How is it that the one I love more than life, more than anything casts me away as if a bad dream? How could I have? The hurt tears through me Everyday again and again Why does she have to be Everywhere Every time I see her In those corridors I think back to yesterday When we were happy Reality settles in How could I have? Gave up the one thing That mattered Everything else fell How could I have? __________________________________ Love is a death sentence no matter how you look at it. If you love all your days, You will love until you die If you?ve loved and lost, You are dead inside. There is no ?fallen out of love? That means there was no love To begin with Just lust Most find love through lust That is the case here She was beautiful In every way Talented Smart We were in lust, But I grew to love. I got carried away Forgot who I was Forgot who she was Forgot how great I had it I threw it all away For one night I was so stupid I was so foolish I thought I could have it all I lost it all Everything I held dear All emotions were gone Except confusion Now I?m alone She?s with someone else Still confusion runs wild Did she ever love me? Will I ever know? It all comes down to one question Why? But isn?t that the purpose of life To find out why?