Saturday May 31st, 2003 5:32pm HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEFF! BotB rocked! You should have all come! Oh well... that's all for now... ciao! -MB- Wednesday May 28th, 2003 10:48pm Ever heard the song "Swing, Swing" by the All-American Rejects? It's an awesome song... Big Bike (the event I have been pouring my heart into since a while now) was today. That was fun. Umm yeah... I have nothing to say. Bye. -MB- Monday May 26th, 2003 10:26pm So annoyed. I just spent the last 3 hours (and I'm not exaggerating this time...) working on this damn quiz in JavaScript... IT'S SO CONFUSING! So anywayz, I finally finish up for the night and it's looking pretty damn awesome, even if I do say so myself... so I go to have a look at it and I get a blank page. No problem, I'm a big person, I can handle this... So I go back, copy + paste the code again... Still nothing. 15min later I finally got it to work. But I can't seem to get it to work again, it seems... And now I am too annoyed to even update... grrr Java Script! Anywayz, if any of you know a thing or two about programming quizzes, let me know. I could *REALLY* use the help... MUCHAS GRACIAS! that's it for me... I've been sitting here so long I bet I have a tan from the glare of this monitor... sweet dreams! -MB- Sunday May 25th, 2003 11:20pm Busy, busy, busy as a bumble bee! Which reminds me, I saw one on thursaday, that was pretty darn cool :) I mean, when was the last time you saw a bumble bee up close? They're so cool and fuzzy and... cool...! *giggles* Awesome junk :) Here's what I've got for you: 1. A fun thursday night involving a 20min walk, a lei, two yellow balloons, a bumble bee, sand, flip, flops, a piggy back ride, ketchup flavoured pop corn, nearly skipping BIG rehearsal and then watching Wes dance with Teegan and looking more happy than he ever is with me (grr!). Twas totally awesome night! 2. I slept in and missed Wes's after-prom party! Yeah... that really sucked, but I did get the chance to sit outside and cry in the rain, which honestly made up for it. Crying in the rain is one of the coolest experiences ever, no joke. And I'm not upset or anything. It was seriously awesome :) 3. I SAW THE MATRIX II! And considering the fact that I didn't understand the first one (I missed most of it) and thus had no idea what was going on but STILL enjoyed it, it must be a totally awesome movie. It was. 4. I AM ANGRY AT WES FOR LEAVING BIG 5. I AM STILL ANGRY AT WES FOR LEAVING BIG 6. IN CASE YOU AREN'T TAKING THIS SERIOUSLY, I AM VERY UPSET AT WES FOR LEAVING BIG. Although I understand the reasons he is deciding to do so... but that doesn't stop me from being irrational, now does it? 7. I wouldn't trade saturday night (sunday morning, really) for the world... Well I have to get to bed... long week ahead... I FINISHED MY CHRISTIAN SERVICE PROJECT ESSAY JUNK! Wow what a waste of time! Haha! Anywayz... sweet dreams all! -MB- Wednesday May 21st, 2003 10:22pm AndI'dgiveupforevertotasteyouandIknowthatyoufeelthesame nowyou'retheclostesttoheaventhatI'lleverbeandIdon'twant togohomerightnowandallIcantasteisthismomentandallIcan breatheisyourlifeandsoonerorlaterit'soverIjustdon'twantto missyoutonightandIdon'twanttheworldtoseemecauseIdon't thinkthatthey'dunderstandwheneverything'smadetobebrokenI justwantyoutoknowwhoIamandyoucan'tfightthetearsthatain't comingthemomentoftruthinyourlifewheneverythingfeelslike themovies,yeahyoubleedjusttoknowyou'realiveandIdon't wanttheworldtoseemecauseIdon'tthinkthatthey'dunderstand wheneverything'smadetobebrokenIjustwantyoutoknowwhoIamandI don'twanttheworldtoseemecauseIdon'tthinkthatthey'd understandwheneverything'smadetobebrokenIjustwantyoutoknow whoIamandIdon'twanttheworldtoseemecauseIdon'tthinkthatthe y'dunderstandwheneverything'smadetobebrokenIjustwantyou toknowwhoIamIjustwantyoutoknowwhoIamIjustwantyoutoknow whoIamIjustwantyoutoknowwhoIam... *sigh* jour deux... why haven't you called me? are you still angry about last night? I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Can't you see that I'm sorry? -MB- Tuesday May 20th, 2003 10:17pm *sigh* boring stupid stuff... so... blah... I'm having another fat day, for those of you I haven't already informed. It's not that I think I'm fat, or that I'm scared I am gaining alot of weight (although that should be of concern...), but it's more an inner feeling of self-disgust... Ugh... so upsetting... So today I figure I've done enough damage having eaten a McChicken meal and sundae for lunch, a bag of popcorn... and water...? Why do I feel fat? Must be the stupid McFood... grr... Anywayz, I also spent about 4 hours shopping with Jennie today, and I must say I'm DAMN proud of myself for only buying one shirt (and it's so gorgeous too!). Yet somehow, despite my seeming lack of purchases, I ended up with way less money than I started out with. Oh, wait... I know why, nevermind... stupid, stupid stuff... I AM SO UGLY AND FAT AND STUPID AND MEAN! *sigh* I'm done, I'm sorry... and despite all that, it really was a great day. I'm just really not in the mood to talk about it... I'll do a quick point-form of notes: - I'm not a dead alien, nor am I a part of one. - I'm not a masochist, but I might be if I weren't such a fucking sissy - I love humour at innapropriate times, don't you? *cough* - mental images are only good when you don't mind the fact that they're only images. - I'm going to teach myself HTML and JavaScript - ARGH and double ARGH! - a shrew IS a small field mammal, which makes it understandable that the idea of a play about "taming the shrew" didn't sound completely thrilling at first. But I'm seeing it in Stratford tomorrow and you're not so :p sweet dreams! -MB- Friday May 16th, 2003 11:59pm Oh man... fun fun fun fun fun fun stuff! Uhh... I'm SO tired and I have alot to say... I'll try to make this quick... *grumble* 1. Big Bike for Stroke event All seems to be going well, I got some more posters today, finished calculating the cost/person, got in touch with one of the three (?) coordinators 'm working with, and gave some more signups out. I'm *REALLY* hoping this event will work out, it being my first and all... Alex Martin and Lise seem enthusiastic, which is always inspiring :) 2. Student Council elections Oooh Oooh! Ok these went over SO well! During the grade 9 assembly, I was a little shaky with my speech, grade 10, I was more natural, and by the last assembly (grade 11) I was completely comfortable with my speech and felt like I could stand up there and talk forever. Of course, I realize nobody else would have enjoyed that, but you get the point, lol Anywayz, so after the assemblies I got alot of positive feedback on my speech and on the way I presented it. A couple of teachers and students (some I didn't even know) would congratulate me in the halls, and one teacher that I've never actually had but whom I know through my older cousin Ali spoke with me for a couple of minutes saying how great he thought I was. It was so great to feel like the effort was worth it, I honestly thought nobody would care. Then there was Ms. Thibideault (s/p?) who said my kilt was too short... lol Long story short, all went over super well, and when we found out the results today I was very pleased. I didn't win a position as Vice President, but I was very happy that the two candidates who really deserved the positions got them. Congrats to Christina and Samantha, I know you gals will do an awesome job! :) 3. Basketball Tryouts were on thursday after school from about 3 until 5pm. At first I was reluctant to go, but it ended up being totally worth it. Everyone that was there was super nice, and Britney has even gotten alot friendlier and much less sarcastic. She's so cool! That's probably the main reason the tryout was so much fun. The reason it was so casual and enjoyable was mainly because all those girls I can't stand weren't there. Wow. I seriously wish the team could just be the group of us that were there on thursday... it would be so much easier for me to convince myself to try my hardest. That's another thing that surprised me, I was really trying! I mean, sure I still gave up alot... and I'm not saying I was pro or anything out there (haha that's a laugh!), but I think I stuck with things alot longer than I normally would have. We did a mini scrimmage thing and 90% of the time I knew where the best place to be to help out was, I knew where to pass the ball when I got it, I tried shooting (it was UGLY, but at least I tried, lol) when I was open, and I think I did an ok job on defense too. It was really nice to finally feel like I wass doing a good job out there :) Oh, and Mr. Hyponen said he has an offer to make, but he never did tell me much else... I'll have to ask him about it on tuesday... 4. Ce soir Mmmm mmm Mmmm mmmm MMMmm! Tonight was quite cool actually! Wes came over early this afternoon to help me with some computer problems (we need a new monitor, the old one is shot) so that I could finally update my site! Thank you Wes :) So tehn after a bunch of computer talks, some wire-unplugging and then plugging-back-in on my part, and some setting re-adjusting, we got this neat little monitor set up so that I can see my desktop once again (oh how I missed you, you carpet of icons and program logos, you!) I also got to see the Matrix (finally!) which was nice as I am looking forward to seeing the sequel, but I kinda wanted to have seen the first one... uh... first... Good stuff. well yeah, I am super tired as it is now 12:42am (I spent some time in the middle of this update looking at some JavaScript help sites) so I think I'm going to head to bed... Ew! Cottage tomorrow! Everybody please pray that it rains!!!! *gets up and does a raindance* CATS AND DOGS! CATS AND DOGS! PLEASE LET IT RAIN CATS AND DOGS! AND POODLES! Let's see... if it rains, I will... hmmm... if it rains and I dont have to go up to the cottage until Sunday or so, I will... uhh... vaccuum my room! Sound like a fair deal, God? Oh you know it does! Anywayz, sweet dreams wherever you are You know I'm watching over you and praying that sunshine will always push aside the clouds in your life (metaphorical clouds, of course... I pray for the physical ones to stay! :D) yours on loan, -MB- Monday May 12th, 2003 9:37pm I'll try to make this quick seen as I have to have a shower before going to bed and I'd really like to make it an early night... Here goes: My Poetry CPT (aka my last minute plan to maintain my average) Well today I had to present the creative component of my english CPT. Basically you have to present the research you have managed to throw together on the life of one of the two poets you chose at the beginning of the semester. You also had to choose one of his/her poems and analyse it. Oh, and you had to present your findings in a creative way. Now, being Catherine and the extreme perfectionnist that I am, I refused to settle into the groove os "interview with a poet"/movie/powerpoint presentation. I refuse to be like everyone else, I'm sorry. This pickiness caused problems for me, however, when Sunday night rolled along and I still had nothing. Granted, the biographical (let's pretend that's a word, shall we?) component had been done for months, but I still had no idea HOW I was going to present my info in a way that would be memorable and unique. At about 11:00 last night I decided I'd do what I did for my last poetry reading, only I'd add a twist. Here's how it went... I started off by playing some of my meditation music in the background (some thunderstorm and rainfall sounds) and did a meditative thing to get people in that "poetry interpretation mode". Bah. I had alot more but it wasn't stuff that needed to be posted, in all honesty... I'll let you go for now sweet dreams -MB- Sunday May 11th, 2003 6:42pm I've decided that from now on I will just always use my "newscast" format for updates... unless something happens and I'm just not in the mood to tlak about mindless junk. So here goes! 1. YSCPC F.L.O.W. 2003 leadership conference Yeehaw! Twas so much fun! Friday at around 4:30pm about 6 of us (go school spirit, haha) boarded a bus and headed to St. Joan of Arc school in Maple for this year's YSCPC conference. SO MUCH FUN! On friday night we had 2 motivational speakers, a dance (with solid gina glowsticks, haha), a movie (Big Daddy) in the theatre, and some karaoke from midnight till about 3am. SOME SERIOUS ROCKING OF THE SOCKS! The next day, we had the 3rd motivational speaker, some outdoor games (*snore*), some school cheer competition junk, and our closing liturgy. First of all I'd like to start by saying that the first and last motivational speakers were seriously AWESOME! They kept making references to how we all need a little more youth in our lives... to bring back some of those awesome strengths we had as children, just beginning school. Stuff like... how first graders always put up their hands and it's a race to see who can answer first, even before they've heard the question... Things like that. They were so casual and laid-back too, it made it fun to listen to everything they had to say. And after all that, I seriously miss recess... Those two speakers were basically the highlights of the conference, so I don't really have much to say about the rest. Friday night's Swiss Chalet food was good (except the french fries were soggy, like last year, but we're not complaining... I mean, it's hard enough to make about 100 meals, let alone keep them hot...), the dance was cool ("Opa!" LMAO), the karaoke was fun (we sang "Dancing Queen", "Man, I feel like a Woman" (kudos to Alex on that one...) and some other song I've forgotten... DAMN SACRED HEART FOR STEALING OUR TRADITIONAL SONG ("I will survive")!!!!!), Anywayz, all in all it was a great conference, but still nopt as great as last year (Wes says it's cause nothing ever beats your first conference, I guess that might be it...) 2. Dance rehearsal today for BIG I CAN'T DANCE! Really. If my life depended on me learning a dance, I'd be dead. So yeah, after messing up for about an hour on steps that looked oh so simple, we were given the assignment of making up our own dance sequences. God bless Paul W and his awesome mad ideas! We chose to do Pinball Wizard, by The Who, and basically re-inacted a scence from Tommy where I do the "Tommy seizures" at the pinball machine, and the other 3 group members dance around me, sporatically jumping into the air. I think that was the first time I have ever not been able to keep a straight face for that scene. Pure gold! 3. Donnie Darko WES IS SO AWESOME! Ok, I've been trying *really* hard not to make any gushy comments on my site (I don't want a repeat of the whole "Every day with you is like pancakes for breakfast..." episode) but I can't help but say this: WES IS SO DAMN ROMANTIC! Honestly Wes, YOU ROCK! Ok so I get to Wes's and he takes me through to the backyard where he has a laptop and speakers set up on the patio table, and blankets and pillows on the porch. After trying in vain to get the Matrix DVD to work, we give in and set up Donnie Darko. GREAT MOVIE! I wouldn't say greatest movie ever, but that is probably because I was pretty confused for 90% of the movie, lol. After, when Wes explained the plot to me, I actually understood it though, which was good :) Umm... but yeah! So guys, if you're looking for super-amazing ways to impress your girlfriend, call Wes. Honestly. That's pretty much all I have to say about that! So I shall leave you with an interesting quote from le conference... "Twinkle, twinkle, little star *FISH*! How I wonder what you are *FISH*!" Haha sweet dreams all! -MB- Tuesday May 6th, 2003 9:13pm I've been sitting here far too long... Wow, today has been quite the day. Somehow I've managed to desensitize myself to negative junk recently. I mean, people I talk to ask me how my day was, and I am at a lost of words. Since sunday night, everything has just been a blur. Well monday was alright... I floated through the day on a cloud, completely apart from everything. I remember being teased in Drama and a cookie-run in religion. Oh man, that class rocks! If I don't have Mr. Ehlers next year, I'll die. Either that or I'll have to OD on philosophy and spend lunch hours discussing St. Thomas Aquinas and Aristotle mumbo-jumbo. Good stuff. We are currently working on our voice unit in drama which I thought was just too funny seen as I have lost mine. Our test is tomorrow and I am still struggling to be able to breathe. Now, if I wanted to be all J-like about it, I'd say it was because I was just to good at all this dramatic stuff that God threw this curveball at me to make me stronger. However, I'm not like that so I'll just drink my hot lemon-and-honey drink (despite the fact that Mr. E suggested hot-honey-and-whiskey... haha) and remember to keep my pockets full of Ricola and such. Today's lunch was also quite eventful. Oh man, you should have seen it! I decided to venture back to Chez Andre, our "restaurant" staffed by the Hospitality students, for some quiche, salad and (my favorite) sticky buns. Now, to anyone else this could have been your average, boring, sit-down-and-eat meal. But I am not your average person... So I grab my food and a fork and Katie and I find a table to sit at. First on the menu was the quiche. Mmm quiche. *EXCEPT!* This one had mushrooms in it! ALLERGY, ALLERGY! But that's ok, I only ended up eating one (GIANT) mushroom, so I think I'll survive. The salad was good except for the fact that the vinagrette had a little too much vinegar for my liking, lol. Then came the sticky bun. Eating that thing was like trying to navigate a field full of landmines. I had to slice and pry carefully with my fork and knife to avoid cutting off a slab with a *gasp!* RAISIN! Katie couldn't help but laugh at the look at my plate when I had finished. A pile on mushrooms on one side, some huge lettuce leaves in the center, and then a neat little pile of raisins on the other. I felt bad for the people on cleanup, but honestly... WHO PUTS RAISINS IN A STICKY BUN?! (I'll let them get away with the mushrooms even though they were unecessary... and as far as the vinagrette goes, that was entirely my fault... (too much vinegar? what was I thinking?!)) Looking back, that doesn't sound as entertaining as it was. But let me assure you, it was funny! And then there was the sight of Kelsey with a hairnet on... and her hair in a beehive! Haha! gold! *clears her throat* So yeah! As I was painting the door of my english room again today (the Phenix is looking really awesome!) I was thinking about my election campaign. I feel bad. I have all these great posters but I keep debating about whether to put them up. I have funny slogans, I mean, they're truly awesome... but I just feel I'd rather lose, but be taken seriously than win but be a joke (not that I really have to worry about that cause I'm not at all funny!). I'm so confused. I had originally planned to just go all out and not care about loosing... But now I feel like I actually care... and this ruins my plan because I have to rethink my entire campaign ASAP (elections are in about a week...) *sigh* I need a mental health day. Well yeah, it's 9:35 and I have a council meeting tomorrow as well as two tests in english and a quiz in math. Have I studied for anything? Nope! bah... I'm done talking to myself, nobody reads this anyways. I really do care about all of you guys, even though I don't always show it. Without my friends I'd be way worse off than I am now, a thought that scares me senseless. Thanks for always being so amazing, even when I don't return the favour. ...and now I'm off to cry myself sane... sweet dreams and God bless, -MB- Sunday May 4th, 2003 8:32pm I should be working on a bunch of essays due tomorrow, but in my mind, there are some far more important priorities that I'd like to address (and some less important issues I'd just like to get off my mind). Here are the contents of my mind: 1. the 1940s party last night Not much to say here... I mean, it was alot of fun and all... we walked to through the conservation centre path to Crosby school where we climbed cement blocks (in skirts, no less), played hopscotch and four-corners, played on the swings, sang the "Trogdor!" theme song and quoted Teen Girl Quad, ate nanaimo bars and brownies, listened to some classic swing (ahhh swing!) and talked about everything and anything... well ok, maybe we just talked about school stuff, but you get the idea. Fun fun fun... Not to mention Katie and I got to wear our little masterpieces: the skirts we hand-crafted. That was quite exciting. Quite the achievements for two people who *just* learnt how to sew from a pattern. They really looked quite awesome, in all honesty. I mean, I'd wear mine out in public again. Maybe... 2. BIG rehearsal today Fun rehearsal! I got to walk to Grace Anglican, which was nice, and then sat around observing people and interactions between them for some tims until we all got called into the building for the actual rehearsal. They accidently said I was part of the kids' chorus while introducing everyone and their roles, which was extremely entertaining for Paul and his ex Danielle... "Don't worry, at least you'll be the tallest one there!" and "They probably just you there cause they ran out of small kids" I appreciate the intent Danielle... Aside from that it was ok... the whole things seems relatively short, in my opinion, but then again this might be due to the fact that I don't have to say or do anything important. On the bright side I'm one step ahead of all the leads: I already have all my lines memorized! :p lol 3. my latest e-mail rant Oh sweet controversy... For those of you who didn't get my latest rant, it was about those annoying e-mail forwards that have "rules for kissing" and "if you don't send this to (x-amount) of people in (x-amount of time) you will have bad luck in love forever!". I realize that soem people may have been offended by my passionate expression of the frustration these things cause. Here is what I have to say about everything mentioned in the email: - The intent was to express my frustration toward the principle behind email forwards, it was not an attack on the people who send them. I realize this contradicts one of the first lines of the letter, however, if you read to the bottom it talks about how I know that the people I sent my rant to are above stupid emails like those, and how they are so much better than to believe those things, or the things mentioned in them. - I realized after the fact that the person who sent the email to me was trying to express a deeper, hidden message. As much as I can understand what this person is saying and how that would make sense, why did they send it to me when the deeper message was intended for someone else? I'm highly confused by this. Furthermore, I would be very surprised if there is anyone out there who has received at least one of my rants and who does not understand my extreme disapproval and dislike for email forwards. Therefore, if the person wanted to express a deeper message to me, why couldn't he/she just write me a letter himself/herself? I have so far received both positive and negative responses to my rant. Thus, I apologize for my lack of judegement and consideration of others, while at the same time I stand by my opinions concerning the principle of the matter. Anyone still upset? Email me, I want to hear what you have to say. 4. how I feel I want to die. Curl up in a ball and dissolve. 5. what the heck am I doing? Good question, self... Here is what I have concluded from today: - next time I voice my opinion, I need to remember to censor my thoughts and tame some of the intensity and passion with which I express those thoughts that aren't censored. - I am not as "emotionally impermeable" to those around me as I thought - Pride issues aside, I'm sorry Matt. That's all I have to say. So to sum up: "I'm sorry" and "I miss you" -MB- Saturday May 3rd, 2003 1:11am (still my friday night...) The greatest part about having a boyfriend your parents love is that they're not as concerned or upset when you walk in the door at 1am and tell them that, in fact, you didn't see the movie you had meant to see and instead spent the time driving around... That said... here is the "NEWSCAST FORMAT!" of the things I have to talk about: 1. purple eyeliner and bonding with parents (wednesday night) The greatest thing about shopping with my dad is that he becomes like a child in a candy store. Especially at Shoppers Drug Mart. I'm not sure what it is, but amid the aisles of shampoo, conditionner, moisturizers and other such junk, his inner child, full of curiosity and excitement, is reborn (and just to clarify for those few of you with really perverse minds: my dad isn't a crossdresser or anything, and he doesn't wear makeup). So yeah! I can remember one time, on a trip to Shoppers to buy me shaving cream or something, we ended up spending over $100 on facial cleanser and moisurizer, foundation, mascara, shampoo and conditionner, antiperspirant, baby lotion, etc. Twas funny! Granted, I did feel quite guilty afterwards... but when I'm there with my dad I feel like I can be completely honest with him about anything, it's so weird! So I guess the moral of this story is: if you want to know a secret I have been keeping, just take me shopping ;) 2. english presentation (thursday) Oh man, SO MUCH FUN! I had serisouly been looking forward to this since I thought of the idea (ie: the night before, lol) My group (Suzanne M(Suzie Q), Andrea Z and I) had to analyze a poem (either a ballad, lyric, narrative or sonnet) of our choice and find a creative way of presenting it. Now, for those of you who are unfamilliar with the poem So for our presentation, we had two bed sheets which we lay on the floor after pushing a bunch of desks out of the way. Then we got the whole class to come sit or lie on the "picnic blankets" while we lit 34 tea lights (Leonard Cohen was born in 1934) and put them all over the room. After the lights were turned off, what resulted was a dreamy, séance-like atmosphere... perfect setting for a poetry reading! So Suzie Q read the poem, then we played the song on the CD, then we each discussed our first impressions of the song, as well we how we feel about it now (after hearing it a couple more times), then we got the "audience" to discuss their mental images, what they felt, how it made them feel, etc. Then we played the song again adn had everyone draw, with their eyes closed, what they felt from the song. It was cool to see everyone's unique interpretation of the piece, as well as the huge variety of mental images it provoked. Poetry's like that, I guess. Normally I'd list all the different ideas and images that we discussed and felt from the poem, but this time I'll leave you to find your own. If you'd like to discuss it further with me, listen to the song at least three times (and I mean *truly* listen to it...) and then I'd be more than thrilled to discuss things with you :) If that seems like too much work, it's your loss, I guess. I've fallen in love with Suzanne. If you don't feel compelled to love the poem, I'm not going to force you. 3. Sewing bonanza with Katie Liz (friday: PA day) Today, bright and early, Katie Liz came over and we began the long and harder-than-anticipated task of sewing our skirts for Sarta(Sara M)'s 1940s theme party tomorrow. The pattern said "VERY EASY" but they probably meant "very easy if you know what you are doing and have ALOT of prior sewing experience and know-how" which, needless to say, we don't have. By the time Katie left at around 4pm, we had gotten everything except the baseline hems complete. Pretty good, I'd say. Since starting the project we learnt: - how to thread and operate a sewing machine (well, I already knew that, but Katie learnt it today) - how to lay-out and cut a pattern (who knew there was so much thinking involved?!) - what the little arrows and triangles on the patterns are for ("oh you mean I was supposed to cut those out too..? Oops, my bad!") - what a "easestitch" is (ease? HA!) I must say, after shortening the ankle-length skirt to a just-below-the-knee-length, it's PERFECT for the 1940s. Plus I have a great shirt + shirtish-cardigan-thing combo to wear as a top. Now all I have to do is figure out what to do with my hair... Fun stuff, yo. Anywayz, I'm super tired and it's 1:43am... I'm heading off to bed. For those of you who read my updates: GO DOWLOAD SUZANNE, NOW! It's such an amazing song! At first you're like "this guy's on drugs...", then the fifth time you hear it you're like "This is so abstract... but in a cool, addictive way... like drugs..." and then by the seventh time you should be like "I'm hooked". If not, listen to it again. I listened to it over and over and over (non-stop) for about 2 hours during one of my low moods once. Since then I've been hooked for life. Suzanne is perfect. And she has most definetly touched my soul (I don't know about perfect body, though... :p). So yeah! I hope that wherever you are, you're having a great morning/day/afternoon/evening/night and are making the most out of every living minute. Just remember what God has written on your palms: M M (memento mori... meaning "remember you will die") It's meant more as an inspiration than anything. Let yourself be inspired. Oh, and by the way, look at your palms right now. I can almost guarantee it's written there... sweet dreams! -MB- |