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Beginning of the End
Goodbye
I Lost Myself
I'm Scared
I Wish
Let Me Hold You
Memories
Missing You
Nothing Left to Say
One More Touch
Silent Wishes
So Many Things
This Girl
To Hide From Love
Waiting
"Dreaming of a Higher Power" - Written By: Stephen Olson :: Back to Top 
In a dream so silent,
It felt so peaceful and quiet.
A world of no violence,
No one to cause riots.

Still in my peaceful sleep,
All I heard was a peaceful beat.
Just so soft and sweet,
made me sleep a bit more deep.

Seemed I was walking through Heaven’s gate,
No one to test my peaceful fate.
So softly it seemed the wind was blowing,
And calm the stream was nearby flowing.

A surrounding of forbidden sorrow,
Where sin doesn’t dare to follow.
How dear a place of no fear,
And the clear beat is all I hear.

Something seemed to warm my soul.
Which reminded me of a beautiful rainbow.
That God Giveth his beloved Son;
Forgiveness of sin’s has long been done.
"Beginning of the End" :: Back to Top 
When did we begin to fall all apart?
When did you choose to stop listening to your heart?
When did you decide to turn your back on me,
Did you think I was blind, that I could not see?
For you gave up all that I shared,
All that I did, how much I cared.
I could not lie to my heart anymore,
An intense battle of love versus war.
Too many lies to myself I made true,
Too many lies all these things that I knew.
You gave up on me, so I gave up on you
There are more journeys in life that I must do.
I cannot dwell on everything in the past,
I know it will fade, I know it won't last.
"Goodbye.." :: Back to Top 
My life has changed in so many ways
since the day that I met you.
I feel now that it has meaning...
something that I never knew.

My eyes are finally opening up
to see what love can be,
and I never could have seen this clear
without your love for me.

For once my heart is opening up
and feeling truly free...
to love, to trust, to care, to hope,
what I never dreamed could be.

My past, my fears, my doubts
are slowly drifting away,
because of the love of one great girl
who is more than words can say.

So now I say good bye
to sadness, lonliness and sorrow.
My world is bright and sunny now...
for now we have a tomorrow.
"I Lost Myself" :: Back to Top 
I lost myself in your beautiful eyes,
your tender touch, your exquisite lips.
I lost myself in your beautiful charms,
your warm soft body, your enchanted hips.

I lost myself in your beautiful thoughts,
your caressing hands, your stunning looks.
I lost myself in your beautiful hair.
I really thought you truly cared.

I lost myself in your wildest dreams,
your secret passion, your zest for life.
I lost myself in my crazy thoughts,
thinking you would be my wife.

I lost myself when you went away,
your scheming plans hurt me everyday.
I lost myself when you cut me off,
from you, I can't ever get enough.
"I'm Scared" :: Back to Top 
I'm scared to death and I know not why,
I speak the truth I cannot lie.
Why am I scared? Wont the fear go away?
I don't know what it is, I don't know what to say.
I'm scared of you, and afraid of me.
What's going on? Why can't I see?
You told me you would do no harm,
Is this the truth,or only charm?
I want to believe, I want to try,
To know what you're saying isn't a lie.
For you I wear my heart on my sleeve,
Does that sound to hard to believe?
I've only felt this one time before,
But my heart was crushed by the slamming door.
When I'm with you I feel so relaxed,
When I go home I want to rush back
Into your arms where I feel I belong,
Holding you close while they play our song.
I'm scared to death, I know not why,
I speak the truth, I cannot lie.
"I Wish" :: Back to Top 
i wish i could never make you mad.
i wish i would have never cried like i had.
i wish for just one thing...
that is to be your everything.
i wish you would think of me and only i.
i wish you never would tell me a lie.
i want to please you until i die.
but then i would watch my life go by.
you will never understand what i've been through..
i love you more than i though i'd be able to.
i wish you loved me back..
but that is what we lacked.
i wish you would make me second to no other.
i just wish we could stay together forever.
"Let Me Hold You" :: Back to Top 
I long for your touch,
every night and every day.
I long to kiss your silky lips,
and hear them say
"I love you so much,
you're the only one I'll ever touch."

I need to know your love.
I need to know you care.
I need to touch you,
and gently stroke your hair.
Share with me the laughter
that everyone else shares.

I want to feel the passion
that burns deep inside.
I want to protect you,
and keep you with me.
You already hold my heart,
so let me hold you tonight.
"Memories" :: Back to Top 
We all get old, and as we do,
we look upon the fond memories that we had during our lifetimes.
Searching through a box of treasured things,
I come across the first letter that you sent me and a picture...
and just seeing this makes me start to cry.
My brother asks me what is wrong,
and I just shake my head, not trusting my voice to speak.
How could I even begin to tell him of you, my one true love?
He is too young, in fact, to understand things about true love.
When I was with you, my feelings saying to me,
'go to her, talk to her' and my heart saying, 'LOVE HER.'
But I couldn't begin to go up to you and tell you of my feelings.
I guess I had to release my own heart from the prison that I keep it in,
but in trying, I never realized that you were the key to my cell.
Both of us, dreaming that we were together,
but our dream never came true.
And as the tears fall from my eyes, they fall on the paper,
signing a silent vow, that even though I lost you, I will always care for you.
I love you with all my soul,
and if I can give anything else that you want...
...please, I beg you,
Take it.
"Missing You" :: Back to Top 
Missing You
I'm missing you tonight,
Your absence is a hole
Torn in my heart
And torn in my soul
I miss you tonight
And inside I die
A thousand deaths
When you say goodbye
I miss you every night
I stay awake and dream
And I can't believe this could be
As incredible as it sees
Love, I'm missing you tonight
You, my heart and soul
You fill my mind and fill my life
You make me overflow.
"Nothing Left to Say" :: Back to Top 
The things you do to crush my soul,
So many journeys and stories untold.
What is left of what we once had?
Treasures unfound, memories so sad.
So much I gave to all that is you,
So many adventures I wanted to do,
But you weren't there to share time with me,
The future and all the things we could be,
For I spent my days just waiting for you,
but you always found better things to do.
No more I could've done to make this seem right
And still I think about us every night.
Why did you do the things that hurt me?
You knew how I felt, but never could see
How much I gave and how much I did,
And how much frustration that I kept hid.
It was finished before it was done,
Our time was over, like the setting of the sun.
Our love slipped away like a theif in the night,
With nothing else to do, I couldn't make it right.
And so we are done, like the parting of day,
With nothing else left, nothing left to say.
"One More Touch" :: Back to Top 
This wasn't the way it was suppose to be
You're there next to him, you should be here next to me
Whatever happened to the dreams that we shared?
How you said that you loved me and told me you cared
The happiness I felt when I was holding your hand
Is a feeling I know that I won't feel again

But still I wish in the dark of the night
That you pretend that he's me who is holding you tight
I know it is wrong for me to miss you this much
But I'd give anything now for just one more touch

A love like ours, I thought it would not end
I trusted you completely, you were my best friend
No matter what happened, I knew all was fine
As long as I had you, and you were all mine
All was well when you were there by my side
The night that you left me is when my spirit died

But late at night, when the birds do not sing
I wish I could hold you and you were wearing my ring
I know that you probably don't think of me much
But I'd give anything now for just one more touch.
"Silent Wishes" :: Back to Top 
I don’t know how to say
All the things that bug me
From day to day.

I try to write ‘em down
To let someone know
Behind my smile I hide a frown

The letters are never sent or given away
I am afraid that if they knew me
No one would stay

I spend nights up late
And cry to myself
Hoping it will all be over
And I’ll have a clean slate

I do hope I find that someone who can see
All the pain and fear
That I have inside of me.

I keep thinking
If I have it tucked away
Things could get better
And my pain won’t stay.

I hope someday
I can let someone know
Everything that’s wrong
So the fear can no longer grow.
"So Many Things" :: Back to Top 
There are so many things in this world I could write about
So many things I could do
But every time I put pen to paper
All I think about is you
There are so many things I could talk about
So many other ways to spend my time
But every time I open my mouth
About you in verses I rhyme
Whether it’s hugging you
Kissing you
Or laying you down
Thinking or sinking
Or playing around
Maybe it’s that there are so many things about you
About which I can write
So many things that go through my head
That cause me to dream at night
Dream about the way you hold me
Dream about the way you talk
Dream about the way you touch me
Dream about the way you walk
But there are so many things about you
That I don’t have the time
To speak them all at once
Or put them into rhyme
Rather I’d like to show you
What you mean to me
Why I think about you
Why you drive me crazy
So come a little closer
And let me feel this bliss
Although there are so many things
There is one thing I cherish most
Your kiss
"This Girl" :: Back to Top 
I have found this girl...
one who makes me feel sad and joy
one who may make me love again
one who can take my hand and guide the way,
and the one that will make everything a-okay.

I have found this girl...
who can make me laugh
who can make me feel immortal with her sweet lil' kisses
who can take away all my fears,
and who can make me feel special with her touch

I have found this girl...
willing to except me for me and who I am
willing to wait for me, until I'm ready
willing to make time for us to be together,
and willing to put her heart on the line

I have found this girl...
"To Hide From Love" - Written by: ??? :: Back to Top 
It's hard to speak straight from
my soul of what it is I feel
I have a hard time understanding
feelings that are real
My emotions do a classic job of
playing hide and seek
You search for clues while my heart
hides for words are hard to speak
It's not that I'm not trusting,
but I do fear loneliness
I've been hurt too many times
to let my heart be free
Sometimes I feel I should give up
and give my heart a rest
For it seems I only get attached
and never for the best
I vow to never fall in love
today these words I say
For nothing ever good results when
my heart gets in the way
"Waiting" - Written by: ?? :: Back to Top 
As I lay in the darkness trying to sleep...
the thoughts of you came and I started to weep.

I know I'm not suppose to love you this much...
but I can't help it since the first time we touched.

The nights seems so long without you around...
too dark to see anything and it's so quiet
without any sound.

All I can hear is myself crying...
staring into the dark sky full of stars
and the beautiful moon...
wishing that these lonely nights will be over soon.