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Mood:  chatty
Now Playing: Adam Syafiq is crying
I know it's not my fault. Or is it? Is it or is it not my fault? I don't want it to be my fault. Everything seems to be going wrong, very, very wrong lately. Like how I've misplaced some very important stuff or maybe, just maybe I might be getting on to something.

Particularly, I'd love to get out of here right now. It's so damn dull and not to mention, very boring. I've nothing else to do than go online and Ken hasn't gone online for days already.

Kenny, is your computer working?
Oh yeah, great news. Cherry and Winnie the Pooh are now acting like married couples already. Maybe you should write them another song; "The Wedding Song"... Awww, that'll be so sweet.

She loves that last song a lot. Although, she didn't admit it.

Anywho, I just created a new blog. Blimey, I'm so into 'em. I can't stop myself from going online 24/7. So anyway, I created a new blog here... It's not that fancy. It's black. I love black. Plus, I've uploaded Adam's pic there. He's smiling.

He's 2 months old already!

-F-

Latest News
Mood:  a-ok
I'm not gonna lie to you. Angelfire sucks. Way sucks. I can't even upload any pictures, what more, any music! Just when you think some revolution is taking place, then whoop! just like that, it's gone.

Oh yeah, I'm probably gonna move to blogdrive or something. Depends. Any suggestions? I'm open to them now, not that I'm ever cynical about anything but who cares? I don't even understand what I'm talking about.

My point is; Angelfire sucks and I'm moving.

Any suggestions?

Can somebody lend me "Angels and Demons"?

-F-

The Outing
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: Bathwater - No Doubt
I am so exhausted. So, okay, instead of going out tomorrow, we went out today in the morning (and to our fortunate luck, we weren't thrown in the lock up, Fairuz). Me, Asilah, Kati, Shahriah, Sarah, Atika, Liyana and Syaf. 8 of us, we were walking like one big group of girls going on an excursion, minus the school uniform.

We went ice-skating first (can you believe it, it's like the 100th time I'm here and I've never even touched the ice rink). I've never went ice-skating before or roller-blading, so it was a struggle to keep myself balanced and moving at the same time. I fell like 2 times and Asilah fell like I-don't-know-how-many-times (and she even got the chance to mind her own time on the cold and wet ice rink, tying her ice-skating shoes). So, when we were all finally done ice-skating and all of "them" (NOT ME) got the satisfaction drooling over some guy, we decided to head for the cinema, with might I add, wet jeans.

We bought tickets for the show; "Face". Everyone was arguing about what show we're gonna watch yadi yadi yada, so finally, we decided to watch a horror movie. We went for lunch beforehand (at A&W, where else) with Liyana complaining she was hungry because she's fasting. One reminder: never go out with us while fasting. Shahriah ordered the waffle with two scoop of ice-cream on top of it and (there's more) strawberry syrup. It was, obviously, delicious.

The movie; Face, was okaylah, quite scary. Kati, sitting beside me was sreaming hysterically and she even got me shocked, along with her too. The cinema hall was barely half-full, so you could imagine, we were the only ones screaming our head off and some people laughing at a horror movie.

You see, how the whole group shows the first impression towards other people?

Yeap, you guessed it.

Crazy.

After that, we went for a little shopping. I bought a necklace with a blue flower pendant and Asilah and Syaf bought rings which were written on it: Princess. They're obsessed about the whole kOya-being-a-princess-and-kati-the-queen thing. So they bought the rings.

After that, went home. Now, I'm gonna watch "King Arthur" with my parents. Tha leaves me with only one word to say:

Tata!

Hitting the waves
Mood:  happy
Now Playing: think of me
So sleepy and so tired. And I think I might've caught influenza. Gah... who cares?

Went to Malacca yesterday. Amir and Aiman followed us to Malacca (they were screaming like crazy at the back of the car) I was sitting there reading my book (Haunted, luckily I've got something to read about). Auntie Koni and her whole family was there. Arrived in the evening. Not much to do in the evening. So, while Amir, Aiman and Hafiz was busy playing PS, I watched tv with Kak Suhailah. She told me some guy was trying to "get to know her", some Indian guy who claimed he wasn't pure Indian but clearly was, by his name.

In the morning, hit the waves. The waves were big and had great time (except for the seaweed which seemed to be crawling under my feet). So, we were playing with the friz bee (with occasionally hysterical shrieks by Hafiz because there were so many unknown-things-which-we'd-probably-wouldn't-even-want-to-know-what-it-was under the sea). The countless humongous (okay, just exaggerating. At least I didn't say they were tsunamis, unlike some people) waves hit against us and by the time I was out of the sea, I was feeling dizzy.

Okay, after a ride back, with naps and stops for lunch, finally reached my home sweet home (ah.. heaven). Now I can concentrate on sleeping.

tata!

Mood:  bright
Now Playing: ocean avenue

Can you believe it?

PMR IS FINALLY OVER! I can't believe my eyes! HAHAHAHA!

So, okay. Think I'm not going to school on Monday... and Tuesday. See first. Ken isn't going to school until Thursday, right? Gah, no friendlah like that.

Oh yeah, sorry you guys... forgot to hang around before going home. Saw you guys walking around, though. Let's see, movie on Wednesday. Going with some friends, gonna watch Princess Diaries (can you believe it?). Was thinking of watching "Resident Evil" too, sounds very precarious... but some of my friends don't like to watch that kind of movie so... oh well...

And ADAM SYAFIQ IS FINALLY GONNA STAY HERE!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!! Now, I can babysit him and see him everyday!!!

Now, it's time to waste my time going online 24/7 and watching tv....

So, if ya need me, message me. I'm gonna be here for quite a long time... XP

Au revoir!

One word. Great. Just great.
Mood:  accident prone
Now Playing: Kolibre - Maksim
Tomorrow's last. Ah... finally.

No, wait. There's still my IQ test! 4 WHOLE HOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I now officially regret applying for so-called boarding school (ya think I can skip it????)... It's not like I'm gonna get an offer or anything... Plus, some people complained that the Kelantanese (no offence) only hang out with their cliques. Right.

Gah, I'll think about it later. KH now.

Tata, Friends, Foes, Families, whatever you are to me.

Mood:  irritated

BM paper and Agama paper finally OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!
9 more papers to go..... yesh, I'm doing a countdown. It's very useful to get people all tensed up thinking... "gah, when is PMR gonna be over??!" and "Aiyooo.... so many papers more to go" and stuff.

It's me getting crazy all over again. And, I actually scribbled on my test papers for the last one hour of Agama. Scribbled about THIS guy who's a jerk and actually thinks he's the KING OF THE WORLD!!

I feel like slapping his face and tell him to SNAP OUT OF IT. Oh yeah, he insults a lot and damn, I just can't stand it and I said he's "shallow", then he went offline.

Great. Who's the KING OF THE WORLD NOW, huh???!

Sheesh... jerks!

tata

Feeling Rebellious
Mood:  d'oh
Now Playing: Sunday Morning
Gotta study. But first, motivating time.

Things to do after PMR

Trim my hair. My Mom's been nagging about how long and messy my hair is. It's not messy, it's just out of place! Don't cut it too short, though.

Buy my baju kurung for Raya. Bad news. We're going to Australia at the 2ND DAY OF RAYA!!! Disaster! I can't spend my first week of raya with my cousins.
Goodbye my greenpaus!
Goodbye my cousins!
Goodbye first week of raya!

Do you know how fun is the first week of raya???
First, I get to play with the fireworks, well not only that, there's always food involved. Same old, same old, though. The usual 'nasi impit'.
Second, I get to go to Hafiz's and try to beat him in Quidditch.
Third, hang out with my cousins and sleep at 5 am and wake up at 8 am and not having enough sleep thus, the floor will be showering with people snoring (not ME)

And yeah, maybe Australia is kinda cool, but...

ah, whatever.

tata.

Sleeping Disorders
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: Breakway, or is it Breakaway??? Oh yeah... Breakaway
Sleeping disorder strikes again. Sleeping at the wrong time and waking up at the wrong time.

Went to the library on Sunday with, Nuwul, Achiyah and Shawiya. Studied BM for a while and a little bit of Science. Achiya and Nuwul were too distracted by the "Peter and Jane" books in the the children's library. Yeah, and the dog named Jacob.

Don't ask.

*yaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwn*

need....

too...

studdyyy...

-F-

Right.
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Clay Aiken - Shine
Hmmm, Monday, Aunt Koni, Uncle Ali and their forever-kental-son, Hafiz. Man, I shouldn't be saying this. "Saying something about my children inflicts something about me," some crazy woman said this. Anywho, I ended up not studying because of my missing my cousin, a lot, I ended up playing with him, online for like I don't know how many hours, quite a long time, you might say. Man, you sure do destract me, especially with that CD you brought which has all this ska songs and punk songs (It's just too irresistable to not hear it). I don't know how I'll live if I was sent to a boarding school, if I do get an offer and if I do want to go (which I'm not still sure I want to because of the whole dilemma thing)

I admit it, I am a netizen and I listen to punk songs (though, I'm not a punk, or else I'd have my head shaved and leave the center still haired and gel it up like a "trojan" and have this bracelet and necklace which has spikes on it, oh wait, that's supposed to be metal... oh well). I'm definitely influenced by this whole scandalised-punk thing. I even listen to that anti-flag band, which by the way is punk-politic. But I listen to it because the song is nice, well, preferably to punk-lovers, I should say and not because I support their beliefs (is this the right spelling?) which is by the way more to US government and how American teens nowadays (NOT ME) feel that their nation is nothing but a Nazi nation. Or else why would there be so many punk-bands singing about politics? And you know, what, Malaysia also has a skinhead band (my cousin told me when I was still curious about skinhead, not that I'm into bold hairs or anything but just plain curiousity) called ACAB. You wanna know the meaning of it? I guess I shouldn't be talking about bands who are against my forever-beautiful-country that I love so much but I'll tell you anyway... ACAB stands for all cops are bastards. Stupid huh? Yeah, that's what I thought and still think of the band the same way because really... I don't see the point singing your heart out about our Malaysia which is not violence-based like those Nazi nation in 1940's who killed almost 50 MILLION PEOPLE. So, be thankful that we're still here and not facing some kinda dissillusionment or something.

Right.

I can't wait until after PMR is finished, a life fulled of freedom and blessings (oh-kay, whatever), what I mean is a life free of worrying about exams and those kind of things that make you shiver because the exam is just weeks away, like what I'm feeling right know. Going online for a while makes me forget this kind of thing. Well, I know that the life free of worries will not last long because then another chapter will begin and I will have to face yet another life full of worries and agonizing.

These are my plans after PMR
1- watch Princess Diaries, the new movie, I kinda forgotten the title, something about engagement. Anyway, in this movie, there's no Michael in it (T_T) because the actor that used to play Michael's role is now a rock star in a band called "The Rooneys" or something like that. I knew that because I went to Meg Cabot's website, in search of more books to be interested in a long time ago and found out about that. There will also be an "American Girl" movie, which will be starring Raven (yeah, that Raven).

2- watch the three Lord of the Rings movies, yep, all of 'em. If you're curious, no, I'm not bored of the movie and will NEVER be.

3- Go picnicking with all my friends, which will be sponsored by you, Sarah bt. Ezanee, because you aren't going to be with us anymore next year (sob, sob) and you too, Chapee a.k.a. Syaf <<< incase she doesn't want to admit.

4- Go to Singapore and hug and kiss all my cousins. I haven't met you guys (except Hafiz the Kental) for the past 6 MONTHS!!!!

5- Buy a new diary. Me new diary is finishing. And Chapee, STOP SNEAKING MY DIARY! If you read it again, I MUST KILL YOU!

6- Go to Malacca with my friends, if possible and if permitted by the Controllers-of-our-Lives-until-We-Are-Ready-to-Face-the-World, who else? Our lovely parents.

That all I can think of.

Will add more later.

Tata!

-F-