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Hey I am absolutely cacking myself :/ I have to start my home tutoring (kinda) On thursday. I gotta go down to barking library to meet my tutor, her names Karen apparently. I work thursdays and fridays, two hours a day. Im so nervous. I dont even know why. I'm just no good round new people, i know its gonna be so much better than school, well i couldnt even go to school.. so im looking to the future, but im still dead nervous. Im only doing maths, english and science... Imna fail my gcses big time with the amount of school ive missed.. but theres adult college, which imna apply for as soon as schools over, probably some night courses so i can get any old job just to earn SOME money of my own. Anyhoo.. Chris is gonna be round in a minute :D i was pleased with some of the xmas prezzies i got him today. A top, 2 fast 2 furious on dvd and some after shaves.. imna get him some more stuff next week. I lurbe spoiling him. :D His soooo gorgeous and perfect his worth so much more, but this is what i can afford :p Anyways, I'll get back to you on the tutoring thing. Fingers crossed! :p Jamie XxXD ate: Saturday November 29th 2003 Time: 15:50 Mood:bored Hey I havn'et really worked on the site at all... I really should get to it, but im such a lazy fukker. So boring today. I gotta go to my Mums (Oh, the fun) so Chris is working, and i don't get to see him till tomorrow, which sucks. :( Anyhoo, his been checking up on me on this site I go on SillygothBecause ive been talking to this guy (I remind you, his 22 and lives in the USA) so yeah, his been c hecking up on our convos, the cheek of it! Nah, its kinda sweet.. i guess.. but I wouldnt dream of reading his convos.. Just had chicken tikka, which was very scrummy and drinking WKD.. doesnt really go, but hey ho. Tomorrow im doing.. lemme see... erm.. nothing, lol. So exciting. I might go round Chris' before he comes here so he can get his new phone (get him) and his giving ME his old mobile, though i really cant be arsed, thats why i got rid of my old one. Oh yeah and geez, dont you hate it when you find out a "friend" has bitched behind your back? One of my cough "friends" cough said i was "horrible" I know shes pissed reall because shes been having problems, and she sbeen a right drama queen and i havent been all smpathetic, ive listened, and took care, but she always seems to be "depressed" when something hasnt gone right. My friend told me she said this bullshit. Which im greatful of anyhoo :D Nice to know she backstabbed me, after it was ME who went with her to the doctors and talked to her when she needed it. OUCH! Whats that? Oh, its my back being stabbed. I seriously gotta lose some weight, i wanna be eight stone eight, and im nine stone 2 at the moment, which is way to much especially if i wanna go on next year and i WONT be able to wear a bikini the way i am now, lol. So.. i gotta cut back on the curries... really, i gotta start excersising too *queue dramatic music* But hey ho, i lost a stone last year so it should be easy(ish) Anyho, gotta go kids. Byee Jamie Xxx Hey Eesh. My stomach really aches. I hate periods, i really do. Trust my dad not to buy any asprin on the week that im on. My stomach really hurts :( and it wont go away, so im in a bit of a mood. Luckily no ones in or i would have someones head off :) Apart from that i am in a ANTI-CHRISTMAS mood!  Only because I cant find a weekend, evening job, so im broke, so people are going to get sucky presents, and i wanted this year to be different. Well mainly because of Chris, and I want to get him lots of stuff and Im BROKE. Mum alays nags me and says get a job, or whatever and its just not that easy. Theres hardly any saturday or weekend jobs going round, so its just a joke. I well and truly SUCK at the moment, and am not in the mood for festitvities. I SOUND SO miserable, but this really sucks.Hmm.. what have i been doing today... Chris slept round last night, and I'll see him again tonight as his working at the mo to watch wrestling, woo hoo. No curries for me though, i have put on some serious weight :( EEsh. I cant eat one choc bar without feeling like a bloated whale ffs. So, imna starat going swimming more often. I went the other day and did thirty lenghs, which is amazing as Im really un fit (i came out panting like a fish out of water) and i was aching and i had a lot of breaks too. Soo.. I found out im going on holiday with chris, his Mum, his step Dad, his step sister, Annmarie whos my friend anyway, his mate Michael and Anmaries Brother rob and his girlfriend. I Dont even LIKE his girlfriend because shes a stuck up bitch and Robert is just so OTT and thinks his something special when he looks like a complete geek, so i'll still go and stay out of there way. Two weeks complete with my Fluff is heaven. :D Anyway, im going to burn a Christmas tree now or something. Date:November 8th 2003. Time 11.34. Mood: Happy. Hey This is my first ever kind of update of this site, lol. Im just going to be basically using this site for layouts for Girland and writing about me, and stuff I like and other stuff for you too. Anyways, this will be like my sort of diary thing =) I don't know how often I'll be on here, so if your going to mail me, for a layout or whatever reason it could be a few days to get back to you so be patiant! I'm usually spending time with my boyfriend, I usually come on this when I'm not with him (i.e) Not very often. Anyways, i just got up at 11, and I'm still knackered, but Chris is coming over today so I'm drinking lots of coffee. I can't wait to see him. I stayed over his yesterday but he had to go work in the morning. :( But his staying Monday and Tuesday this week, so I can't wait! I think my home tutoring starts soon. I'm dead nervous about meeting my tutor. :S Im worried she'll hate me or something, But i can't wait for it to get off the ground so I can start learning and revising for my gcse's. Ive had enough time off school as it is :/ Which I'll probably go into more in the About Me Bit. Anyways, Hope you enjoy my site and my layouts (That took me friggin ages!) |
