiot drivers in Motor Vehicle Accidents
and what not. I’m still recuperating from the events of
September 11th 2001. Lots of fellow fire fighters’
and police officers’ lives were lost including thousands of innocent lives.
In March 1998, I responded to an officer down.
The only information I had was motorcycle
vs. vehicle. I didn’t know until I was on scene
that it was my uncle escorting a funeral procession
when a lady pulled out in front of him.
Despite all of our efforts he died in the hospital
just 3 days short of his 73rd birthday.
Special Thanks to ndndixie for recognizing all of our
hard work that we do every day. And also for putting
this page together in memory of our fallen comrades.
You Will Forever Be Missed
Never Forgotten
God Bless
Hero- "A man admired for his achievements and noble
qualities, one that shows great courage"
I would like to add a special thanks to "engine16_capt_brush10_ff" who contributed his thoughts, feelings and part of his heart to keep this site alive. Thanks Engine!! His story is what I've hard so many times from firefighters and police officers too. Don't take them for granted folks, tell them thank you BEFORE you need them!
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