My Poetry
This is my poetry. This page is dedicated to Neeley Bryant, my muse. This page has long been a labour for me to uphold, it is, in fact the only real reason that I even have a webpage anymore. I hope it is enjoyed by whoever may enter these walls. Thank you
... But I must warn you, there are words and/or images here that some would consider profane, so if you're offended by profane language and/or slight nudity, I suggest you leave, if not, look at is as I do, a word is a word, a picture is but a picture, and when used should be seen as such, so have fun with it. Anyway, that's only there for political correctness.
Neeley, Lady of Contradiction
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You're so vindictive, but sweet
You're like leather coated frost cake
If I should bend you
You'd make me bleed
Does that matter?
I don't know
Why do I feel I need you
When you don't want me anymore?
Maybe I'm a masochist
Song of Love
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She lived down in the land of swamp
Seeking a knight where only rats walked
Into a room of darkness, she came
As the wizard in black called
To the amethyst table she went
And fell into a hole that gave strange feelings in her stomach
Strangest of all, the wizard of darkness
Who saw this dearest lady began to feel the same
The vampire mage, the mystic knight
Felt so protected by her presence
Does this dark one love one so pure as she?
The question we ask; can the monster love?
And will he love this beauty in blue?
His face seems unreadable, his heart screams yes
Lady in blue, dearest one, darling woman
He does indeed need you, that can't be bad, can it?
Beltane
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They ran around the fires, naked, free
The flames flew so high
Today is the burning day
Blessings to our fields
The Stag God shall fall today
And wait for spring to be reborn
Bright Nature Goddess, mother to us all
Pregnant by the Stag God
That he may be reborn
Fills our earth with her fertility
Lonely, I retire to my tent
And she was there, covered in sweat
Her hair damp and sticking to her skin
I rose and embraced my sweet lady
And she was beside me
We played strange games
As we danced our dance of lovers
And we had joy, and we had pleasure
Then the dance was done, she left my tent
She was so lovely, she was so energetic
She was so beautiful, she was so gone
So I slept, my tent full of her smell
Only the sweetest of dreams could come to me
I love her, she loves me
How else could it be?
Chanda
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Chanda, lovely moons daughter
I wish you could see what I see
I wish you could love me
But we both know this will never be
So I'll just sit here alone
'Cause I want nothing
If you don't want me
Chanda, everything that I am not
I wish I could hold you
Even if only for a moment
But we both know this can never be
So I'll walk into the abyss
And scream into this dead land
'Cause I know you'll never ever love me
I'm so tired. I think I'll go to sleep
And never again will I wake
'Cause in my dreams there's only you
So why should I wake and be without?
Daughter of the moon, sister of the stars
Offer me just one thing
Let me die in love with you
For if I cannot live for you
What else have I?
Fuck the Fuck
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The reptile lusts
The aching, sweating body of the attacked
By its fevered prick
The sanguine sky begins to fade
As the screams fill the air
It was so dark, so fucking pure
Her long blonde hair, plastered against her breasts
Her mouth, open and willing
Will this ever end?!?!
The bitch hopes not
These pawns of fallen humanity
Lie slumbering, the eyes wide open
As the beast purges her ripe pussy
So tender, so fresh, so fucking pure
Welcome to the celebration
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Dr. Pepper Died and I Killed Him
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Crazy nights, disappear, ever are my eyes unclear
Red fog now hangs in mourning air, waiting for you, my dear
Your voice, your whisper, flies through my mind, so kind
Sanctimonious drunks are here, can you undo the binds?
Anvil of my aching heart, I was there, I was not
Never again, my heart's dearest love, never again, my albatross
Internal, ever so new, rhetorical, ever so untrue
A lie is never true, when you speak it aloud, do
Gunshots fire, blood runs red
Singing misery of my head
I run from sight
I see my fright
You
And you alone can save me
And
I am so dead from my greed
I
Was so broken, this be true
When I say that I love you
Do I run away, tear my heart to frays
Or laugh at your games, do it again?
Lady Ice
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She flies over hills and valleys
Travels at the speed of night
Ever quickly from the chariot
She drinks of muddy rivers
As she flies above the ground
I exist only to feed her
With your eyes you hear the sound
Breaking of the hourglass
Never seeing the sand pour
Stealing back that which was taken
A circle in her eyes
As she travels in the dark
Keeping both our worlds apart
Lady Ice
Dreams and nightmares are the stuff on which she feasts
You never have to ask her what it means
She gives, she takes, she makes, she breaks
And nothing means a thing
As she floats through endless darkness
As we fly into the ground
You can see your own reflection
Don't listen to its sounds
For words can have two meanings
When the answer you seek is here
Follow her to remember
And find the way back home
And soon enter a garden made of stone
Lady Ice
Dragons Never See It...
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Opening his eyes, a new world dawning
Bearing threefold pictures, that he's never seen before
Everything's so bright and shiny
Diamonds cannot compare
Starting a new adventure
Everything's so bright
By noon his eyes have adjusted
He stumbled hard, but fate broke his fall
Cruel mother destiny took his life
A soiled empty shell, he is
And his wounds do not congeal
Everything's so bright ahead
Midnight falls, the old man sits alone
Everything he wanted, he never has
He sits to watch his dirt old television
And he thinks of his brand new grandson
Who opened his eyes today
Everyday
(Untitled 1)
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Lovely is the word that describes you
Beautiful your form
You are my truth, say it be so
Deadly is the one who separates us
Ugly are the lies they tell
You are my hero, my muse
Gunshots
Rules break
Worlds die
Decay
You drink of my blood, I swim in your seas
In you is the light of the world
In the love of your light
We die together
Over and over
We live in the sun
And the moon
And so I write these words
And my heart lies aching still
For you alone, my dear, will open the door
You knew when you sought me
I know not, I remember now only late
(Untitled 2)
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In the trees, I can hear the birds
As they sing choruses without words
And I know that my love is so near me
So I walk through the woods, glens, and trees
She walks through my valleys and hills
Wherever I walk, she's with me still
I can smell her scent, oh sweet tenderness
and it makes you be free for your kindness
The word is out. the trees will shout as flowers bloom
so dear her face, as I take her embrace so soon
The time will come, shadows as black as the sun
And my love will brighten the skies, time will be undone
Flesh and flesh, soul and soul, she is my life
My love exists, and this be true, in day and night
We walk through space and time, nothing is there
As I run my fingers over her flesh and through hair
This be my joy, my everlasting love
So tender, in my heart as a fleeting dove
She walks in beauty, she is that to my soul
And life everlasting, I am so I am told
Be my only one, my brightened moon
Be the spirit that my soul will swoon
Be the temple of my mind, my every thought
Or life will be no more in me, my being is naught
D.P. Police and the Clown
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I am your jester, my love, your bitch
And if you scratched it, I caused the itch
I was the one to make your D.P. go flat
I lost your keys and hid them under the mat
Now, don't hate me because I’m beautiful, I’m not
And don't go asking questions of answers I have caught
I was there when the blood dried up
Because I drank it from your plastic cup
I brought the throes of war by speaking of peace
I mean, how many doughnuts can be eaten by the beast?
But alas, I make you laugh when I can
And when I cannot, I begin it all again
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Cemetery Children