Goodbyes

                            I've said my goodbye.. 

                             Do you feel guilty, 

                             Now that I'm gone? 

                      You never meant to take it this far, 

            But you couldn't risk the chance of swallowing your pride. 

                          I guess I knew it all along, 

                But the hope of being truly loved was too strong, 

                             I let myself believe, 

                         All your profanatory words. 

                           Every single one burns, 

                     But at least I have learned something, 

                            What,I do not know. 

                         I'm faking my optimism here. 

                          And I've ran out of tears, 

                        I guess I'm better off this way, 

                             Leaving you behide. 

                           Still every now and then, 

                         I look back at us,and begin, 

                             To die all over again.