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Thursday September 25th, 2003 6:59pm I want to change the world. Catherine Tuesday September 23rd, 2003 10:33pm Ian has a blog, everyone! And despite the fact that he shafted me (like a spoon) in his post, I still love him! I tried to post a comment, by the by, but I couldn't because I am not a member of that bloghost thing. Either that or I'm just stupid, which may well be the case :p I also took the quiz he had mentioned, and I got this:  Aphrodite/Eros ?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla But yeah, long day tomorrow, so I should be off. "This is Catherine, a friend of mine(...)" ouch! you know you love me... Catherine Monday September 22nd, 2003 10:15pm The strangest thing just happened... I had just begun typing an email, and I decided to check someone's ICQ status to see what it said (despite the fact that I had read it about 20 times already...) and I got a weird empty feeling in my heart. It was alot like the feeling you get when someone breaks up with you or when you get your heart broken. The status message didn't even say ANYTHING! I mean, it wasn't blank, but it just had that automatic messgae thing... so why did I get this weird sinking feeling in my chest? I tried to find words to describe it, but all I could come up with was "naive". I felt like I was being overly naive. I felt like someone knew that I trusted them, and that they were abusing that trust. But I KNOW that's not the case... I'm pretty sure, anywayz... So then what the hell does it mean?! On a lighter note, Katie and Laura agreed to join me in "OPERATION: DUCT TAPE" regarding our Halloween costumes. We haven't decided what we're going as yet, but we are going to try to win the Group Costume award thing this year, and need an awesome idea for a costume. Email me if you have any suggestions... So far we came up with: Teen Girl Squad (soonafter mentioning it, I realized how incredibly stupid it was) the Homestarrunner gang (overdone!) Care Bears (dressing up as huge bears made of duct tape? stupidest idea yet.) Thundercats (I don't remember why this idea got rejected, but it probably had something to do with the fact that we'd have to make our costumes out of duct tape) Strawberry Shortcake gang (see above) California Raisins (GREATEST IDEA EVER! ...until it comes time to sit down...) Bah. This is going to be tough. Especially seeing as I am so very, very picky. Oh well, that only means that it will be that much cooler when I figure something out! That said, I have ALOT of work that I should get cracking on. World Religions test tomorrow, Self-Portrait for Visual Art due wednesday and I'm not even nearly done, Bio quiz wednesday, plus some cell structure work, APS (anthro, etc.) project due tomorrow that I'm working on finishing right now, plus a test tomorrow (that I found out about today...) I've got my work cut out for me! Perhaps I'll tell you all about how Big went some other time... wish me luck, and pray for all those who could use some help, strength, or guidance. you know you love me... at least... I think you do...? Catherine Sunday September 14th, 2003 12:17am (still my Saturday night...) Wow, first update in a long time! I kinda get tired of this thing from time to time... just cause I always feel I'd rather be doing something else than writing about my boring life. But TONIGHT! Oh man, all I could think about was how cool it was, and how much fun I had, and I could hardly wait to get home to tell you all about it! Mind you, it won't sound NEARLY as exciting to you, but HOLY FREAKING COW it was fun! Ok so it all started when Jen asked me at rehearsal on thursday if I was joining them for dinner saturday night. I agreed, thinking it was only going to be like Teegan, Jen, Laura, Laura, Ali and I. Today (well, yesterday, but we'll pretend today is still saturday) I found out that the whole adult chorus and production team were invited, lol. Anywayz, it ended up being cool cause Ali, Jen G, Brian G, Matt C (HA! I didn't call him Mike this time!), Laura C, and a bunch of people I met for the first time tonight (including Umar) were there, and made for lively conversation. So Laura had to leave for her HOT DATE (just kidding, Laura!) with Jaimie at about 9ish, so Matt was going to drop me off with her and I'd walk home from there. But instead, they invited me t join them for Karaoke afterwards, so I just went back to the restaurant where everyone else was still talking and finishing deserts and such. Todd arrived around this time as well, and talk soon shifted toward the idea of Karaoke and how we should get going in order to get some quality singing time in before Matt, Umar, Rachel and I were to head home at 11:30 (it was about 9:30 at this point). On the way over to the place (Twister Karaoke, at the corner of Yonge and Finch) Matt blasted Weezer and some Queen and we sung and danced and I tried to figure out how to use this weird solar panel thing Matt had for his car. Long story short, we ended up getting into this cool Karaoke room thing at about 11:00, and once everyone else had arrived (and we figured out how to use the thing... THAT THING WAS CONFUSING AS HECK!) people started singing... we got some Pink ("Just Like a Pill"), and some Creed ("With Arms Wide Open") in before it was time for Matt, Paul F (who had met up with us for Karaoke), Rachel, Umar, and I to go. On the way to Matt's car, Umar called shotgun, but there was no way I was giving it up without a fight, called or not. So I ran ahead, he grabbed me as I tried to climb over a short metal wire fence, I pulled free and tried to open the door, but as I waited for Matt to unlock it Umar scaled the fence and grabbed me around the waist, pulling me away from the door. After about 5min of this struggle of gaining, and then loosing power, Matt opened the window and we started to race to climb in that way. I got my head in, but I was so afraid Umar would decapitate me that I pulled it back out and opted for the door. Meanwhile, Umar got his whole upper body in the window and began to climb. Eventually, I had to give up because it was obvious Umar had won... but when I got into the backseat, Umar said that he had fought about 4 other girls for shotgun and won each time, but mine was by far the best fight anyone had ever put up. He also said that I was the smallest girl he had ever been challenged by, making it a two-point win for me! So we Queen-ed it up on the way home, stopping briefly at a house aroung the corner from Umar's to climb (and straddle) these HUGE horse statues they have in front of their house. Those things were freaking HI-LARIOUS! Wish I had had my camera with me... But then we had to run away really fast cause we saw some people coming down the stairs. Then after dropping Umar off, Matt drove me home and we takled about our crazy friends and how cool being stupid is. Oh yeah, and about BA's crappy student council :p GREAT FUN! Matt is now my hero! He is the freaking coolest person ever! Laura, you missed an awesome night, man! te falta con todo mi corazon, Wes Ian, why haven't you emailed? Jeff, come back soon! Teegan, we need to make that video... Paul, can't wait to see you again on thursday! Lalalalalalalala GREAT NIGHT! you know you love me... :Þ Catherine Thursday September 4th, 2003 9:50pm In every single possible way imaginable, I am tired. tired of pretending tired of feeling numb tired of lieing tired of hiding tired of everything and anything I want to go home... A big thanks to Tim for cheering me up without trying, and still giving me the relief of ranting even though I didn't say much. Sorry for ever doubting your intentions. Well that's really all I have to say... I'm very, very tired... emotionally, physically, and mentally... Download Pete Yorn's "Girl Like You" if you get the chance... it's all I've played today. Pete Yorn rocks. sweet dreams, I sincerely love you all and wish I could have reached out and been more of myself for you, and less of myself to you you know you love me... Catherine |
