Soothe

Hungry, hungry again Hungry, hungry again When will it start to sway When will it start to almost break you Hungry, hungry again Hungry, hungry again I’ll miss you And I wish you luck Well, I forgive you And I don’t wish you away, away, away It’ll almost break you Almost take you Almost break you Almost break you up
 
Frail and Bedazzled

So Now listen here I wanna be Oh so clear I lost my soul Lost I’ll stayBetween your hands And my beliefs And here I am Frail Frail and bedazzled from all the glare Tug At my sleeveMy little girl Supermaid She don’t know That I have Stole my smile From a Cheshire Cat And all I wanted Was to be a man Since I gave up I feel free I feel free I feel free I feel free Two of us That’s dangerous It’s all inside our heads Givin’ in for nothin’ less Leavin’ me for him Try to understand The ones I love And their demands It’s so unfair When they can’t see That I’m the boy Who really needs Their love I suppose Frail and bedazzled from all the Frail and bedazzled from all the Frail and bedazzled from all the glare
 
Plume

Oh yeah, another day Oh yeah, gotta play What it is It never was I don’t care To give enough My boredom has outshined the sun It’s all down low I just want to have some Little fun Oh yeah, another day Oh yeah, what a waste What it is It never was I don’t care Or give a fuck My boredom has outshined the sun It’s all down low I just want to have some Little fun Bring me down Bring me down
 
Whir

I’ve wasted all my years Been chasin’ all my fears For another brighter than you I gave in long ago To make it to the show But its not easy When you’re alone All your prayers In my ears Don’t you care Whir yourself around Just to fall back down Whir yourself around My honey  Little girl C’mon lets go for a whirlIt’s still early The sun is sleeping She says she wants to marry me She says she wants a baby It’s not easy When you’re scared Whir yourself around Just to fall back down Whir yourself around  All your prayers In my ears Don’t you care
 
Blew Away

Blew, blew away But I don’t wanna fade Blew, blew, oooh And if you love her You know it will come true And if you need her You know that she’ll be there Stay awake, I lie here With her and I fall And when I wake inside you I know you know I’m yours Blew, blew away But I don’t wanna fade Blew, blew, oooh And if you’re sad, too Until the angel sings and touches you Don’t confuse my only life I said blew, and please don’t ever leave And I will greive, and remember thee Hope to meet you there And I wanna let her know That I won’t let her go I wanna let her know That I love her so
I’m Blew, blew, blew away But I don’t wanna- Blew, I love you Blew
 
Pissant

Got me a raygun Got me an altitude Can’t help feelin’ something’s wrong With every one of you Say you’ll hate Just me instead Say you’ll Hate Talk revolution As if it matters now I don’t care anyway Just give me what I want Say you’ll hate Just me instead Say you’ll hate Oh, oh, oh, oh Ooh, honey Fill me with your little whispers Store your little nightmares Of a generation said to burn Come on honey Let’s go for a ride Down where the crickets learn to sing and play, baby Say you’ll hate
Just me instead Say you’ll hate Just me instead Say you’ll hate Just me instead Say you’ll hate Yeah, it’s a motherfucker, oh
 

Hello Kitty Kat

Say hello before you say goodbye I should go, before you make me cry She wants to bleed every drop inside of me But I aim to please the little girl inside of me, too Yeah, Yeah You know I hate to say Oh no, I always stay I don’t wanna be like the others please Who is sorry now? Who is sorry now? If I show you how Will you let me down? Slit my wrists and die for her Love to love to love what you adore I can give you anything, but please let me Be your everything... please Yeah, Yeah You know I hate to say Oh no, I always stay I don’t wanna be like the others please Who is sorry now? If I show you how, Will you let me down? Will you let me down? Who is sorry now? Who is sorry NOW!? My love is weakness My love is oh so wrong My love is sadness My love is oh so strong My teeth are razor sharp My love is fucking strong I’ll be with you Ooh all night long Oh, oh, oh Yeah, Yeah You know I hate to say Oh no, I always stay I don’t wanna be like the others please Who is sorry now? Who is sorry now? Who is sorry now? If I show you how Will you let me down? Will you let me down? Please let me down Please let me down
 
Obscured

Lost your head
Now you sleep on the floor
What you said
I don’t want anymore
Through the haze
Make your eyes up to ache
Out in space
Daze away

Through these eyes
I rely on all I’ve seen
Obscured
Through these eyes
Looks like I’m home tonight

Left for dead
As you sweep out the door
Things we said
We don’t mean anymore
Tear inside her
Like a fallen kite

Through these eyes
I deny on all I see
Obscured
Through these eyes
Looks like I’m home tonight
What you said
Made a mess of me
What you said
I don’t want
Obscured
 
 Landslide

I took my love, I took it down
I climbed a mountain and I turned around
And I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills
‘Til the landslide brought it down

Oh, mirror in the sky, what is love?
Can the child within my heart rise above?
Can I sail through the changing ocean tides?
Can I handle the seasons of my life?

Well, I’ve been afraid of changing cause I’ve
Built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Even children get older
And I’m getting older, too

Well, I’ve been afraid of changing cause I’ve
Built my life around you
Time makes you bolder
Even children get older
And I’m getting older, too
I get older, too

I took my love and took it down
I climbed a mountain, I turned around
And if you see my reflection in the snow covered hills
The landslide brought it down
The landslide brought it down
 
Starla

I’m in here
Please take me home
Starla dear
I’m all alone

When you can’t decide what’s on your mind
It’s clear I’m here, Starla dear

To disappear takes so much time
Starla dear, you’re on my mind

Soon, soon I’ll be leaving
Soon, soon I’ll be leaving
I hear all you’re saying
I hear all you’re failing

Serve yourself
No one else can do for you like you
No one else fails like me
In my eyes I burn alive
Fly like a bird
No more words just you and I
High in the sky
 

Blue

Hey Blue, all your love is strange
Come out with all those crazy names
So true when you lie
For you, Blue

Right or wrong?
I belong right or wrong

Hey Blue, where’d you run to now?
Miss you since they found you out
I’ve been waiting such a long time
For your smile, for you

I lay with you this velvet morning
Stay with me for a while
Where we run to is up to you
Just stay with me for a while
 

Girl Named Sandoz

Well I met a girl called Sandoz
And she taught me many many things
Good things, very good things
Sweet things

I met her on a Sunday morning
It was hot though the snow lay on the ground
Strange things, very strange things
My mind has wings

Sandoz Sandoz
Will you tell me “No?”
Sandoz Sandoz
Will you tell me why?
We could all learn something from your mind

She’s very old yet many think she’s young
One kiss from her and you know your time has come
Good times for all time
Sandoz
 

 La Dolly Vita

I  lay my head on her bosom
To cry myself to sleep
I see no greater wisdom
Than she has given me

La Dolly Vita
Sweet as true love
La Dolly Vita
Cool as ice cream
Cool as ice cream

You hear a lot of visions
You can’t even stop
Can’t see what you’re missing
Spinning like a top

Fade away I want to see her
Fade away I want to see her
I only want to meet her

La Dolly Vita
True as blue sky
La Dolly Vita
Cool as ice cream
Cool as ice cream

Take it all the way down
Forsake what you have now
Take it all the way down
 

Spaced

dad dad dad
dead dead dead dead dead
was i ever alive?
fucking makes you alive in one minute
solstice
i am solstice filled with mercury
filled with mercury
liquid fucked
see right through your heart
see right through your heart
fuck your heart
i am mercury liquid pure
hot, alive, dead, mucked fish eyes, doors
i was born alive
i’ll fucking kill you
i’ll beat your soft baby head with my own hand
careful with that baby
don’t ever say the h word around him
ashamed
i am ashamed of my name, say it
i hate the sound of your shit because it means no good
it means cheap, liar, smart ass piece of shit
change it to raygun you fuck
billy the loon
billy the loon
i am mars
i am mars
billy addly addly addly....
your name causes shit
while i may be no expert on this reality there is no god butshame
god is hurt, god is cold
try that once, god is dead
there is not another one
battle
cold heart radio
feedback
the pain
reoccuring messages of badness
reoccuring living bad dreams at the vortex of lost souls
wailing lost souls of shame
we are in one hole
like a cup of mercury phosphate
brrr
shuddering around
taste my shit you wench
lifting wailing lost souls who stand a chance
hot, my eyes darkly gaze and wonder- do not enter
why why why?
i was born whole
fractured divided shattered into a billion fragments
a million piece puzzle
a million piece jigsaw puzzle with no this, and no that.....