Notes: Thanks to Shallan, Malu, and Zadra for giving this story a quick once over.  Thanks to Cassie and Mog for keeping me honest in the Mag 7:ATF universe.

 

Dawn:  Alyssa Milano

Ranger Gregor: Adrien Paul

 

Morning Dawn

by C.L. Combs

 

 

 

“You got everything, Ez?” Buck Wilmington asked, trying to hold back a yawn.

 

Making sure the strap to his carry-on bag was firmly positioned on his shoulder, Ezra Standish nodded at his fellow ATF agent.  “Thank you for the transportation from the airport.  I appreciate it.”

 

“No problem,” Buck replied with a dismissing wave.  “JD can get a ride from Chris when the rest of the guys fly in.”

 

“After the six hour delay in Dallas, I’d have almost preferred staying in San Antonio with our fellow teammates instead of taking Mr. Larabee up on his offer for an early departure,” Ezra commented with a yawn.  Both men had had minimal amounts of sleep the past two weeks while posing as arms dealers, so their leader Chris Larabee had sent them home right after the bust.

 

Buck gave him a sleepy grin.  “At least I’ve got a night without listening to JD’s Nintendo games beeping in the background.” 

 

“Well, I am off to sleep for a week,” Ezra replied with another yawn.  “Enjoy your evening.”

 

Fighting to stay awake, Buck drove to the loft he shared with his fellow teammate, JD Dunne.  While he normally enjoyed the exuberate energy of the youngest Team Seven member, tonight Buck was actually looking forward to an evening alone.  All he really wanted to do was veg in front of the Broncos game he’d taped with a pizza and a beer.  Then like Ezra, he wanted to sleep for a week.

 

Closing the front door and clicking the deadbolt shut, Buck yawned as he headed towards the couch, dropping his duffel bag half-way there.  Toeing off his boots, Buck leaned back and stretch, popping his back.  Glancing at the answering machine, he blinked as he noted the red ‘24’ blinking on their machine.  Twenty-four messages?  The Denver women must have missed me.  Well, too bad, ladies.  Ole Buck’s too pooped to woo tonight.  

 

Buck had barely started searching for the TV remote under the newspapers on the coffee table when the phone rang.  Thinking it was probably JD, Buck absently picked it up.  “Hello?”

 

“Wilmington?  Where in the Hell have you been this week?”

 

Buck blinked, recognizing the voice.  “Captain Elliot?”  Confused, Buck tried to figure out why his old boss with the Denver PD would care where an ATF agent was.  “I’ve been out of town.  Why?”

 

A heavy sigh echoed across the line.  “I have news.”

 

Picking up on the reluctant tone, Buck instinctively knew it wouldn’t be good news.  “What’s up?”

 

“Ted Montabone escaped from prison three days ago.”

 

// It’s all YOUR fault, Wilmington!  I’m going to KILL you!//

 

Buck closed his eyes as the blood-covered images assaulted him.  The ancient, painful memories he thought he’d left behind crashed down his head with surprising intensity.  Fighting to keep in control, he softly asked, “Any idea where he went?”

 

“We think he went to Arizona, but no one knows for sure.”

 

Pulling himself together, Buck sat up straighter.  “So there’s no way of knowing if he plans to carry out his threats?”

 

“None.  Though hopefully, he’s got enough problems staying ahead of the search to worry about you.”  There was a pause, heavy with memories.  “Still, I wanted to let you know so you could watch your back.”

 

Voice rough, Buck softly replied, “I appreciate that.”

 

“Let Chris know, too, so he can watch your back as well.”

 

Buck winced.  So much had happened to Chris since they had been partners in Homicide.  So much had happened to both of them and between them during the intervening years.  Buck wasn’t sure he was ready to dredge up old ghosts for both of them.  “I’ll handle it.”

 

“And remember, if you need anything, anything at all, let me know.”

 

“Appreciate it.”  Softly saying goodbye, Buck hung up the phone.  Closing his eyes, an image of a pair of soft brown eyes and a warm, sweet smile floated in front of him. It was a ghost that had been with him for over ten years, slowly fading yet never totally disappearing.  “Ah, Morning Dawn, how am I going to handle you tonight?” Buck dropped his head in his hands.  He knew the nightmares would return with a vengeance.  He just didn’t know if he could fight them again. 

 

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Noon the next day

 

“Hey Buck?  You home?”  JD called out as he stepped into the loft.  Silence greeted him.  “Hey Buck, you still asleep?”  The young man bounced up the stairs, full of energy after being stuck on a plane for several hours.  Planning to yank his friend out of bed to face the brilliant day, he skidded to a stop when his eyes discovered a neatly made bed.  “That’s weird,” JD muttered.  Buck rarely made his bed, unless he planned on being out of town for several days.  Yet he should have slept in it last night.

 

Oh well, maybe he went over the Marian’s.  Or Susan’s.  Or Katie’s… Shrugging, JD trotted back down the steps and walked over to the couch, nearly tripping over Buck’s duffel.  Not thinking much about it, he glanced at the answering machine.  TWENTY-FIVE MESSAGES?  And Buck hasn’t listened to them yet?  Puzzled, JD hit the ‘play’ button.  He smiled as a message from his girlfriend Casey filled the room, saying she was sorry she had missed him and would make it up to him once he got back.  Playing with ideas of how she could make it up to him, JD barely listened to the message from Susan asking if Buck was home yet, vaguely noted the one from Mrs. Swiss downstairs saying she picked up their mail, and ignored the one trying to get Buck to re-mortgage the loft. 

 

Then a stern voice boomed into the room.  “Wilmington?  This is Captain Elliot.  I need to you call me pronto.”  JD frowned.  Why would Buck’s old boss call him?  The next message was also from Captain Elliot.  So was the next one.   And the next one. 

 

Suddenly, the fact that Buck wasn’t in the loft as he had planned became a bit more ominous.  Looking around as another message from Captain Elliot rang in his ears, JD noticed a frame picture sitting on the coffee table.  He picked it up to study.  It was of a much younger Buck and a young woman with soft brown hair and eyes.  Blinking, JD realized that in the four years he had known the older man, he had never seen such a contented smile on his friend’s face.  Who on earth is this?  And why is this picture sitting out when I know I’ve never seen it before?

 

“Wilmington, I REALLY NEED TO TALK WITH YOU.  CALL ME!” 

 

JD looked down at the machine.  Something was going on here, but he didn’t have a clue what.  He glanced at the duffel bag that had not been opened. Thought of the neatly made bed upstairs.  But most unsettling was that Buck was not here where he was supposed to be.  Don’t panic, JD.  Try the office.  He grabbed the phone.

 

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Elephant Ridge, Arapaho National Forest

 

“I love you, Buck.”

 

The soft whisper barely reached his ears.  Buck grasped the bloody shoulder tighter.  “Don’t go, Morning Dawn.  Fight, darling, fight!”  Anguish filled his soul as the delicate eyelids closed for the last time.  “Oh God, NO!  Dawn!  Dawn!”

 

Buck awoke with a jerk, tears streaming down his face like they did that fateful night.  It took a moment to realize he wasn’t at Dawn’s apartment in Cherry Creek.  He was in that special spot entwined with her memories, so he could mourn her yet again.

 

Slowly standing and pulling away from the rock that had supported his all-too-brief nap, Buck ignored the small dome tent behind him.  He wasn’t ready for sleep.  He wanted to remember her as she had lived, not how she had died.  Taking a deep breath, the tall man walked onto a gently curved rock outcropping.  Before him stretched a mountain valley, the rugged, pine tree covered slopes sharply dipping down to a quiet valley, a stream cutting through the green meadow grass.  A soft breeze dried his tears, the scent of pine teasing his nose.

 

They had found this particular spot one day when they had been hiking.  Buck only had to close his eyes to see her spinning on this very rock, arms opened wide. He had admired her sleek curves in denim shorts and a T-shirt sporting a red rose and the saying, ‘a touch of class’.  “Isn’t this the most beautiful view, Buck!” she had exclaimed.  “A picture just wouldn’t do it justice!”  Buck had the same thought, only he had been thinking of her.

 

They had spent their first night together in this spot.  It was here with an eagle flying above that he had proposed to her.  And it was here that he had sat for four days mourning her, with a worried Chris silently watching him grieve.  While he had been with numerous women since, there had only been one Morning Dawn.

 

At first, he had come back often to this spot, silently celebrating her birthday, the anniversary of their first date, the anniversary of his proposal.  He had spent several days on the rock after Sarah’s and Adam’s deaths, mourning them and recovering from his own frustration when Chris shoved him away.  Whenever his soul needed the gentle soothing her touch once provided, he would come here.

 

Yet those visits had gradually grown fewer.  Buck had only returned once since Chris had formed Team Seven, and not ever since he had gained his energetic protegee and roommate.  Until now, when the past once again decided to haunt him.  Damn you, Montabone.  Damn you for taking her.  And damn you for making me remember again.

 

A part of him felt guilty.  How could he forget her?  How could he stop mourning that beautiful ray of sunshine?  But another part pointed out that he hadn’t really forgotten.  The piece of his soul that had been hers alone still remained untouched, lonely in a way no other woman had ever been able to completely erase.  Only JD and the other men who had become his family had ever come close.  All of whom should be home now and possibly worrying since he had simply disappeared.  With a sigh, Buck started to turn back towards his cell phone, wondering if it would work and what he could possibly say to JD to explain what he was doing.

 

With harsh suddenness, something slammed into the back of his head.  The echo of the rifle report swirled with the sense of falling before blackness overtook him.

 

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Buck’s loft

 

“… and his duffel is still right here!”

 

“Maybe our Mr. Wilmington has simply gone out to obtain some nourishment?”

 

“No, we have enough food, and he should have been too tired to go out.”

 

Chris Larabee and Vin Tanner walked in through the open door to spy JD waving at the kitchen area.  His audience consisted of the rest of Team Seven, namely Josiah Sanchez, Nathan Jackson, and Ezra Standish.  The four looked up with mixtures of disappointment and relief shining from their faces.  Noting the clothes the two men still wore, Josiah softly commented, “Didn’t get all the way to Vin’s place?”  Chris was to have dropped off Vin before driving out to his ranchette on the city’s outskirts. 

 

Vin silently shook his head as Chris approached the youngest team member.  “JD, what’s going on here?”

 

“Something’s wrong, Chris.  I can’t find Buck.  Hell, other than the duffel bag and the picture, there isn’t even any evidence that he got back!”

 

“What picture?” Vin asked.  Ezra silently handed Vin the frame he held.

 

“You sure Buck isn’t visiting one of his lady friends?” Chris asked with a slight smirk. He knew his old friend well.

 

JD shook his head.  “I called all the current ones and a few of the older ones.  Even then, he usually takes his cell phone.  Plus there’s all the messages from Captain Elliot.”

 

“Elliot?” Chris repeated with surprise.  “What did he want with Buck?”

 

“Apparently something big, since he left nearly twenty messages on our machine,” JD replied.  “Though I think he did get a hold of Buck by the sounds of the last message.”

 

“What did he say, JD?” Chris asked patiently.  He took the frame from Vin while still concentrating on his youngest agent.

 

“Well, here’s the last message…”  JD pressed the appropriate button.

 

“Wilmington, Elliot again.  Montabone is NOT in Arizona.  In fact, no one knows where the hell he is.  So watch your back!”

 

Montabone!  Chris felt like he’d been punched in the stomach.  The image of his partner, rocking and sobbing while he cradled a blood covered body close to his chest, filled his mind.

 

“Chris,” Vin asked cautiously, “You know this Montabone?”

 

Shaking the image from his mind, Chris absently replied, “Yes.”  He glanced down at the picture, remembering the sweet young woman and how happy she had made Buck.  Rusty connections from the past cleared through his brain.

 

“Then who is it?” JD asked, worry thinning down his patience.

 

Chris forced himself to look at his men.  “Buck’s business.  JD, is Buck’s backpack still here?”

 

“His backpack?”  Nathan questioned as JD raced to check.  “Why would he want his backpack?”

 

Chris remained silent.  Vin felt his own concern climb as worry radiated from his friend.

 

“No, it’s not,” JD replied, breathlessly.  “His hiking boots are gone, too.”

 

“Then I know where he is,” Chris replied.  He turned to Josiah.  “Call Elliot and find out what the status is on Montabone.  If he’s in the Denver area, I’ll take Buck to my place where we can keep him safe.”  He turned to the door.

 

“Where are you going, Chris?” Nathan asked in confusion.

 

“To get Buck,” Chris tersely replied.

 

“I’m going, too,”  JD declared.

 

Before he could take a step forward, Chris turned back.  “No.  Buck doesn’t need your questions right now.  Let me get him, and we’ll meet at my place.”

 

The door slammed in JD’s face.

 

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Below Elephant Ridge, Arapaho National Forest

 

“Buck, you need to move.”

 

Buck tried to lift his head to see the speaker, but the eruption of pain suggested that was a bad idea. He couldn’t help the soft moan that escaped.

 

“Please Buck, he’ll find you if you don’t.”

 

Dawn wanted him to move.  Nothing made any sense, but if Dawn wanted him to move, he’d do anything in his power to obey.  “O-kay, darling,” Buck whispered, his dry throat making the words sound more like a hiss. 

 

Somehow, he rose to his forearms before a sharp explosion of pain radiated from his left shoulder.  Biting his lip to keep from crying out, Buck tucked his left arm close to his body as he fought to keep the darkness at bay.  He finally forced his eyes open a crack.  For a moment, he studied the yellowish brown rock and dirt under his hand.

 

“Buck…”

 

Swallowing hard against the dry throat, his right arm snaked ahead, then pulled the rest of him forward.  More pain erupted from his right leg, but Buck continued.  The scrape of rock against his bare skin hardly registered between the pain of his head, shoulder and other assorted tender spots. Slowly, he managed to drag his long body across the rock to where it dipped into a patch of soil with a line of short juniper bushes.  Once he was tucked against them, Buck lost the battle with the darkness.  A soft breeze caressed the unconscious man, oblivious to the dark-haired man below who was swearing because he couldn’t find his prey.

 

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An hour later, Chris’ ranch

 

JD rubbed his hand over the handle of his motorcycle as he waited in the bushes at the end of Chris’ driveway.  Sure, Chris had told him not to come.  But Buck was practically his brother, damn it, and that meant he wasn’t going to just stay away when he was in trouble.  Which had to be the case, if the look on Chris’ face earlier was any indication.  His gut twisted with the thought of Buck alone, in trouble or worse.  If he needed space, JD would give it to him – as long as he was within view.

 

“Boo.”

 

JD nearly jumped ten feet.  He turned, finding Vin Tanner standing behind him.  “Man, don’t DO that.  You nearly gave me a heart attack.”

 

Vin rocked back on his heels nonchalantly.  “Chris leave yet?”

 

JD turned back to the driveway. “Not yet.”

 

“You know, Chris did tell you not to come.”

 

Stubbornness and attitude filled the young face. “I don’t care.  Buck needs me.”

 

Vin shrugged.  “I was thinking it’s a good time to go camping, myself.”  Noting JD’s disbelieving stare, the sharpshooter continued, “It’s a free country, right?  Nothing stopping us from pitching a tent. And it’s not our faults if we just happen to be in the same woods as Buck and Chris.”

 

A wide, mischievous grin stretched across JD’s face as he caught on.  “Especially if they don’t see us.”

 

An answering grin broke across the other agent’s face.  “Yep.  Yet if trouble breaks out….”

 

“We’ll be there to help out,” JD finished.  “But how are we going to follow Chris without him seeing us?”

 

“That’s why we’ll be using the tracker,” Vin replied innocently.

 

JD’s smile grew even wider.  “You put a tracker on Chris’ truck?”

 

“Need the practice following perps, don’t we?” Vin countered.

 

“Okay, as long as you’re the one to tell him that if we get caught.” 

 

“Besides, Ezra said we ought to field test it.  He also lent you that fancy new camping equipment he bought, though he said to tell you it better be in ‘pristine’ condition when you return it.”

 

JD shook his head as he looked back towards the house.  “What do you think this is about?”

 

Vin shrugged worriedly.  “I don’t know.  But Montabone’s got to be bad news if Buck took off and Chris is going after him.”

 

JD nodded worriedly.  “I want to know, and yet I’m scared to, you know?”

 

“Yeah.  That’s why we’ll stick close, but give them some space.”  Vin tapped the kid’s shoulder.  “Let’s get in the Jeep and wait.”

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An hour later, below Elephant Ridge, Arapaho National Forest

 

God, his head hurt.  Buck gingerly lifted his eyes and found himself staring at a juniper bush.  Not that anything was making much sense, but it did seem strange to be so cuddly with something so prickly.  It was a struggle, but vague memories of Montabone and standing on his and Dawn’s rock finally filtered through.  He must have been shot and fallen off their perch above the valley.  Cautious fingers gently probed the right side of the back of his head.  His hair, neck and face were caked with blood and dirt.  No wonder he felt so bad.

 

He attempted to roll over, only to have the pain in his shoulder clash with the pain in his head.  For a moment, Buck’s stomach rolled ominously until the agony subsided.  Had he been shot in the shoulder, too?  Another gentle search found no blood or dislocation around the shoulder, but a lot of pain and swelling.  He must have bruise or broken something in the fall.  A little further down the arm was dried blood around a long, painful gash.  There was another dull ache from his calf, though it hurt too much to move his head and check on it.  It was definitely not his day.

 

After much careful maneuvering, he managed to glimpse the steep mountain slope above him through blurry eyes.  His camp had to be up there, along with his water, first aid kit, cell phone and gun.  Unfortunately, the thought of simply getting on his feet made him sick to his stomach, let alone climbing.  Nor did he know if Montabone was still around.  Either he took off, thinking he had killed him, or else he was hanging around, waiting to finish the job.  At the moment, Buck suspected it wouldn’t take much to finish him off.  He could barely move and certainly couldn’t defend himself.

 

Yet he needed water.  Buck ran a tongue over his dry lips.  Between the blood loss and the hot sun baking him and the rocks, he was heading towards serious trouble.  Nor would relief come at sunset.  In the dry mountain air, the temperatures easily dropped by 30 to 40 degrees at night, threatening hypothermia for a man in his condition.  He also couldn’t count on anyone looking for him.  Chris might know where to look, but only if his friend knew about Montabone.  If it had been JD in such a position, Buck would have torn him a new one for pulling something so stupid.  Guess experience hadn’t made him much smarter.

 

However, there was the creek at the bottom of the valley, and going down seemed like a much better option that up.  At least, it would once his head stopped spinning.  Leaning more into the slight shade of the bushes, Buck felt himself drift off.

 

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Half hour later, Elephant Ridge trail head, Arapaho National Forest

 

Chris slammed the truck door, taking out a bit more of his anger.  For the entire drive to this remote national forest trail, Chris had been furious with his old friend.  When a convicted murderer with a beef against Buck escapes from jail, what does he do?  He goes off to the middle of nowhere without a word to anyone, far away from his friends and any protection.  Once Chris knew Buck was safe, he was going to kill him.

 

Taking a deep breath, he pulled his backpack up onto his shoulders and studied the sky.   Clouds heralding a predicted cold front were building to the northeast.  Hopefully, Chris could get Buck back to the truck before it hit.  With that thought in mind, Chris started the three mile hike to where he knew he’d find his friend.

 

The steady pace of walking began to soothe his anger.  Calmer, old memories began to creep in. Somehow over the years, Chris had forgotten how hard Dawn’s loss had hit Buck.  During the first couple of months after the tragedy, his normally talkative partner had been silent.  Exhaustion and grief took a noticeable toll on the strong man while nightmares plagued him even during brief naps.  Chris once had feared that his partner’s haunted eyes would never return to their normal, friendly glow.  Yet, Buck did eventually regained his energy and his charming rogue nature.  Hadn’t he?

 

Suddenly, Chris remembered the time when he had told Sarah that Buck was back to normal because he had three dates the next weekend.  Sarah had given him a sad smile and a shake of her head.  “He’s not dealing with it, honey.  It’s much too painful for him.  But it’s not in Buck’s nature to brood, so he’s just burying it deep enough so he can go on.  The more women he’s with, the less time he has to remember Dawn is gone.” 

 

Chris had considered her words worriedly.  He knew Buck had come close to cracking those first couple of weeks.  It hurt him to see his partner in such pain.  “Do you think I should talk with him some more?”

 

Sarah, in her gentle wisdom, shook her head.  “Once he has some distance, he’ll deal with it in his own way.  You’re helping him enough just by being there for him.”

 

A few years later, it had been Chris’ turn to mourn.  However, he was definitely the brooding type and had built high walls to keep everyone away, including Buck.   For the first time, Chris wondered just how much he had hurt Buck by not letting his partner be there for him like he had for Buck.  Not that his friend had ever said anything to him about that time.  Had Buck built his own walls that were invisible even to Chris?

 

Pausing a minute to catch his breath before continuing on the switchback, Chris stared at a pine tree without seeing it.  Yes, he had hurt Buck, but they were okay now, weren’t they?  They were still good friends and part of a team that was more like family than co-workers.  As the team leader, Chris now worried about six men, not just his old partner.  In fact, Buck rarely gave him cause to worry.  He knew his old friend so well, he saw through the carefree façade and trusted the experienced, level-headed agent underneath.  Besides, Buck also had JD to look after, a responsibility he took to like a momma hen with a single chick.

 

Should he have paid more attention to Buck?  The last time he had seen his friend was just before Josiah drove him and Ezra to the airport.  Both men had been exhausted mentally and physically from the assignment, but Chris had figured a restful few days would take care of that.  However, he hadn’t expected Montabone to escape. How hard had the news hit an exhausted Buck?  Had Buck ever dealt with Dawn’s death during the ensuing years?  Apparently, he hadn’t even told JD about her, and he thought Buck told the kid just about everything.  Had the nightmares returned? 

 

With renewed determination, Chris continued up the steep trail.  If the ghosts were again haunting Buck’s sleep, he would help his friend deal with them.  That’s what friends did.

 

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Below Elephant Ridge, Arapaho National Forest

 

He was done.  Buck felt his body fall limp against several young pine trees.  He could no longer remember where he was trying to go or even why.  His world had narrowed to making the next painful inch down the slope, while pain and exhaustion tempted him to given in to the darkness again.  “No…More…” he mumbled through a dry mouth.

 

“Rest, my love.  Chris is coming.”

 

“Chris is coming,” he mumbled before unconsciousness overtook him.

 

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On the Elephant Ridge trail, Arapaho National Forest

 

“Maybe we should have put the tracker on his backpack,” JD complained, running a hand through his hair.  Following Chris hadn’t been too hard until they hit the intersection of three separate trails. 

 

Vin was kneeling, examining the dirt.  “I don’t think anyone’s been on this northerly one.  So it has to be one of the other two.”

 

“Any idea which one?” JD asked hopefully.

 

Vin stood up and adjusted the weight of his backpack.  “Nope.  Both show recent traffic.”

 

JD sighed as he studied the two narrow trails. One continued up, presumably to the top of the mountain or whatever high point was scenic enough for someone to hike to.  The other sloped downward into another set of switchbacks like the one they had just climbed up.  “So, do we go up or down?”

 

“Buck’s your roommate.  Which way do you think he’d head?”

 

Before JD could reply, gunshots could be heard echoing from above. The two agents looked at each other. “Up!” they said in unison, their feet were already digging into the trail’s soft dirt.

 

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Federal Building, Denver, CO   

 

Josiah softly swore as he slammed the phone.  Nathan and Ezra exchanged worried looks.  Their big friend rarely lost his temper, unless it was with a particularly nasty perp.  “Josiah?” Nathan ventured.

 

Josiah sighed, debating how much to tell his co-workers.  Upon finding out the evil Montabone had committed in Buck’s life, he could understand why Chris had been silent on the subject.  Yet both he and Buck were part of a family now.  Josiah had a bad feeling they were going to need all their family to get everyone out of the situation in one piece.  “According to Elliot, they’ve discovered evidence that Montabone came to Denver.  They also have a report that he was sighted near Buck’s place a couple of days ago.”

 

Ezra frowned.  “I assume this is the same Montabone that scared our normally fearless leader, and sent our normally unflappable Mr. Wilmington fleeing into the deep woods?”

 

Josiah nodded.  Nathan turned to Ezra.  “You know where they went?”

 

“Vin and JD are following Chris, and I entrusted my satellite phone to Vin.”  Ezra glanced up at the clock.  “Approximately an hour ago, they arrived at a trailhead in the Arapaho National forest for ‘Elephant Ridge’.  They have not contacted me since.”

 

“Surely Montabone wouldn’t have followed Buck all the way out to the middle of nowhere,” Nathan commented hopefully.

 

“Depends on the amount of incentive he has.”  Ezra looked at Josiah and raised an eyebrow.  He suspected there was much more to the story than just a perp Buck put away.

 

Josiah sighed.  “He has plenty of incentive.”  Looking into the expectant faces, Josiah softly began, “A little over ten years ago, Buck was engaged …”

 

“Engaged?” both Ezra and Nathan exclaimed, stunned.

 

Josiah silenced them with a reprimanding glare.  “Engaged to, by all accounts, a delightful young woman by the name of Dawn Montabone…”

 

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Elephant Ridge, Arapaho National Forest

 

Chris swore as he rolled behind the fallen trunk of a lightening-struck tree resting on a rock.  He had just barely found Buck’s camp when the shooting started.  A glimpse of the shooter as Chris dove for cover had confirmed it was Montabone.  However, from his view behind the way-too-skinny log, he didn’t see any sign of his friend around the tent.  “BUCK!”  he shouted as he pulled out his gun.  The only answer was another shot in his direction.  Chris pinpointed the report as coming from his right, probably from the stand of pine near the edge of the ridge.  Swiftly, he twisted out of cover just long enough to send a shot towards the stands and duck back.

 

What worried him was that there was no answer from Buck.  On previous trips, Buck had rarely left the rock he’d proposed to Dawn on.  Chris feared his friend wasn’t answering because he couldn’t answer.  Which meant he had to figure out some way to get this jerk so he could find him.  Another shot sprayed wood splinters in his face.  Chris swore again as he wiped the debris from his eyes.  He wasn’t in the best position, either to defend himself or to spot Buck.

 

Suddenly, gun fire erupted from the trail.  Straining, Chris could hear Montabone crashing into the brush behind the pines.  Apparently, he didn’t want to face more than one surprised man at a time.

 

Cautiously standing up, he fully expected to see Buck there.  However, the dark-haired figure that greeted his eyes was a lot shorter than his old friend.  “JD!  I thought I told you to stay away!”

 

JD shrugged, defiance radiating from his stance.  “We weren’t going to come close unless you and Buck ran into trouble.  I think getting shot at is definitely in the ‘trouble’ category.”

 

Chris was about to reply when another figure stepped out of the trees. Before he could lift his gun, he recognized the newcomer. “Vin,” he growled.

 

“You’re welcome.”  Vin pushed back the rim of his cap with his gun barrel, blue eyes reminding his friend that they had just saved his rear end.  “I don’t know if we hit the shooter, but he’s out of sight now.”

 

Now glaring at both young agents, Chris was about to chew them out when JD suddenly piped up, “That’s Buck’s tent.  Where is he?”

 

Worry and fear tightened in his gut as Chris glanced around the area.  “Don’t know.  Buck shouldn’t have gone far from that rock.  Start searching.”

 

Vin walked over to the rock in question as JD checked the tent.  “What’s so special about that rock?”  the youngest man inquired, still confused about the whole situation.

 

“Let’s just find Buck,” Chris hedged worriedly.

 

“But if we don’t know what’s going on, how are we going to find him?” JD demanded.

 

“And it would be nice to know why we’re getting shot at,” Vin added, noting the view looked vaguely familiar, except for the storm clouds darkening the horizon.  He knelt down to study the granite.

 

Chris sighed.  “Buck proposed to his fiancée on that rock.”

 

“Fiancée?”  Both younger men turned in surprised to face Chris.  “Buck actually PROPOSED to a woman?” JD asked in shock.  He’d never seen Buck become serious about any woman, let alone give one a ring.

 

“The woman in the picture,” Vin uneasily guessed.  When Chris nodded, Vin had to swallow hard to ask, “What happened?”

 

Chris turned back to the trees.  “She took a bullet meant for Buck.” 

 

Vin closed his eyes a moment in sympathy, then opened them to spot a drop of blood splatter on the rock in front of him.

 

“And Montabone was the shooter,” JD whispered, putting it together.  Any annoyance at his older friend flew out of his soul as the young man contemplated the pain Buck must have gone through.

 

“Ah, guys…”  Vin was leaning over the edge of the rock. 

 

Chris felt his heart sink.  It took a lot of strength to ask, “Buck?”

 

“I don’t see him.”  Vin could feel JD reluctantly approaching him from behind.  “But I see a Rockies baseball cap like his snagged on one of the aspen branches below.  Several other branches around it are broken, but I can’t see the slope past them. The trees haven’t dropped enough leaves yet.”

 

“Oh… my… God,” JD slowly declared, taking his first look at the drop.  Fear turned his stomach to ice as he wondered if his friend could have survived.

 

“The trees may have broken his fall, JD.  He could still be alive,”  Vin assured him, hoping to keep his friend from panicking.  He decided to stay silent about the drop of blood.

 

“But he’s got to be hurt,” JD forced himself to reply. 

 

“So we’d better find him before this storm hits,” Chris growled.  He was scared that despite Vin’s optimism, his old friend might already be gone.

 

“The radio said they expect the snow line to be around 9,000.”  Vin pulled himself up and picked up his pack.

 

“How high are we?” JD asked.  Coming from Boston, he still had trouble estimating elevation in the high country.

 

“Almost nine,” Chris replied grimly.  “If Buck’s hurt, he won’t last through the night unless we find him.”

 

Vin and JD exchanged bleak glances before following Chris’ swiftly retreating back.

 

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Blood was everywhere.  Buck felt like his soul was splatter on the floor along with it.  He held her tight, desperately trying to hold her spirit with him, though a tiny part knew she was already gone.

 

Suddenly, Buck found himself sitting cross-legged on their rock, looking out over the valley.  A warm presence leaned against his arm.  “You haven’t come in quite a while, Love.”

 

“Oh, Darling, I’m sorry.”  Buck gently cupped Dawn’s delicate face. 

 

Her hand gently wrapped around his.  “Don’t be.  I was hoping you’d have found another to love.”

 

Buck shook his head.  “I’ve tried, but you took a part of my soul with you.  I don’t have any more to give another like she deserves.”

 

“Yes, you do,” Dawn refuted softly.  Then she changed the subject.  “What have you been doing?  Last time you were here, you told me all about the new team Chris was putting together.  Three others?  Josiah, Nathan, and Vin?  Have you made peace with Vin?”

 

Buck nodded.  “Yeah, Junior’s a good guy.  I knew it, and I’ve accepted that he can reach Chris when I can’t.  We’ve also picked up two more guys.  Ezra Standish, he’s our main undercover man.  He’s a sweet-talking southern who’s slipperier than a wet eel.  Dresses real nice all the time and is into the finer things.  He’d have appreciated your artwork.”

 

She slugged him in the arm.  “I thought you liked my drawings.”

 

“I do.” Buck gave her a slow, charming smile.  “Didn’t understand all of them, but then, I’m not the art genius.”

 

Dawn returned with her own shy smile at the compliment.  “And who’s the other?”

 

“JD Dunne.”  Buck’s face lit up at the thought of the young man.  “He’s a good kid.  Just barely out of the academy when his momma passed away, so he moved from Boston to Denver to join us.  The youngster had no place to stay, so I offered him my spare room.  He’s been my roommate ever since.”

 

“So he keeps you in line?” Dawn asked with a grin.

 

Buck snorted.  “He’s just a green kid.  I’ve been the one showing him the ropes.”

 

“But he’s special.”

 

“Yeah, he’s like a kid brother.” Buck blinked his eyes, suddenly tired.  “You would have loved him.”

 

“I know I would have,” Dawn gently smiled.  “I’ll bet he’s another white knight, just like you.” She ran a gentle hand through his hair.  “Sleep, my love.  You’re safe for the moment, and Chris will be here soon.”

 

Buck felt himself slide until his head was in her lap, her gentle hand easing his aching head.

 

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Below Elephant Ridge, Arapaho National Forest

 

The cold wind was picking up, its temperature matching the fear tightly gripping Chris’ heart.  He knew the wind preceded the coming storm, and that Montabone was still lurking about the area.  However, both were secondary concerns at the moment.  Chris concentrated on keeping his footing on the steep trail down the mountain slope.  There was no time to hike back to the easier one.  Every instinct shouted that they had to find Buck soon.