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This is a collection of poetry and utter blabber from my own

personal private diary  and personal notes

going back many years

 

Any use of these poems without my prior knowledge

would be totally unethical and totally not nice

 

Tears of sand

Night is light

That's not what I mean

He Handed me a Rose

Blanket of Hope Make believe Ticket
Calling of the Sea

 

 

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CRYING TEARS OF SAND

Salty tears running through my hand

The tear glistening in the sun

I am not finished I am not done

Salty tears running down my cheek

They have been there almost a week

You turned and walked away

With nothing more to do or say

The day you left is the day I cried

The day you left is the day I died

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He handed me a rose ..red sweet with petals of silk ..

I walked around for days with the rose against my chest

then it started to wither and wilt but

I could still smell the scent of the petals against my skin

but the red rose began to fade ..

I held it tighter trying to hang on to my rose ..

but the tighter I tried to hold onto it the deeper in the

thorn would press into my skin ..

with a prick against my flesh ..

I flinched and the rose dropped lifeless to the floor ..

turning my hand around blood was trickling from

it and running down my fingers ..

as a droplet of my blood fell from my fingers

I followed it down with my eyes

The droplet fell upon the rose splashing across the dry petals no longer ..red sweet or silk

The rose once gave me such joy ..

who could have thought a rose ..red sweet with petals of silk

could hurt me so much ..

the smell of the rose still lingers in the air ..

but the wound hasn't healed and blood still is there . 

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N
IGHT IS LIGHT BUT DARK IS DAY

 the tears flow up and the roses grow down

the sky is green and the grass is grey

the bees are sweet and honey buzzes

but Night Is light and Dark is day

 

blue is red and red is yellow

Rain is dry but dry is wet

Sad is happy and happy is lost

But Night is light and dark is day

 

Trees are dead and dead is alive

gold is sliver and silver is golden

we are known but known is not here

but night is light and dark is day

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BLANKET OF HOPE

My Blanket of hope is Stitched at the seam with Pieces of fabric from where I have been ,

it keeps me warm till night falls away , but I tend to hide behind it when the sky turns to day

my blanket had markings of love but pain has taken out the colour on the image of a dove

The dove has no wings just white by its side no vision of hope but the pains there to hide

each day a new white stitch is made ..but each day a stitch begins to fade

Patches of happiness cover some dark ..but fabric torn with sadness have left there mark

My blanket of hope is all tattered and torn ripped at the seems to be thrown away

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The calling of the sea

As the sand passes through my bare toes

The urge to place my near naked body in the mighty

ocean of the world is hard to resist

let my pride be taken let me be charmed by the

graceful ups and downs of tidal movements

share it with me for I must insist

As I exit the fresh enticing water I leave behind a piece of

my undivided soul to be left with the rest of those

who could not endure

the calling of the sea

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That's not what I mean
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I have sunflowers in my hair

and roses in my garden

but that’s not what I mean

A sweet perfume against my skin

but no sweet smell is there

But that’s not what I mean

I may walk in a straight line

but my steps are scattered side by side

But that’s not what I mean

We sat at the table, Drank wine from the glass

placed in my hand ,now a bottled unopened

But that’s not what I mean

your stars brought me light you sun

brought me warmth

But that’s not what I mean

A red glass a blue bottle

makes no difference to me

But that’s not what I mean

Broken window pane . pieces on the floor

with no windows there’s nothing to see

But that’s not what I mean

Don’t you see ? 

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MAKE BELIEVE TICKET

 Spreading my wings and closing my eyes..

I want to jump off this rock and land in the sand

releasing my thoughts out into the air ..

falling off the edge I reach out for your hand

our wings caught by the wind ,were taken afar

soaring high, clouds around and the world below

destination to be tranquil and peaceful

if I gave you a make believe ticket would you go

 

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