I hate you with a passion,
In every single way.
Or do I actually love you,
More than words could ever say?
Do I hate you
From the very depths of my soul?
Or do I love you with all of my heart?
Your words haunt me like a ghoul.
But why are your words so unforgettable?
Is it love or is it hate?
The way everything plays out,
It almost feels like fate.
I hate this perpetual struggle,
It makes me want to die.
But just the thought of leaving you,
Already stops me and makes me want to cry.
You make me feel like this,
So why should I even care?
If you were not even in my life,
I would have one less thing to bear.
A carefree world
Rid of you and my worries too.
I will be all alone
Feeling sad, frustrated, and blue.
Does a fine line really exist
Between all that involves hate and love?
I continuously pray
To the twinkling stars above
That I may somehow understand
All of the complications that I feel.
It all seems like a dream –
So is this even real?
Hating is easier than loving,
Isn’t that what somebody once said?
I wish that I could comprehend my emotions,
Because it is screwing with my head.
I hate how your words affect and change me.
I hate how you make me worry too.
I hate how I know it is all really a lie,
When you tell me, “I Love You.”
I hate your smart remarks that are always stupid.
I hate that I laugh at them too.
I hate how all of your traits, good or bad,
Somehow attracts me to you.
I hate the way you make me feel,
That I am lost, scared, or confused.
You tell me that you like to talk to me then ignore me,
Which makes me feel so used.
But because of all these emotions you bring out in me,
I think it may be true,
That everything I say I hate about you
Really means that…I Love You.