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dear mat...

i just wanna say a HUGE

thank you

for everything baby.

you've totally turned my life around and you'll never know how much you mean to me.

you make everyday special and no matter what shit is going on, i always go to sleep and wake up with a big grin on my face cos of you.

everything about you is so amazing, and i wish you'd believe it yourself. you make me so happy and i just wanna be with you all the time. when you hold me i feel so safe and loved, and it's like nothing else matters. you're so considerate and caring. little things; like when you sit behind me on the bus you stroke my neck, and you're always squeezing my hand or hugging me, or giving me little kisses. every tiny gesture makes me feel so special and so lucky.

you make me laugh, and i know i can talk to you about anything, and that no matter what you'll always listen and be there for me. you give the most amazing advice and always know exactly the right things to say (if only you'd listen to yourself sometimes...).

you are always on my mind. you're my best friend and i couldn't live without you.

you're the only person i'm really myself with, and i feel so comfortable around you.

i know we've had our problems but we always work through them. everything’s been so perfect recently. i know that you're trying to talk to me about stuff more. i'm not just doing it to nag honey, i just want to know what you're feeling so we can be even closer to each other. i really enjoy every second spent with you, and can't wait to spend my forever with you!

i love our random conversations, and that we can be total weirdo's with other!

on top of everything, i still fancy the pants off you, ya big hunk of gorgeous.

i could go on and on, and maybe when i work out how to do more pages on this thing i will...

please don't think i'm a computer geek or anything. it's not that, i'm just a mat geek.

you mean more than anything in the world to me, and you couldn't be more perfect (you even helped my tidy my room!).

i love you

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