the ones left behind
Have you ever wanted to kill youself? you know get a gun and just shoot you self in the head, or just slit your wrists till you bleed to death?
I know the feeling. I don't want it to souns like suicide, but i just wish i wasn't brought into this world. I mean theres not much to it. Once you get over the fact that you would be dead. it seems pretty nice. Not having to worry about any thing. Just constant bewilderment. But then you think about the people you would leave, and thats why you stay. Is because of them. I hate when people have that much control over my life, to decide weather i'm gonna live or not. Fuck them.