A poem from Chrystal
Mood:
lucky
Topic: In Love
All day I dream about you… Why is that?
Is it because I love you?
Or is is just because I think about you too much
Could it be the fact that I want to be with you forever?
Could it be the fact that we are meant to be?
Or is just because we are the way we are… And that connects us
I love you for everything that you are… And for everything that can be
I love you for how sweet you are to me…
I love you for the little things that you do…
I love you for who you are….
Loving is easy to do... where you are concerned...
Never thought it would be like this...
Never thought it could make me feels the way I do...
Especially when I’m talking to you on the phone... even when you are playing
Games and I am here writing this crap...
My poems for you never rhyme
Mainly because they have no rhythm or anything else...
Just my feelings for you... and how they make me feel
Happy Valentines Day my sweet...
Our first valentine’s together... and its hard for us to spend it together...
I love you… we’ll have many more to celebrate…
Love, hugs, and kisses
Chrystal Dawn Ward
Mood:
lucky
Now Playing: Evanescence: My Immortal
Topic: Just another day...
Ok this is James right now...
Well since I went and saw Chrystal and spent the whole weekend with her. Well now I'm sure I really want something more to come out of this relationship... because you know it's not everyday that you find someone near by (less than a few hours away) that you can honestly say that you liked before you even met. For me that is Chrystal.
So far we have shared our user accounts, feelings, body and soul together. Her family likes me so I guess that's a plus also.
Anyways let me tell you about this weekend and the stuff that we did.
Well for one I left my state (Coldwater, MI) at 5am or something like that and didn't get to her house until about... I'd say about 7ish.. my baby can correct me on that. So anyways at first she sat away from my on the couch until I helped her put on her necklace and then she laid ontop of me (holding hands) and then we kissed for the first time [still I get chills thinking about that]. Then we started listening to music and I met her Dad (he's really cool). Then a few momments passed by and we started kissing again. Her friend Jamie walked in and made a comment. lol. But she'll get over it I'm sure. Well they did up eachother's hair and made coffee, along with many other things. I was watching them and listening to music... nodding off. Then Chrystal told me I could lay in her bed. So I did... slept kind of good. I could still hear them. but I woke up while her parents walked through the door. I met her mom then and we went out to eat. Chrystal and Jamie tickled me... that wasn't fair... so I just poked Chrystal lol! Let's see what else did we do... I know Jamie's mom wanted to see her hair since she got it done. *(Jamie is a crazy driver btw!)* We went to the mall and returned back to Chrystals. Well with that all said and done Jamie left me and Chrystal alone... well anyways. We were in the living room again. She was on the computer and I was watching her and listening to the radio. I got up and asked her to dance to My Immortal. (she sings lovely too) Chrystal does! Hehe. Umm after awhile we went to the movies and saw Cursed. After that Drove around, checked into the hotel, got something to eat and then returned to the hotel. Sorry no details... we went to Wal-Mart I bought a camera so I could take pictures of her, and I bought her a Soft Bunny too! *Before I left my town I bought her a Red Rose made out of feathers, I gave that to her too* We got back to her place ate breakfast, Watched the Notebook (great movie by the way), met her friend Angie, and we talked on the computer to her friends while listening to Alladin. We ate Dinner, messed around with the camera's mine and her webcam. We teased some guy named Mike that likes Lisa. That was a whole lot of fun! *Devious Grin* Since it was getting late I tried to leave at Nine at night but she wouldn't let me. I said good bye to her parents and we walked outside (her with no coat... I hope she doesn't get sick). We kissed and I left for home.
Today..
Now Playing: Shinedown
Topic: Daily Activities
Shinedown-45Today was a typical day I missed James like always.. counting down til the day that he and I can spend some qualitiy time together.. waiting for the day that I can tie him up to a bed.. and just lick him... and a couple other things.. anyways.. this is getting too personal here.. lol.. Anyways.. Today went by fast I cut off all of Michaels hair today.. he wanted it gone.. so it is.. I think I should of cute it shorter.. but I guess I can do that later.. maybe some other day or something.. but supper is done so I'm going to go eat..
