mysticals little corner of submission

*smiles* welcome to my first attempt at a webpage.. please be patient.. it will take some time but I will try to add as I go...
I guess You figured out by the title up top.. I am a submissive woman.. *smiles* something that makes me very happy... I started my path years ago in my mind, but only over the last two years have explored.. R/L and on the net...
I have been blessed to become part of a family that I love very much... first there is the one I look to for everything.. He is the one constant in a world that is often cruel and rocky.. WildKnight... He is a strong and caring man that has taken this one as His submissive... then there is my sister sparkles *smiles* without her sometimes I think I would fall apart.. she has become a shoulder to cry on.. and a friend to laugh with until I don't think I can take anymore... I would do anything for them.. and I mean anything.. day or night...
I have made such good friends on the net.. but not without hurting myself or others along the way.. but with help from WildKnight, I have learned that the only way to survive and be happy is to be true to Yourself above all else.. and to others... secrets and lies hurt so many.. and this one has learned so much...
submission to me is not a game... it is a way of life.. D/s is not for everyone.. and that is how it should be.. if we were all the same, the world would be a very boring place indeed... there are many types of submissive women.. and many different styles of D/s I have learned.. none right and none wrong.. just finding what makes You happy and complete is what is important...




In the grand scheme of things I suppose that people look at D/s or submission as a strange choice. Some think that in order to submit You must be weak or lacking in self respect... I have found neither of these *stereo types* to be true about myself. I believe in my heart that I am not a weak person. Nor do I feel I am without self respect... being a submissive does not make You a doormat.. for someone to use and abuse... of course there are submissives that prefer that way of life... just not me...
Being able to submit to one person.. is a gift.. to completely give of Yourself.. mind, heart, soul and body... is a wonderful feeling when You find the one that makes You believe that You are giving a gift.. not just following along and going thru the motions.. here is a small paragraph of what submission means to me... to give completely to one..



i am my Master's submissive. If it pleases Him to have me kneel before Him, i will kneel reverently. If it pleases Him to have me kiss His feet, i will kiss His feet lovingly. If it pleases Him to bind me, i will gladly offer my arms to Him. If it pleases Him to touch me, i will allow myself to be touched. If it pleases Him to teach me, i will learn all i can. If it pleases Him to discipline me, i will accept it without a sound. If it pleases Him to take away my freedom, i will patiently await His command. If it pleases Him to allow me to serve Him, i will serve Him with loyalty and devotion. If it pleases Him to allow me to exist, I will exist only to please Him.






this is me