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My Jenni
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Given
Name: Jennifer Victoria Christine
Sex: She is woman, hear her roar
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| Jen came to me one sunny day a
few years ago, as this chubby little skid girl that no one wanted. (lol jk) Now
look at her, stunning on her grad day. Fuck she's a hottie.
Thankfully, my Jenni didn't fly away to BC,
but instead moved into E-Town and is only a quick ride away. THANK GOD! Jen
is this amazing chick that is so incredible that words simply don't do
her justice. She is gracious, smart, witty, funny, beautiful, trustworthy
and a million other things that I could list for hours. I am so happy to
have a friend who comes close to Jen, and I thank whoever is up there that
she never moved. Jen has showed and given me many things, and I made a list
for her:
19 Things Amy likes about Jen |
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This is the letter that I wrote to Jen for a grad present. Her letter to me is posted in the "friends" page. This is quite a read I must warn.
To Jennifer:
Well girl it’s been a long and hard road, but here we are on our graduation day
and our last day in high school. Looking over the past three years of high
school and the duration of our friendship, it just amazes me that the little
chubby girl that me and Diana picked up and took to the skate park became this
key essential element in my life that brought me to the high levels of maturity
and this greater sense of being. I know over the past years I haven’t been the
greatest friend that I could possibly be, but like we always say, everything
happens for a reason, and maybe all that past stuff happened to only make our
friendship stronger. Sometimes I wonder why you even kept me as a friend,
because at times I felt that I did deserve a friend like you that was always
forgiving.
You have been, and remain to be such an unbelievable friend to me. You listen
when I need someone to talk to about anything, you give me the push I need when
I need that little bit of motivation to get me going, you gave the courage to be
myself and you have helped me become the person that I am today. I have never
been this happy with myself in my whole life. It could not have been done
without you and your friendship on my side. You have given me so much to take on
with me throughout my life. You’re honestly allowed me to understand what was
actually going on around me. That I think is one of the greatest things that you
did for me. You were always honest, but never too honest for it to become
hurtful. You are the first friend that I could be totally honest with to,
because I could trust that you would appreciate it also. You allowed me to have
the ability to see things from both sides. Without learning this from you, I
would never be able to step into someone else’s shoes and see things from their
perspective. You gave me the ability to trust someone fully. Before me and you
became friends, I would always have to worry what would happen when I would get
stabbed in the back. With you as a friend I never have to worry about that,
because I know no matter what that you will always be my friend.
There is not one single thing that could keep us from not being friends. There
is nothing that we can’t talk through, and there is no one that can come between
us. This is the most mature friendship that I have ever had and because of it,
we both have become very mature people. It’s so funny to sit back and watch
everyone snicker and call us immature when we become loud when really we have
them all beat in everything.
It’s so funny how much trouble I’m having in writing this. I’m sitting here
trying to think of ways to put an unbelievable friendship and this amazing
person into words. Jen, you totally don’t give yourself enough credit. I have
never in my life met anyone who remotely compares to you. You have this natural
energy that keeps your spirits high most of the time, and that energy gives you
the ability to turn a cloudy day to sunny. You put so much effort into
everything you do. Your projects are amazing and just scream of the talent that
you hold within yourself. You can take anyone of your natural abilities and
apply to the world and be a hit success. You love with your whole heart. You
give everything for the people you love, and sacrifice your own happiness. You
are the least selfish person that I know but you have the biggest heart. You
stand strong for your beliefs but always remain open minded. That is such a hard
thing to come by, but you do anything but fit the mould of what a person ‘should
be’. You are you! You are so unique and original, and you do not follow in with
the trends and the crowds.
I have always strived to have one best friend, and be that one person’s best
friend back. I guess this is me being selfish, and wanting things for myself
only. Over the past little while, this possessive friend feeling has gotten
bigger, because I don’t want anyone else to have you. I guess this is why you
moving really gets to me, because I can’t fight the inevitable. You will meet
new friends, and make many more memories, have a boyfriend and make inside
jokes, and I will feel left behind. This is a part of growing up though, moving
on and leaving behind your childhood with the memories you shared with your
friends. I’m just not ready to accept that. I feel that I have to fight to hold
on to this friendship, because it has become such an accomplishment for me. It
is the best thing that has ever happened to me, and you are the best person that
I have ever met in my entire life. To know that I can’t call you up for an
impromptu romp in the city ever again rips me apart.
When I moved to Edmonton, we talked about our “last” things, and that word comes
to mind again. The last time for sneaking out of band for a cigarette, the last
time for sitting on the bench, the last time for licking things, the last time
for getting drunk in your room and sitting on the computer, the last time for
Britney, the last time for summer. In addition to the last things that we get to
do, the words “no more” come into mind. No more hockey games, no more blankets,
no more living at each others houses, no more strutting in the halls, no more
giggling over nothing. But this time, the change is greater and the move is
bigger. We are going from not being able to walk each other half way home, to
not being able to walk with each other at all, or not staying over at each
others houses every weekend, to not going to each others houses at all.
The thing that I will miss the most though, is our talks. To not be able to sit
with you on your bench, on the grass, in your room or walking down the street
kills me. That is my most favorite thing about our friendship, and I will miss
it terribly.
We have made it though almost everything that has been thrown at us. Now we have
reached the ultimate test, distance. Hopefully, the strength in our friendship
will surpass the distance put forth in front of us and we can try to remain as
close as possible.
Jen, I really want to thank you for everything. You have helped me in so many
different ways over these years, and I have to say thank you. You are a
remarkable girl and anyone that gets to share their life with you is the
luckiest person in the world.
You need to step back and take a long look at yourself in the mirror and
recognize the astonishing, beautiful person that is looking back. You carry with
you so much inner beauty that is hard to come by in people. You always look for
the best in any person or any situation. I could walk through life with no other
friends, but still remain completely satisfied that you are there, as my best
friend.
Look at us! We are here today graduating from high school. We are walking out of
here today as adults and leaving our childhoods behind. This chapter of our
lives has finally come to a close, and we are ready to walk into the world and
face all the new challenges that behold us. I think that we have a great
advantage over the people standing with us here today, because we are walking
out of here as ourselves. We have the knowledge to be ourselves and we have our
own distinct personality. Thank you Jen for helping me discover who I am, and
who I want to become. You are the reason that I am still here and walking with
you today. You are the reason that I can proudly say that I am myself. Thank you
for the motivation.
Congratulations Jen. You did it! And now, you can accomplish anything. I believe
in you. I trust that you will walk into the world and make the right decisions.
I know that you will be successful in whatever you desire to do. I have faith in
your thinking and your direction. And even though I will be many many miles
away, know that I am always here, with open ears, open arms, and an open heart.
I love you Jen, and don’t ever forget that!
Your Best Friend,
*This is a wee outdated due to the fact that Jen didn't move to BC, but you still get the idea*