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| That's not what I mean | ||
| Blanket of Hope | Make believe Ticket | |
| Calling of the Sea |
CRYING TEARS OF SAND
Salty tears running through my hand
The tear glistening in the sun
I am not finished I am not done
Salty tears running down my cheek
They have been there almost a week
You turned and walked away
With nothing more to do or say
The day you left is the day I cried
The day you left is the day I died
He handed me a rose ..red sweet with petals of silk ..
I walked around for days with the rose against my chest
then it started to wither and wilt but
I could still smell the scent of the petals against my skin
but the red rose began to fade ..
I held it tighter trying to hang on to my rose ..
but the tighter I tried to hold onto it the deeper in the
thorn would press into my skin ..
with a prick against my flesh ..
I flinched and the rose dropped lifeless to the floor ..
turning my hand around blood was trickling from
it and running down my fingers ..
as a droplet of my blood fell from my fingers
I followed it down with my eyes
The droplet fell upon the rose splashing across the dry petals no longer ..red sweet or silk
The rose once gave me such joy ..
who could have thought a rose ..red sweet with petals of silk
could hurt me so much ..
the smell of the rose still lingers in the air ..
but the wound hasn't healed and blood still is there .
the tears flow up and the roses grow down
the sky is green and the grass is grey
the bees are sweet and honey buzzes
but Night Is light and Dark is day
blue is red and red is yellow
Rain is dry but dry is wet
Sad is happy and happy is lost
But Night is light and dark is day
Trees are dead and dead is alive
gold is sliver and silver is golden
we are known but known is not here
but night is light and dark is day
and roses in my garden
but thats not what I mean
A sweet perfume against my skin
but no sweet smell is there
But thats not what I mean
I may walk in a straight line
but my steps are scattered side by side
But thats not what I mean
We sat at the table, Drank wine from the glass
placed in my hand ,now a bottled unopened
But thats not what I mean
your stars brought me light you sun
brought me warmth
But thats not what I mean
A red glass a blue bottle
makes no difference to me
But thats not what I mean
Broken window pane . pieces on the floor
with no windows theres nothing to see
But thats not what I mean
Dont you see ?
MAKE BELIEVE TICKET
Spreading my wings and closing my eyes..
I want to jump off this rock and land in the sand
releasing my thoughts out into the air ..
falling off the edge I reach out for your hand
our wings caught by the wind ,were taken afar
soaring high, clouds around and the world below
destination to be tranquil and peaceful
if I gave you a make believe ticket would you go