The Fear In Me

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Sometimes I lie awake at night, eyes looking but not

seeing. Searching for a safe retreat from the past that

invades my time of sleep. I lie ther waiting for some

unseen thing to catch me, and taunt me Into a corner

To be alone with all my fears and doubts.

Myabe It seems that I stand alone and tall and have no

fears. Sometimes at night while I sleep there Is an

unrest In me, a fear that I don't understand. It keeps

me alone, and afraid to trust. It comes to me in my time

of sleep, when I am feeling at rest and have peace of mind

and of heart. I can not see It, but It will awaken me

suddenly. The whole of my body in sweat and tremors.

It shakes me to my soul. My blood rushes like a swolen

river in the spring. My eyes show fear of life

and see none to fear.

I don't know what or where I only want to confront It

so I can be at rest within my self. I guess maybe I am

just afraid of the dark? So if you can help me see the

clear blue skies and the beauty of a storm. And fear not

this fate that taunts my every living part. Then take my

hand, and walk with me in the dark. And I shall give to

the whole of my being. Which I would call my heart.

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