Thoughts of fear and destruction cloud my mind
Is there anything I can do or hide behind?
I’m goin’ crazy, and everyone’s too lazy
to help me get over this, I’ve lost all my bliss
I need to get away from my family, my peers
*I need to get away from the thoughts, tears, and
fears of myself becoming
Renegade (I fear myself becoming)
Renegade (I fear myself becoming)
Renegade (and if I become renegade)
I won’t be the same (I’ll be insane)
I’ll be hell, I’ll be Pain, I’ll be the End of the Game
And once I become Renegade I know I can’t go back
It’ll be like a new me,
I’ll be everything you lack
*I’ll be anger, hatred, hunger, badness, violence, silence, and sadness
*I’ll be the angel of death, apocalypse now, can any one stop this madness!?!?
And while your playin with your friends havin fun,
I’ll be alone. By myself, with no one
Renegade (I fear myself becoming)
Renegade (I fear myself becoming)
Renegade (and if I become renegade)
I won’t be the same (I’ll be insane)
I’ll be hell, I’ll be Pain, I’ll be the End of the Game
I don’t know
How long I can hold on
All I know
Is that I’ll go off like a bomb
Silent and deadly,
Unexpected and messy
Renegade (I fear myself becoming)
Renegade (I fear myself becoming)
Renegade (and if I become renegade)
I won’t be the same (I’ll be insane)
I’ll be hell, I’ll be Pain, I’ll be (scilence) the End of the Game
Going to school when I’m thirty minutes late
Looks like I’ll be here when I’m too old to date
Burning homework in the classroom
Yelling “Mikey go boom!”
Streaking on the field in the middle of lunchtime
Climbing on the roof just to get to some attention
I might be taken down, or even laughed at loud
But then I’ll flash the entire fucking crowd
Chorus
School sucks, it wasn’t meant for me
With hope, I’ll pass eventually
Don’t know if I’ll ever be free
All I know is I’m taking this mother fucker down
Well I’m skippin’ forth period and stealin’ shop tools
Takin’ a marker and writing “Anarchy Rules”
All over the doors, and the PE lockers
All the windows, all the floors, and the student lockers
Talking bullshit on the school PA system
Calling your ex a bitch cause you really despise them
Calling all your friends gay, See the prince and run away
You could probably go on with this all fucking day
Chorus
School sucks, it wasn’t meant for me
With hope, I’ll pass eventually
Don’t know if I’ll ever be free
All I know is I’m taking this mother fucker down
I know I shouldn’t be here, this isn’t right for me
haven’t passed a grade since 1993
but my teachers keep encouraging me
and my parents keep begging me
So I’m stuck in this fucker till I turn 18
Chorus
School sucks, it wasn’t meant for me
With hope, I’ll pass eventually
Don’t know if I’ll ever be free
All I know is I’m taking this mother fucker down
you tell me you love me
but love doesent last
you tell me every second that
you had a blast
well right now your gone
gone and it will be the last
the last time ill see you so you can kiss my ass
i gave you everything and in return what do i get
a slap in the face and a new frend and yet
time has gone by but my fielings dont change
youll always have that special little page to be in my head
wile i go to sleep all alone in my bed
this fieling i feel its so unreal
i know its not the same way you feel
why is my life like a drama
the sadder i get the hapier everyone else
and now that im hear theres only one thing to do
tell you how much how much i truly miss you
its like a fieling inside
everytime i close my eyes
i cant forget
how much you ment
and now that your gone
you wrote that dear john
i need to let you know
that i do love you so
how could you say
you didnt try to play
mess with my mind
and now that your with him
my thought are so grim
its true its unpredictable just like you
im stormin through my mind
not sure what im trying to find
and maybe then ill see you there with that sad look of dispare
and then ill trun you away
just like you did that one faithfull day
the day i will never forget as ling as i dont get blone up by a jet
this feiling i feel i cant belive how i feel ots been so long but this is my song
its like a fieling inside
everytime i close my eyes
i cant forget
how much you ment
and now that your gone
you wrote that dear john
i need to let you know
that i do love you so
i tried to be all happy and hide my self
but every one saw right threw me
like a giant empty bookshelf
i tried to hide
that you hurt my pride
but isent it funny how
48 hours away it would have been that special day
but the you made me have to throw all my flowers away
and now that your gone and its been so long
i want to let you know that before i was wrong
its like a fieling inside
everytime i close my eyes
i cant forget
how much you ment
and now that your gone
you wrote that dear john
i need to let you know
that i do love you so
you never fucking liked me
not throught all of your life
now its time to cut my wrist
weres my nife
you cought me off gard but
but next time i wont be waiting like a damn retard
you had your chance
dont come back asking for some romance
its time you learnd that this fieling inside
its runing out and when it does
it wont be long before your memory goes dead
it wont be long before i forget
before your out of my head
i cant go on
with all the shit i used to go through
its like a time bomb
you never know when its going to blow
and when it doese ill tell you i told you so
its like a fieling inside
everytime i close my eyes
i cant forget
how much you ment
and now that your gone
you wrote that dear john
i need to let you know
that i do love you so
its like a fieling inside
everytime i close my eyes
i cant forget
how much you ment
and now that your gone
you wrote that dear john
i need to let you know
that i do love you so
After Everything
By Mike
I don’t know why it’s so hard for me
To keep a good relationship on it's feet
I’ve tried so hard and failed again
Don’t know why they’re always leavin
Maybe it’s my bad humor or lame taste
Or maybe it’s how quick I try to get to third base
Maybe it’s my incredibly “short sword”
Or Maybe it’s the car I drive; a crappy Ford
Whatever it’s is, I don’t give a fuck
According to me I’m all out of luck
After all this time I’ve wasted my life
Thinkin of ending it with a knife
After everything I’ve done
After everything I’ve seen
I’ve stopped caring about everything
After all the times I’ve tried
After all the many lies
I’ve stopped partying and dating
My love life seems to be
One big huge story of animosity
Every time I try, every time I fall
I’m goin to die lonely after all
I’m tired of tryin over and over again
Tired of to striving to make things work
Don’t see why I try to make amends
Don’t know why everyone calls me a jerk
Whatever it’s is, I don’t give a fuck
According to me I’m all out of luck
After all this time I’ve wasted my life
Thinkin of ending it with a knife
After everything I’ve done
After everything I’ve seen
I’ve stopped caring about everything
After all the times I’ve tried
After all the many lies
I’ve stopped partying and dating
I’m done, I’m gone, I’m over and out
I’m sick of being tossed around and about
From person to person, from friend to friend
If I go on like this it’ll never end
All of my friends keep telling me
I should try again try to be happy
But I just sit there with a stoned grin
I know its gonna end with a bottle of gin
After everything I’ve done
After everything I’ve seen
I’ve stopped caring about everything
After all the times I’ve tried
After all the many lies
I’ve stopped partying and dating
The Plan
By Mike
I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again
I hate how you’re always leavin
Whenever you do, I become
Lonely and sad kind of like a bum
Without anyone to talk to
All I wanna do is talk with you
But your dad tries to break us apart
Taking away the phone before I express my heart
Now I’ve realized what I have to do
All I want to do is hang out with you
I’ll get to you any way I can
All I have to do is make a plan
I’ll always stand by you
Comfort you when you need it
I know you need me too
Don’t say it but I can see it
Don’t care what your parents think
I’m already here and here to stay
Don’t care what your friends may think
Everything is true, every word I say
I’ve made a plan, ready to go
I’ll bike to your house and lay low
So your parents won’t see me climbin the tree
I’ve made it to your room, hangin happily
Suddenly your dad breaks in
With a double barrel shotgun and a bottle of gin
Holy shit I didn’t plan for this
Guess I’ll have to wing it
Jump off the roof before he caps my ass
But it was all worth it, I had a blast
I’ll always stand by you
Comfort you when you need it
I know you need me too
Don’t say it but I can see it
Don’t care what your parents think
I’m already here and here to stay
Don’t care what your friends may think
Everything is true, every word I say
If I don’t call for three weeks
It’s cause I’m terrified of your dad
And when I go back to your house
I’ll show your dad I’m not that bad
I’ll act kind around your mom
I will not try to burn your dog
And some day with all luck
I’ll be in the family but still suck
Now I’ve realized what I have to do
All I want to do is hang out with you
I’ll get to you any way I can
All I have to do is make a plan
I’ll always stand by you
Comfort you when you need it
I know you need me too
Don’t say it but I can see it
Don’t care what your parents think
I’m already here and here to stay
Don’t care what your friends may think
Everything is true, every word I say
Good Times
By Ran
Good Bad Ugly
Fun Hard Horribly
Life is strange
With too much change
I can't keep up
I feel like throwing up
Only at times
You can think of
Few moments that
Change the faith
Good times Good times
Are the best
Without them
I will never rest
A lot of times you are
depressed, depressed
Or maybe just a little
stressed, a little stressed
All you need is too cheer up
And just think of Good Times
Once is a lifetime you can say
How much fun was your day
So when a tough day comes along
You can remember the good day
Good times Good times
Are the best
Without them
I will never rest