April 6, 2003(4:58 pm)
++BYE++ Hey everybody! I just wanted to correct a little mistake that I made. It turns out Lemont DUMPED me. Not a simple: " Thingz Aren't Going To Work" break up. But a piercing, heartbreaking, ego shattering, excruciating, unbearable abandonment. Oh did I mention I was pregnant? Shocked? Me too. I thought only certified Doctors and EPTs could tell you that. Tuh! I guess inquisitive little teenz can tell you too. Learn something new everyday. I just wanted to get everything straight so I don't upset "Oh Mighty King Lemont Ruler of the Universe". So just scratch everything I wrote before this date. Oh and I have a new site now. Yep I've been HOSTED. If you want to find out where, just e-mail me here for the new url. I don't want no more drama gettin started because nosy mothafuckaz can't mind they own damn business these dayz. Shit bad enough people can't talk to ex-boyfriendz about they problemz but now they can't even talk to they damn self wit out the rest of the world gettin involved. I guess I'll be sure to put up my disclaimer next time. The one that reads: This is MY site and I made it for ME and only ME. To accomplish the purpose of ME expressing MYself creatively and emotionally, So I don't go out on killin sprees and suicide missionz. And because it's MINE, I can say and do what the fuck I want. So don't come to ME wit no bull shit cuz you will not be responded to. If you got a problem with that please click here. Well those are all the wordz Ima leave you wit on this site. Like I said, if you want the new url you know where I’m at.
Hey I have a new poetry. Iv'e been inspired. By What? You Tell Me. Well Here It is. Tell Me What you think.

The Crazy Things I Do For Love
False resentment, verbal abuse,
A simple heartbreak a sad excuse.
I let go all the wrong he does,
The crazy things I do for love.
The fuckin frontin, The accusations
The strength it took to push temptation
The sacrifice of past affection
To only run into rejection
No leniency to weak perceptions
Then I make just one exception.
The childish games played just because,
The crazy things I do for love.
3 senseless words he just forgot
The I love yous and I love you nots.
I lost my mind I lost my pride
And now hes pushin for suicide.
The love that made my life complete
Echos in laughter of cruel defeat.
My passion was taken advantage of
The crazy things I do for love.
My hearts too sore and filled with fright,
To deal wit bullshit left and right.
The consequences I suffered from,
Memories I have to overcome,
Well it's over now I'm finally through
Too Bad I'm Still In Love With You.

Spit By
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March 29, 2003(2:14 am)
++ CAN'T SLEEP++ Man it's almost 2:30 in the morning and I aint had no kinda sleep. I been on this damn computer since like 9 somethin this mornin. I need to be goin to sleep so I can wake up early and go to the bank. The River Wars (a basketball game) is today at WASH-U(Washington University) Ill side VS. Mo side. I think missouri got a pretty good chance of winnin. But thats what I thought when it was city VS. county. Cuz the city shol as hell lost. I guess white man can jump. Well thats all for now. About to go make a layout.
Spit By
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March 27, 2003(5:39 pm)
++ BACK 4 THE FIRST TIME++ Damn! It feels good to finally be bloggin again. Its been hellaz. Well long as its been it’s sad to report nothing interesting happened. Me and Lemont is broken up and this time I think it’s final. I ended it on my B-Day. Now I’m just sittin at home on springbreak bored as a mothafucka. I really do need to get out the house. But where can I go. Any suggestionz? E-Mail me. Well that’s it for now. I think I’m gon get started on a real layout. Bye.(5:43) Spit By
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