Random Ramblings from Me
Frightening Thought Du Jour: We are teen rodents of civilization, destined to run through a suburban maze at the end of which is the processed cheese: a life just as boring as our parents'.

Random Acts of Blindness: I am such a cliche. I am in love with J, an older guy who does not seem to know I exist.(Except for online conversations)

Confused Much? Today, a bad rep is a good thing. Everyone wants to be bad, badder, baddest. Say you've had sex even if you haven't. Live hip or die.

Girl in the middle: On one side of me, the sanctimonious Join-hands-at-the-flagpole-every-morning-because-True-Love-Waits kinda girls. On the other side of me, the pathetic Got-pregnant-on-purpose-kept-the-baby-who's-in-day-care-down-the-hallway-while-I-go-to_class Kinda girls...(the story of my friends lives)

None of the above: I am still among the Have-not-yet-succumbed-to-the-call-of-the-wild.(as my bff calls it) But why wait? I mean, what's the point, If its the right guy? When's the "right time," anyhow?

Smokin': I still fantasize about J all the time; dream when I'm asleep, daydream when I'm awake. Makes me feel like I'm in free fall.

{I'll prbably get in shit for this part.. but this an assignment for my english class... no way in hell is my diary anything like this... hah.. sorry Mr. Cook}