Hello and welcome to my web page! I hope you enjoy it. It's fun of interesting things...from quizzes to boys and from girls to cars! This site is all about the stupid things I think should be on a website! It’s also the original of my page I did for school this year but without all the private personal details! OUTTA!
Well, this is like my online diary! So most of the stuff on this main page is about me and my feelings about stuff...this allows me to vent about stuff that others may relate to! Like life, boys, girls, parents, website problems, and other emotions like that! Thanks...OUTTA!
So today my gal pal Nikki introduces me to her new boyfriend, his name is Andy! He is so HOT! Like we are talking a total babe! Completely sexy eye candy! I just feel bad because these feelings can really get me in trouble with her, she’s like my best friend next to Theresa and I’d hate to ruin it! Well that’s all for today! OUTTA!
Okay, I’m getting a tad obsessive or Andy, but hey what can I say when I fall, I fall hard and believe me I’m falling like never before! For all of you who don’t know me when I like someone I write poetry and fiction stories and SMUTT about them. It’s kinda like my way of expressing my feelings without them having to know! Well, that’s the bell! OUTTA!
So, its been a few days and well, Nikki approached me about Andy. She says she thinks I like him, and that I should just keep my feelings to myself because Andy hates me, and only talks to me because I’m Nikki’s friend! I was crushed! I mean, so he doesn’t like me but Damn she was fucking rude about it! Then she made it very clear that she’s not happy about me hanging around him because of my feelings for him! Shit man yeah I know she shouldn’t trust me because I’m spontaneous and do what I feel, but she should at least trust her own boyfriend! I gtg! OUTTA!
Hello Again! I'm adding color and photos soon so this thing will liven up before you know it! I'm also adding links to other sites and some top ten lists too! This site might end up looking crowded! LOL! If that happens I'll just have to vamp the look with some frames! See you later...OUTTA!
Hey, how's it going? I've been working hard and still no BIG improvements! LOL! SORRY! These things take time you know! I'm gonna be working with my Band Director Mr. Tedeshi! He wants me to help him out with making a site for the music dept. because the one that's already up there is BORING! LOL! I'll check back in later! OUTTA!
OMG! I can't believe this I'm getting flustered! BUT...don't worry I'll get this rolling soon! My frames are causing me some problems, but I'm gonna get it worked out soon! I Promise! OUTTA!
URG! I want to add a picture, but I cannot get the net to work. It's pissing me off because I had the picture I wanted and everything! I just wish that I could save it and add it! LOL! OUTTA!
Yeah I got the pictures to work! And I've added some more color as you can see! Change is a good thing! At least that's what I'm told! LOL! I hope to add more interesting things as soon as I can! I finally got Mr. Tedeshi (my band director) to give me some info on what he wants for his site...that means I get to be busy with his site so this one might get a bit under seen! OUTTA!
Today I'm bored and so I thought I'd work on adding some stuff to this site. Mr. Tedeshi hasn't given me anything for the site yet, but we do have an appointment to work on it some time next week! So, it's all good! OUTTA!
So, yeah it’s been awhile since I’ve talked about Andy, The toatally hot and steamy guy that my pal Nikki is dating! Well, I’d hate to admit it, but I am...I had this fantasy dream about him a week ago and OMG I was in heaven! If only dreams do come true...I mean it was just...WoW! I’ll give you a tip if you wanna read the fantasy click here this will take you my fiction/story page. All of them are kind of about Andy, but they are all labeled with titles! The fantasy I had a week ago is called “Love’s Embrace” so click on that link at the top of the Story page and it’ll take you to that fantasy! Well, I should go! I have much more updates to make! OUTTA!
Today is the WORST day of my life! I just found out that they are removing me from Symphonic Band because my sleeping disorder impairs my ability to wake up for early bird class, so now they have to move my early bird to first period and band is only offered first period! So, I asked if I could still be on Jazz Band because it's an after school activity...well I can't! Mr. T said that I can't be in Jazz Band unless I'm in Symphonic Band! NO EXCEPTIONS! It's not fair! OUTTA!
Today there was drama! Let me tell you the WHOLE story! Well, for second semester I had to switch lunch mods from 5th to 6th. Well I met this guy his name is Kenny, well we hit it off. He's at my lunch table (along with Nikki and Andy) and all so it was great. I think maybe Kenny can help me get passed this whole Andy thing I got going! I mean me and Kenny are great we would flirt and hug and share kisses on the cheek. Well, we tried to get together for a date and it flopped! Well, this one day I asked him out and he said "no, your a senior and you'll be gone and I don't want to have to deal with that pain." Well, I was upset and called him up and asked him what he meant we talked, and he said he wanted to stay single because he wanted this one girl that he had his eye on for like 3-4 years. I understand that situation and respect his honesty...we agreed to be friends. Well, the next day he said I was too attached and told me that he didn't want any social interaction anymore. He said he don't want to see or even talk to me ever again. OUTTA!
Today I’ve added some more stories! I’ve added “Fast Exceloration” and “School Days” to the page...again all for my crush Andy! If only he knew how I cared! Well, I’ve also added some poems about him to my poetry page along with one dedicated to my friend Kenny who I thought I could use to get Andy out of my head, but it didn’t work! OUTTA!
Well, it's been a while, but I've managed to update the site! I've changed the picture page around...instead of flowers its necklaces! I've added some more poems to the secret feelings page, and I'm working on adding more! Well, I need to go, but I'll be back...OUTTA
Today Kenny came up to me and put his arms around me and goes "don't hit me" because the other kids in the group were hitting him. Well I said "I'm sorry I thought you didn't want any social interaction with me" he goes "I never said that" I go "well that's not jess told me you told her to tell me...sorry GOOD-BYE!" then I walked down the stairs to my next class...I feel so proud of myself for not taking his crap and not letting him walk all over me...but I wam gonna hear him out at lunch because I want to hear what he's going to say. OUTTA!
Well, me and Kenny are friends...we've worked out our differences and agreed to be just friends, because HE doesn't want to hurt me by dating me since I'm a senior and all! Oh, today I'm in morning for Kurt Cobain...R.I.P. April 5, 1994...He will be missed! He will always be a great man, husband, father, person, and musician! We Love You! OUTTA!
So I’ve been busy with all with my other sites and homework and OH, Nikki’s mom came and took Nikki to Valperasio, IN. Andy said we may never see her again, I hope he’ll be okay! I know how much he Loved her and her him! Well I need to go and update my teacher’s site, I’ll see you all later...OUTTA!
Well, today was interesting...very interesting! Well okay let me set the setting: it was a sunny day and school got out at noon. I find my friend Andy sitting, depressed under a tree. I feel worried so I offer to hang out with him so he’ll feel better. Well, as were walking up to his house we talked about many things, including the fact that I have the hugest crush in the world on him, ever since I met him back in October! Back then he was my friend Nikki’s boyfriend and so I never really expressed my feelings for him. Well, now its out and he asked about why I never told him sooner. I explain how Nikki told me that he didn’t like me nor did he want to have connections to me and how Nikki made it clear that I should never speak about him or to him or even tell him how I feel. Now, he tells me that he never said he didn’t like me. HE TOLD ME THAT HE IN FACT DOES LIKE ME. He also said he liked back before him and Nikki got intimate together. He even had fantasies about me, ones that according to him, he enjoyed VERY much. Now I feel obligated to express this one valuable point...he has a new girlfriend (courtney) at the present time! I know sucks to be me! Well, the interesting thing is me and Andy really click. We have a lot in common and it just feels right to be around him. I just, I’ve had this before but not as nice, not as perfect. This really feels perfect like maybe we’re meant to be or something. I just hope he feels the same way about me. I mean I know he likes me and finds me attractive, but that doesn’t mean that he likes me in the same way I like him! He feels so perfect, so unbelievably me but in a male form! Well, I guess I should I go! OUTTA!
Well to day I’ve added this new story I’m calling it “Freaky Friday” because it’s a fantasy I had about yesterday and figured, hey it’s worth posting! It’s not all finished, it has no real beginning or end it’s just kinda the middle right now because that’s all I remember at the moment! Well, I’ll update it ASAP! OUTTA!
Well, he HAD a girlfriend! They broke up! I think maybe I could have a chance at something with him! I mean I want something, but I don't want something too serious because I'm graduating this year and going to college next year! I don't want to start something that I cannot finish! I told him this and he seems to understand, plus he doesn't want a serious thing either! We might try the friends plus kinda thing for a bit and see where it takes us! OUTTA!
