.[ POEM ].
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I'm no fighter im jus a lover. I'm no sweet talker, jus shy and soft. Please dont lie to me with your words Cuz deep down in my heart it really hurts Please hold me tightly within your arms. And fill me full of your charms. Please kiss me softly on the cheek. And whisper words of love I seek. Please care for me as I care for you, And feel the love that's honest and true. * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ *


I'll always love you more than you know But you were stubborn and just let me go Now I sit here playing the fool While you're with another acting all cool All I ever wanted was just to be loved by you But you hurt my feelings by acting so cruel
You played with my heart so I'm letting you know How would you feel if I let you go But I don't blame you for all that you've done I only wish I hadn't been so dumb I fell for you in so many ways Now I stay in my room crying all day Was it really love that I truly felt Or was it just something else You wrapped your arms around me keeping me warm I felt the comfort and I felt reborn Then I realized you were just teasing me You used me for your game, why couldn't I see I guess I let my heart take over; It hurts me so much with an emotion so kind I guess what they say is right: Love is Blind
* ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * As I look out the majestic sea I know dat u and I were meant 2 be I only wish I can make u see How much ur love means 2 me I wish I can walk up to u And speak the wordz dat lovers do But now I sit here sad and blue Wishin dat I can be wit u!! * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * As time goes by A single tear rolls from my eye The memories are so hard to face Everything in my life is so out of place The rides in the fair and the walks on the beach Now all those moments are out of my reach When I think about the times we kissed I grow weak and restrain the feelings I miss Oh how these feelings grow The feelings I try not to show All this time I have been hiding my pain But now, I feel as if these feelings I can't restrain How I can hold back all this hurt- I don't know Yet time always seems to go on- Just like rivers will flow Oh, I begged you not to go But all you could tell me was a heartbreaking no To me- life is so unfair I told you that I really cared Still you ignored my pleas and left Did you know that you commited theft? It was my heart that you stole Now there isn't anything in my chest except an empty hole Fish will swim and birds will sing Yet nothing hurts as much as what a lost love brings Sometimes I stay up at night and cry Sometimes I wish that I would die My soul burns with an erotic desire As a flame bursts into a fire Oh how my heart has an incredible yearning When my soul is damned with an eternal burnin So now it's time for me to take my life I hold on to the blades of the knife I stab myself with a bloodcurdling scream Don't worry for you will see me in your dreams I will never forget your love As I wait for you up above * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * I try to talk....but i cannot speak As these warm tears roll down my cheek I`m only a kid I`m only 15 But you wont believe the things i`ve been thru and seen Life`s so bitter, life`s so sad Life`s such a bitch it makes me mad I thought i`m suppose to be having the "time of my life" but it feels like to my wrist, i wanna take a knife So i can end all this sadness and pain Before i go even more insane It`s so hard to be happy and smile This life of mine, made me so fragile Hear me out, hear my plea I only want someone to be there for me * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * My heart hurts, My head is spinning, I don`t know what to do, I don`t feel like living, I gave u my heart, And u broke it in two, You`ll never,ever know How much i love u, The pain i feel inside Is burning up my dreams, I thought u loved me, But not everything is what it seems, But now that it`s over, I feel so sad. And deep down inside i`m hurt, angry & mad, U act as though u never cared, Like u don`t remember the times we shared. I lay in bed & wonder, If u still love me, But i know our love was just a short lived memory You`ve probably already found sumone new, Knowing in my heart, I STILL LOVE YOU * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ *