Mood: bright
Today was a very good day for me for a change :)
Today Charlene came by and took me to lunch and then to a drs appointment :) Then I was finally able to get through to the Arthritis Society - and they put me in contact with the Social Worker at the Victoria Arthritis Society - the lady in charge as well as Charlene - are going to help me get this all on track - and it looks like most of it will be able to be delt with later on this week at long last :) When it is - that will take a huge load off of my mind - and take a huge amount of stress off of my shoulders.
I am finally and at long last truely happy. I have a man who is wonderful - he's kind, loving, funny, compassionate & patient - and has a good heart and a wonderful mind. And he stays by my side through it all - when Im crabby or moody, sad or happy he's right here. I remember our first big fight i was terrified he would leave..... but he stayed :)
in 11 days i turn 29 - gawd am i getting old lol. im glad that it will be my first great birthday in forever -- chris' family will be here, and a few close friends :) we're having a candle party and then going to beacon hill park where it will be all lit up with lanterns :) Finally a happy birthday lol. Only sucky thing is every year on my bday - i think to myself - my god - another year has past by and what do i have to show for it :( I still don't have a carreer or anything close - and im still not married nor do i have kids yet.... but at least i can say yet - and that ill be very content btwn now n then even if then never happens, because either way - i have the best man in the world standing beside me the whole way :)
but, i love what i do right now - taking care of chris and learning how to do graphics :) it's fun and its peaceful most the time lol :)
Im very very happy - Im on top of the world lol
Today - I love me :) and I love where I am - cuz it's where im supposed to be --- and for the first time in my life - i can say that :D