Desire
I more or less have this desire to shed blood, and this tear, than feel this fear that's seeping into my heart, ripping and shredding it apart, tiny shreds, hanging by single threads, how one man can create so much passion, while one old women can make so much hate, keeping me from my destiny
Keeping us from fate.
A small flame
started a show of fireworks, small perks and I got ride of all the jerks, I said
a long time ago love doesn’t bring fireworks, I guess I wasn’t in love, now
when I'm with you I see the biggest show of lights, they shine through our small
fights, and they will keep us safe in the dark long nights.
The sweet sting of desire, telling you the story of how my love for you will never retire, I wouldn't admit to shame because I don't feel any, it is that of the sun that there is to blame, for its that which awakes me from my sleep, to watch you, to here you at that single moment make a small peep.
Fall Brings a whole new meaning
Things in life are never simple, these hot nights grow cold , and i hope we contiune on until we're old, there's this new feeling i feel, as if this life is changing, i can tell you now the feeling i found, seems as if it were just ly'n around, falls upon us now, as spring was, i've never seen a multi-colored tree with you before, only a blanket a snow which covered the floor, a nice breeze will spin around you and i as we open the door, the door to a new time together, a new chance for our love to grow, a new way for me to show, to show how much i do adore you, your not that simple, and I didnt find you ly'n on the floor. Are you hungry, are sick do you need a break, anything you need, i'll do it quick. My love for you is thick, you can be rather slick, but remember you'll never get away, i hope you wouldnt try, because as you promised me, you're here to stay.
Once they open up to one another and to appreciate their different philosophies in love and in life, these two have potential for steamy relations, deep connections and heartfelt respect. As long as they communicate and celebrate their differences, theirs will be a passionate relationship. - Part of our love reading.
There’s a saying that goes “out of sight out of mind”, it would have been kind if that were true, there was once a day that I went without you. Felt as though there was a knife to my head, I had yet to escape from the strife, I felt out life. I thought things would go from bad to worse, I felt as if you had no remorse, there was no energy to move, above or below, the minutes were incredible slow, you no longer made me flow like you did before. Coming back was no problem, you know you love me and couldn’t resist my presence in you eyes, or my hand between you thighs(((Laugh))) no longer out of life. I wear your shirt the scent of you reminds me the of the night we became one up in my room, nothing can be more perfect than being with you, and remember what you feel I feel it too… you drive my crazy, the smell of a daisy, our life become less haizy. - My little inserts are strange. ---------------------end of poem
This war I fight is not enough, this person I see is nothing more than a bluff, when times are rough they neither help or aid, just watch as a much anticipated war is waged, hoping it would turn from love to them being hated, paranoid as their loved became destroyed, wishing that they would not wanna try no more, this person is reason to blame, has cause of shame, their failed tries are no more than lame thinking they have this big reason to deserve some type of fame. What’s meant to be will be, that’s something they need to see, which is more important being happy or taking people down with you, when you need one for the other I feel a great deal of pain for the strain you put yourself in, you cant steal this love, your not the one who’s been taking from the rain. You are the one to blame.
I've found out that its you and i, not all understand that your my guy, my north star in the night sky, you and i, bickering is something we do well, to those who cant see it for what it is can go to hell, i dont need to prove my love to anyone but you, who made the vow to love, was it you , was it me? the answer is ours to know, is our to show, we have the chance to grow, its you and i my sweet guy, i wont let anyone stand in our way, block us from whats meant to be, they just will never see, its you and me, i've made it clear before your the one who sets me free, lets me be who i want to be, and that your the only one i want to share this air that i breathe, times will change, faces will become strange, the known unfailliar, but you and i will always be the same, and never will i see us attached with any shame, its you and i, when we're together there's this feeling I found, as if there is no one else around, seeming that the world had shut down, we're the only two who will ever need to know our true feelings, its You and I my very sweet guy.Sometmes I wonder how we get by, and i remember you and i will do so much, you raise me so high, there's been times when I cried becuase im so happy, just you and me, theres been times i've cried becuase you were mad and yelled, made me sad , began to feel bad. You and I my very sweet guy are good, our love will never die.There's been many missed tries...many lost cries... You and me are always gonna be.
As
We Lay In Bed
I’ve
felt empty and alone, a wave of a sadness as if you'd left me home, I don’t
feel your presence, I don’t feel your heart... but I know you don’t wanna be
apart, I’m tired and scared, tattered between what’s real and what’s fake,
and I’m beginning to wonder how much I’m willing to take...
But
suddenly things change as we lay in bed, with just so many thoughts racing
through my head, I begin to trace which ones mean more to me, which ones I
should just let be, we’ve had a bumpy road, it might straighten as we continue
ahead, which ever turn we take we’ll always stick with it…I think of so much
while we lay in bed.
Very often I’m scared watch your steps walk across the
floor and out the door, I know I mean more to you than that, I always know
you’ll always come back to me, but what would you do if I wasn’t there when
you returned? A blank room, empty
air, would you run your hand through you hair and close your eyes and wish me
home to you, where I belong, or would you let me slowly find my way back, the
question might stay unanswered, but we know who we are and where we’d like to
be, do you think of me as we lay in bed?
You’ve painted me a starry night, and shown me a sunny
day, made it clear we couldn’t live our lives in any other way, I love you
Alex. I don’t expect you to always be in a good mood, and we bicker over silly
things, but no one understands us besides you and I, most of the time we see eye
to eye. We’ve been threatened apart more than once, you know I will never
listen to those who dare to threat, but it’s no sweat, my eyes are no longer
wet, so all in all there's no reason to fret.
My baby, my sweetie, my everything.. I love you
The way our hands fit
The way our eyes meet
The way I melt when you’re holding me
There’s not a piece that’s out of place
I can see the way I feel it’s written on your face
And there is no mistake
By –k-otic
Full love full moon
This starry night, the gentle breeze flows fourth and frees whats right to be, that’s you and me, under the full moon time with you is never too soon, full love full moon,
This June is near, the fear is gone, cheer is here, I love to hold you baby , I love you to love you, this poem hopefully isn’t out of tune , although we have problems that have come to rise, its not surprise they don’t shake your love n o reason to fly away no reason to cry today, we have this full love full moon
You came from the shadows and healed my souls, you erased the darkness completed the whole, you held my hands kissed me softly told me I was worth the wait, there was no copy, full love full moon.
Im lying here alone, wondering what it is that you do while you’re at home, im going to always want to be with you, there nothing more to say, there is nothing more to prove, full love , full moon,
To run and hide would hurt my pride would shorten my stride would slow down the tide, our ocean is too big took to long to dig don’t let fear snap you like a twig don’t run form the heat, what’s said had been said we cant be beat, what’s been done has been done they have not won, could you put out the sun, then how would you put out our love? Alex hun don’t run, would you paint me the world , could catch me a falling start, full love full moon
Stand still do I give you that chill as if we just met, what do you wanna bet I love you more, you can never understand how much I really adore, full love full moon, I cant wait to hold you real soon.
Always and Forever
Spring is upon us now, flowers turn love to a whole new meaning, no one has love like ours, no ones ever melted the snow with the warmth from their heart, as you’ve done for me, your still the only one I see, always and forever. Never too far apart, you’re always the first star to twinkle on a glamorous night, what site you’ll be, only to me. I flow better when im with you, I glow for you, only for you not the unknown, I’ll shine in the darkest of times, lighting your way, I’ll be sure that you’ll always feel fine and free. We made this deal, it’s stronger than steel, to make sure we’ll stay as one, no way one day would we walk away.
The time we’ve spent together is like this weather, bright, beautiful, warm, enjoyable, pleasurable, hot, all from the sun light. Never any fright. Lets look ahead to the days that are going to come, someday when we share a place that we’ll call home. Never we will fall, always and forever. Never have you given me and empty look upon your face, as if you were lost in space, you have no idea how good you have been compared too, the others.
I love to focus on you, to look above and beyond and think... where were you all my life, who could ever take your place, you no there is no one that could take your place, leaving you without a trace, if ever challenged, baby boy you’d win the race. Lets never forget our past haste. You will never be a waste, and hey you have the cutest taste, I knew you’d like that Alex, we’ll be one always and forever.
They say it’s hard to do, but it’s been done before, we’ll add to the list, the ones who have won the love of their lives, maybe they have a husband and maybes it’s the thousands of wives, but we can do it too, make it through, it’s all because I love you and you love me, and we’ll make passionate love that could fill not one but two or even three. Hehe. Although this love only exists for two, who? Its you and I, we always see eye to eye, never say bye bye.
You are my everything, anything I do, it’s all for you, always and forever.
I love you.
I belong to you, I wont set you free
see these hands, they belong in yours, see this heart, it belongs with you, see these eyes they exist for you, feel my arms around you, im glad I found you, hold me tight, in great delight, feel the slight melting of my body as I snuggle with you, I feel the warmth of your smile, as you smile back at me, as if you were saying.. See don’t worry, you belong to me, I wont let you go, this is all I can do to show, our love is always going to flow... I hear that now, I wont frown, nor will drown, lets sit under the stars, I’ll feed to you your favorite candy bars, I need you to tell me you love me, bleed..nope, how could I , when you did what you knew you should, by healing every part of me...
Freeing my pain so I was able to love you, I love you , honestly I do, I don’t know what I would if I were to lose you, I didn’t choose to fall head over heals for you, but im glad I did, but it seems as if I case more of a strain than you thought you would ever gain, I can give more love than you could ever know, just don’t go, leaving me stranded in the snow, we’ll kick back watching over favorite show, That’s so Raven, Alex your sweet love is what im craven,
I’ll be your slave, I’ll love you till im sent to the grave. I tend to over react, I just don’t want anyone to steel you away, although I do trust you in ever way , I know you are thinking, yeah right, but if I didn’t I wouldn’t want you every night, im never going to lie to you, I wouldn’t want to risk life without and spending my night in the bed where I’d have to lay with someone else.. But I know our love is
strong enough to stay, And I wont go away.This Air That I Breath
You’re the one I need, to share the air I breath, to live this world in, to never stop the spin, you make me so happy I walk through the halls with my head up high and my chin above all others, when I think of you it stalls my blink, my heart will never sink, I’m on the brink of insanity for life doesn’t matter its only you, this eternity im never blue cuz im with you and if I never knew you how could I live this life, sad and mad, I still be going through boys like a simple fad never finding the love I have with you. Its all for you, your all I want your all I need to share this air I breath. When your not here I wish you were near, Alex I have never knew how much fear love could bring, when you leave I feel this great sting in my heart because we’re forced apart. I want to cry while im reading this I don’t want to say goodbye to my fine guy, why do I feel like im dying , I hope you know im not lying, and why am I the only one who is crying? I know you have to go home, but why do I have to feel so alone, despite the fact our love is set in stone. I guess I’ll just call you on my phone. I hope you can hear by the sound of my tone that I do feel alone, and I need you here with me to feel me and heal me.
So real this love has become, your out of this world not sure yet where you come from. I know that I can act dumb and be really numb to your heart I apologize for how I can be, I hope your wont set me free. I’m never going to let you be cant you see, you told me loved me now you have to sit here with me. We fit together so well, life’s pretty swell, really far from hell. Smell of you hair the touch of you skin, I need to hear you call me , catch me when I fall, lets have a ball. Never knew that I could love you so much, Im so aware of you beautiful eyes and when you stare, my heart flares up and my tears dry up, no one but you can free my mind and from my hellish bind, You are so kind, damn it let me tell you how hard it was to find you. I love you with everyone bone in my body.
Roses are red, violets are blue, and I’ve never met a guy that is quite as sweet as you, if you only knew these feelings I’m feeling for you, I like sharing this air I breath with you, I waited all my life for you, dated so many jerks to get to you it was all for you, I knew I loved you, I knew you were out there, do you know who much I care, I would give this air I share with you to keep you here alive, better I die than miss my guy I’m happy you gave me the time of day and you never ran away, I’m here to stay I hope your thinking the same way I love you, Alex.
No Surprise*
Waking up to you is no surprise*
*Waking up with you seeing the sun come arise*
My heart no longer cries, my souls no longer dies So many failed tries to make strong ties with these guys. Take my hand, and come with me to this heaven we’ve found, where no one will come around Lets watch a decade pass as our loves becomes strong and will not fade. I’ll aid you when your ill, I’ll hold you close when you feel a chill. Never are we still, our love is spinning and we know that we’re winning. It’s no surprise that you lift my spirit so high, allowing me to rise, and feel this emotion that’s yet to be felt because you’re the only one who’s ever dealt it out. These words cant describe how happy I am that our love has come about. You’re the prince charming to rescue me from the evil towers, you’re the artist who drew me a vase of flowers, you’re the man with the powers, the power to heal my heart, the power to ease my soul I’m glad we share this love, its not yours, its not mine, its ours.
Now I count the minutes till I hold you in my arms , until I can feel bold, to remind you that I care and wouldn’t dare to leave your side, no more watching the high tide, no more walking on the sandy shore no more watching your eyes light up in the candy store. How would I live with out your love, how could I keep myself from sinking into the quicksand, who would I have to hold my head above.
It’s no surprise that I fell in love, its no surprise we go together so well, your all the keeps me falling slipping into hell. I’ve fallen before, almost not to get up, it was hard to breath, nearly couldn’t sit up, my vision was blurry, and it all came to me… I was in no hurry.
Keep me from that hell, if you ever need me to, I will do as well, you would no longer need to dwell. My heart is in your hands, no long in strands, you pieced me together with you words, smothered me with love, that I couldn’t refuse, all I knew was life was easier, the air now breezier. I guess now I sound even cheesier. But all I want to do is express my feelings toward you, hope I’m not a big bore to you. I love you Alexander, What can I say I’ve never been so happy in my life, you’ve put an end to all that useless strife. And it’s no surprise that you are the one that I want, you are the one that will fill my heart. Wish we were together from the start.
It's sad whenever Im forced to say goodbye, im always forcing back these tears that i'll cry, it's no mistake that your the one that i want from now until i die, alex i've been waiting all my life for you, the great kind of guy.
The one who can always heal my pain, save me from the pouring rain, the one i can wipe the fear from your face, the one who i'll love and ask to fill this empty space. I promise i wont say goodbye from now until i die.Your just the right kind of guy.
It's no surprise you shook up my world, taught my heart to love again, caught me in my tracks, became more than just a friend. No more borken heart, no more empty promises. Your the one I love, no other could change that, it's as if you came from the heavens above. I think my prayers were answered and you were given a small shove.
I shine for you, I feel so fine when im with you. Alex each man stabbed me with a knife, that how much i meant in their life.
But i know your here to stay. Everyday I'm happy to see where we'll be.I'll bare with the time gap, dont worry bout me, I will never flee, don't misake my stary eyed stare, for some evil eyed glare, I wait in a trance to the next time I can run my hand through your hair, to recieve back your stary eyed stare. And you must know I wont say goodbye, Cuz then i'd have to cry. Im gonna love you in everyway. And hey, you make it all worth being gay. I need you to know Im here to stay, for i wouldnt live my life in any other way, in the end i say, I wont say goodbye, cuz that might make you cry, and me... i would die.
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