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If my life was a window
you would want to see a
view from it wouldn’t you ?

text on this page is extracts from the book
"I haven't written it yet and probally wont"
by Shellie Wilson yet to be printed in 1998
by Never in your life publications


My views (at the time of writing) are as follows ..

Life ...

Well as complex as it sometimes seems to me ..I think I can give you my definition ..

Whether we are here or not.. as individuals the world will almost certainly continue to spin
although we are all unique in every possible way .
We can and are replaced ..as one of us leave this world another one enters ..
We are just on a path to some where else.
Meantime we are here to try an play this complex Game Of Life ..
Where our defenses
our enemies
our tactics
our motives
our team mates
and our strategy
all change along with the rules ..

The are no rules to life except to complete it and to play the game the best way you can.
And to fight hard all the way along to the finish line ..

You could say that our moves are already planned out or you could say that we roll the dice and take each move accordingly ..
But which way along the game board do we move ..left or right ?
Either way your world will still end ..your game will still finish ..but its not about changing the ending its about changing the play of the game ..

We cant always determine how the dice will fall or what square on the game board we will land ..But what we do know is that we have to take that move
and if we think hard enough about landing on a six ..maybe we just will ..

So if your heart desires you to take the left turn then tilt your body to the left and maybe you just might fall that direction ..
you cant make things happen but you can certainly help them along the way ..

No matter what ..enjoy what you have ..if you throw the dice and you don’t like the number that comes up..
feel free to give it another throw ..

There is one good thing about the rules of this Game Of Life..
You can throw the dice as many times as you like ..Keep throwing till you find the number you were looking for.


Online Friendships

Well this is a topic any Internet user will understand ..
Online friendships come and go and we soon learn to enjoy them while they last and occasionally we might make a friend forever ..
but then again forever is a longtime .

One of the things I have learnt about online friendships and off-line for that matter is to build up trust ..
Give someone honesty and in return you shall recieve ..

Not always the case however and no doubt just like me you will learn out who is being honest and who isn’t the hard way just like I did .
Like any acquaintance you make you need to be careful whether is be online or off-line
You never really know someone ..But there is a screen between you and your new online friend
so take the time to get to know them ..Don’t rush cause friendships don’t happen over night they take time to develop .

There are a lot of great people out there on the net to meet ..people from all over the world ..far and near .
And maybe when you find a true friend you will find yourself a Online Romance.


Online Romance


Well I certainly wasn’t looking for it ..but like all good love it just happens.
And it Just sort of happened to me. One minute it was just there.
There we were talking away night after night ..talking about the days events talking about past events talking about life..
And there is was Love ..all of a sudden staring me in the face ..
But what we had was a online love ..and I do believe there is a difference ..
love across the screen is special in its own way ..I know I did it for a year ..
but love off-line is much more.

Being able to see someone’s emotions rather then read them ..
is like being able to sip champagne instead of water ..

The whole time I was online and in love ..I knew that I was missing out the simplest of things..
Like seeing his emotions rather then reading it .. hearing his voice ..ect ect ...
no need for me to continue I am sure you get my drift ..
but after so long of not being able to see these little taken for granted wonders it makes me apreciate it much more.

But if you find yourself in a online romance ..take it as that a online romance.
When you meet that person off-line and you can still say you love them . .then you have a true romance ..
if you want something hard enough you will get it ..

Not being able to touch someone is the greatest restriction the net has to offer ..
So when your nights get lonely and his e-mail doesn’t come .
Put your hand to the screen ...close your eyes tight and imagine your online love there ..

And together one day you will both be sitting on the same side of the screen ..
and let me tell you this ..sitting next to your online love in front of a computer screen
is certainly a weird feeling ..but certainly a nice feeling ..

And to my online /off-line Love ..
If all those lonely nights.. where words were all we had
if that’s what it took to be able to be with you now ..
then it was worth it to wake up next to you night after night .......



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