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Miss Kitty
Sunday, 25 April 2004
sunday night, aren't my title's original?
okay...i haven't written in a couple months and i think i need to put my thoughts and feelings into a written form, so when mel told me to just delete this blog to "put her out of her misery" i just decided to start it up again. i don't really have much to say. except that i'm not going to prom anymore because of certain personal reasons that i think i won't discuss with you all until i cool down. this is going to be a REALLY short entry like, i mean short because i can't really read the letters taht i'm writing anymore and that's usually a sign of a.)i've been crying sooo much that my eyes are puffed to the size of mars OR b.) i'm really tired because i was in illinois all weekend and am just now settling back into my house OR c.) all of the above. okay, can't read anything now i'm going to bed night all ~kat

Posted by moon/miss_kitty at 10:35 PM CDT
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Sunday, 1 February 2004
this one time...at band camp....
I loved being in marching band, except for all the 12-hour long practices, i'd probably be in it yet again this summer. Unfortunetly my mother says i need a job before i may be able to purchase a car, and I need a car to be able to work. Therefore, get a job nearby, save up to buy car, then get better job at Barnes and Noble in the East Towne mall. Horray! i can't wait to get some money. So...I'm bored, and how is everybody else? Well...let's see I assume you already realized that this entry will be EXTREMELY short. like so short i won't even finish this sen

Posted by moon/miss_kitty at 12:05 AM CST
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Saturday, 17 January 2004
*yawn*
I am only writing this because some people *cough* *cough* mel, are getting irritated from me not writing. Whatever, i don't have anything going on in my life right now to talk about except....today i went driving for the first time. My mom found a cute car that she wanted me to go check out with her, we checked it out and then we went to the high school and she let me drive it around the parking lot. It was soooo cool! My mom was really good about telling me what to do, and i didn't piss her off about what to do. so...that's my big news of the day. horray! oh yeah, mel, i'm supposed to yell at you for not making me a copy of britney spear's cd. that's pretty much it for today, i'm probably going to sleep now, night. ~Kat

Posted by moon/miss_kitty at 10:26 PM CST
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Wednesday, 7 January 2004
10:47
How is it that the one I love more than life, more than anything casts me away as if a bad dream? How could I have? The hurt tears through me Everyday again and again Why does she have to be Everywhere Every time I see her In those corridors I think back to yesterday When we were happy Reality settles in How could I have? Gave up the one thing That mattered Everything else fell How could I have? __________________________________ Love is a death sentence no matter how you look at it. If you love all your days, You will love until you die If you?ve loved and lost, You are dead inside. There is no ?fallen out of love? That means there was no love To begin with Just lust Most find love through lust That is the case here She was beautiful In every way Talented Smart We were in lust, But I grew to love. I got carried away Forgot who I was Forgot who she was Forgot how great I had it I threw it all away For one night I was so stupid I was so foolish I thought I could have it all I lost it all Everything I held dear All emotions were gone Except confusion Now I?m alone She?s with someone else Still confusion runs wild Did she ever love me? Will I ever know? It all comes down to one question Why? But isn?t that the purpose of life To find out why?

Posted by moon/miss_kitty at 10:39 PM CST
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Wednesday
I have been informed by a little m.e. that i haven't written in over a month. Well, i dont think it was an accident. I really didn't want to talk to anyone for the past month, so I haven't been online, because if i am and i write, then someone notices that i didn't have my buddly list up and then i have to make up an excuse...like oh leah messed with it or something. why do i always blame things on my sister, i guess it's because i've been doing it for years and can't face my own problems. which is very true. yesterday i was really depressed, for no particular reason. I hate how eveyone ALWAYS asks what's wrong when they really don't care, they're just bored and you're not talking. but when they do care and you know it, you don't want to tell because it'll hurt them. I don't want to hurt anybody else, but it comes naturally. I don't know what to do with myself. Probably the best thing i've done for myself in the last month is write a suicide note. I know that everyone will probably freak out at that, i wasn't planning on doing anything, but just to see what i'd say to my friends. It made me realize all the wonderful things my friends are going to accomplish, and that i want to see it happen. so, in a way it helped me to live. My clock reads 5:44 and my mother isn't home yet, maybe she's out getting me that pizza i asked for. although I doubt it. I wish i could write, if i could i'd let my pain out on paper. I wish i could draw, i could draw it. but it's silly to dream. I think my gerbil has become an artist. He turned his wheel on it's side and put his little wooden square on top of it. Maybe Lacie, leah's friend, was just messing with it, or maybe i've finally gone totally insane and am seeing things. I really don't know what to say to ya'll, because not a lot has happened in awhile. Some advise, (please dont take me seriously i just need to vent) never fall in love. don't even think about guys/girls i know this sounds selfish, but maybe that's where happiness truly lies. as i've said before, dont take this seriously, and joe especially, don't get mad. I know you're in love with jessi, i think that's swell for you so i don't want to go against that. why is it that people don't feel complete until they are in a relationship? that doesn't satisfy your hunger either, because it's human nature to want more. It's impossible to be truly happy. Maybe in a moment you can be blissful, but never truly. i hope im not making anyone depressed, i don't mean to. I'm sorry in advance for any sadness i will cause. Great, moms home. I guess i'll go and see if she needs any help with anything and again put on my "happy" face and pretend that i'm just hunky dory. see ya

Posted by moon/miss_kitty at 5:46 PM CST
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Wednesday, 3 December 2003
I dont know what to name this
Im not sure what to do anymore. I mean, the person i love so much doesn't care, or at least i dont think so, and she certainly doesn't show it by sitting as far away from me as possible on the lunch table. The memory of us at six flags flooded into my head last night when i was thinking about how it all went wrong, and how it's all my fault. The memory was when we were waiting in the Raging bull lane, i forgot which one it was, because we went on that ride about 5,000 times that day. anyway, i was just holding abbie and i felt how good i had it, and then how i had to go and screw it all up. why did i do that? i wish abbie didn't call the cops on me that one night, and i would've just finished it off right then and there. i can't stand being around her, she's just so intoxicating. i only wish that she could someday forgive me and we could somehow still be friends through it all. somewhere deep inside i have the tiniest voice telling me that she still loves me, but that's probably some load of bullshit. i don't desearve love. i should lock myself away so i can't hurt anymore people. On a slightly happier note: i sat with joe and chandra and all them today because everyone who i usually sit with went to the choir practice. we had...fun? i guess that's the best way to put it. I have a lot of homework to do, and i also have to go to the Extreme Teens meeting tomorrow morning, and it starts at 7, i have to coax my darling mother into cutting a few precious minutes off her beauty sleep. Today my shirt read "my cat is my best friend" i didn't even realize how wrong that could be taken until Kelsey mentioned to me that "her pussy was her best friend too", oh well. as for you that dont know, i moved into my new house on thomson street. my room turned out quite nicely. oh yeah there's a choir concert tomorrow i must attend, after my long awaited appointment w/ mr. aaron j. t. we tried to schedule something for tuesday, but i've been extremely busy. if anyone knows a really good book or series that they absolutely loved, and happens to have a copy of that series on hand, could you please lend it to me, i'm looking for a really supurb follower to the one im reading now. i wish i could write really really long blogs, but i just can't, i dont want to bore you with every aspect of my life. ..........well if you insist............ 7:14-got up, i went upstairs and looked into the mirror only to see an absolutely hideous face stare back in my direction. i pulled a brush through my hair (took a bath last night) and placed it into a ponytail. i put some clean clothes on, which is quite a blessing since i dont know where most of my clothes are. then i brushed my teeth and got my school stuff together. 8:01-got to school (thanks to mommy dearest)and walked to art class. i sat down and did my still life drawing. off to spanish where i finished all homework for the next 3 days in advance, just because i didn't want to listen to the teacher western civ. we talked about nepolean, WOW gsa- i got to see my darling sister in the p.a.c. she came to say hi to me, which i thought was somewhat humane of her and i got scared geometry- it was steinagel's birthday so we didn't get that much homework i already told you about lunch english-quizy testy thingy study hall- talked about......with kristin and finally biology-i forgot after school i went to art club and talked to brianne about.......then i got a ride home with Ty's mom only to be greeted by a pack of middle schoolers tearing my house apart. that was fun, imediately i went downstairs and locked myself in my room. my mother came home about 8ish and helpd me figure out what was wrong with our internet connection, i'm really stupid now im writing this. im going to make my fairwells and go away to read some long awaited fanfiction YAY kat >^_^<

Posted by moon/miss_kitty at 9:12 PM CST
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Wednesday, 19 November 2003
i got my computer working......FINALLY!
tonight i had to come home directly after school and clean this dump. there was a showing of my wonderful humble home at 7:30. i felt like my mother, and how she must get soo pissed at leah and i when we don't pick up after ourselves. leah left 3 dishes in the sink, without even washing them off! I almost killed that little *****. I never want to be a mother, i'd die of stress. anywho, at 7:30 mom was at school, and leah was at lacie's and the people were coming. I wasn't supposed to be home, so i quick ducked out and went over to Ty's house. We watched "Daria" and i fell in love all over again with Trent, he's soo hot, even if he is a cartoon. I'm reading this really awesome book, and i'm painting my room after the cover. It'll be red on one wall, and purple on the other two. On the last wall, i'll just leave it white, seeing as how that's where my beautiful closets are anyways, and that's where i'll probably put my cat collage. what time is it? OMG! it's 11:37!, and i still haven't done my Western Civ that was due monday!!!!! oh well, i have a 10th hour anyway, and now that i have my computer, i can just do it tomorrow night, and turn it in on friday. so it'll be a little late, that's okay. every time i type a comma i feel like i should go to a comma addiction support group. "Hello, my name is kathryn, and i have a comma addiction problem, i, just, can't, stop, typing, commas,." I saw mel's entries, and they were like totally long, and i remember thinking to myself, 'how the hell can she right that much?' oh well, i guess it comes naturally through time, or just because i haven't written in forever. I can't believe i haven't had a computer for almost a month. even when it wasn't in the shop, it wasn't working for at least a week. i love typing, i can type all day and never get tired. I can't believe some people ever tire of it. tonight, originally i planned on staying up all night and continue to try and get my computer working, and getting all my stuff started, and of couse i needed to visit full-bloom.net for my darling orli pics. oh yes, i will tell you about all the troubles with hooking up my computer. when i unplugged it, i took out all the cords and left them exactly how they were, so i wouldn't mix them up when i got the computer back. so when i plugged all of them in again, i pushed the button on the modem, and it wouldn't turn on. i pushed it again, but nothing happened. when my mom got home from school at 10 i asked her what was wrong. apparently she took 2 of the cords and put them in "the box". i dug through that box as a child would dig through the sand. i got to the bottom and they weren't there. I yelled for my mother to come and help me. she opened the cupboard like it was nothing, and took out both of the cords i needed. "THE BOX" MY ASS! then we couldn't find the microsoft software, it was just one tradgedy after another. okay, i have to go upload more things onto my lovely computer, and it might be awhile until i get to actually talk to any of you online. until tomorrow, Kat

Posted by moon/miss_kitty at 11:44 PM CST
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Friday, 14 November 2003
OMG! i haven't written in how long?
okay, i know it's been like forever since i rote last, and i know a few of you have been loyal and still check for new entries. I'm happy to say that i'm using my western civ. time usefully and creating a new blog! seeing as how i haven't told everyone yet, my computer at home got a virus, and has to be taken in, that's why i haven't been online forever. also....do you have any idea how much it sucks not having a computer for 2 WEEKS?!?!?!?! it's terrible, absolutely terrible. anywho i think im sleepin over at mels tonight, and then goin to middle children later tonight, and tomorrow im goin shoppin, i have sooo much to tell you all, but i can't say some of this stuff at school, especially when i'm supposed to be researching for renaissance stuff. lalalalala, anyways i'd better go, maybe i'll convince mel to let me use her computer to update you all on my life. laters, Kat

Posted by moon/miss_kitty at 10:55 AM CST
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Thursday, 23 October 2003
OMG, it's thursday already?
Okay here's the update on the weed seeing as how i was somewhat banned from the computer, not really, but the computer decided to be evil to me so i couldn't get to my blog to update it. so..... monday night i didn't go to sleep which really sucked on tuesday because i basically got yelled at in every class, either that or i was REALLY crabby. then on wednesday i went home sick, i guess it was mostly because i stayed up all night and was living on coffee the next day, im told you can get sick from that. oh well, now it's thursday basically the past two days have been nothing but sleep. today i went to school, yay! i got to see my peoples and it wasn't so boring. today was a very "eh" day, you know those days where you really can't come up with a discription for, they're either "eh" or "blah", but i hate the word blah because wen im talking to someone on aim, they almost always say blah when it gets quiet, instead of trying to make conversation, they just say blah, WTF is up with that?!?!?!? i wanna know, i wanna talk to people online, that's basically the only reason i come on, other than get hot pics of guys/girls, and of course to update my blog. again im sorry my computer was being a butt. im trying to write a story, but it's not working, i never have any good ideas for stories, why do i even bother trying to write? also i can't come up woth a good pose for my "faire porn" as mike would call it, or of course there's the "gothic porn" that i also apparently do, well it's better than "robot porn", which kyle draws in study hall and we all poke fun at him for that. typing, isn't it wonderful, i think so i love to type, i just wish i something else i could type on, because you're probably getting bored reading this, but of course that is if you still are, then i highly admire you for your patience (i dont think i spelled that right, oh well you know what i mean). so.....that's it for now i guess, i have more but im almost positive you dont wanna hear ALL about it, soo until the next time, which i hope is soon. ~Kat

Posted by moon/miss_kitty at 10:43 PM CDT
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Monday, 20 October 2003
monday ewwwww!
So, today is monday. Im at school right now, and it's during western civ. britany just said "holy shiz-nit, you're typing fast", now she just sais that i was a dork and a fruit-cake. I think she's wierd, and she keeps saying to suck her......, and i keep saying that she doesn't have an ....., and she keeps saying that i don't know that for sure. I certainly hope that she doesn't have an ...., otherwise it was be NASTY!!!!!!! now she said i was stinkin stupid, whatever. Anyways im kind of bored, and i hope that the teacher doesn't catch me on my blog. That was close! anyways ill write again later, when it's safer. ~Kat

Posted by moon/miss_kitty at 10:47 AM CDT
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