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Alicia,

    Today was probably one of the worst days of my life. So far here is how they rank:
1. The day I almost lost my dad
2. The day i lost my grandpa
3. The day i lost JoAnne
4. The day i lost my grandma
5. Today
Here's why. Today i almost lost the most important part of my life. Today i was faced with the reality that i Jeff Bellamy, am not the perfect boyfriend/best friend that i had hoped to be. The past few weeks were brought to my attention. I was treating the most important, and most fullfilling part of my life like it was not even important. I guess i was takin all my bad moods out on the wrong person. The person who didnt deserve it. The person who is suppose to help me through those days, but i wouldnt let help me. I didnt want to burden her with any of my problems cause i knew she had too much goin on already. I have been thinking a lot tonite....i've come to the conclusion that the reason she felt as though she may need time apart from me is because i havent made her feel important to me. Which is wrong. When you love somebody as much as i love her, you just dont do that. And unfortunately sometimes it takes almost loosing something so important to you, for you to realize just how special that person is, and just how much she really means to your life, to your happiness, and to your heart. If she remembers to look this page up soon, i just hope she knows i love her so very much. And that i am sorry, this was all my fault and i acknowledge that. me, that was the problem. And to you i am sorry. i love you. Please forgive me.

Love, your best friend

Jeffrey Paul

 

Still feels like our first night together,
Feels like the first kiss,
It's gettin' better. baby, no one can better this.
Still holdin' on, you're still the one.
First time our eyes met,
Same feelin' I get,
Only feels much stronger,
Wanna love you longer.
You still turn the fire on.
CHORUS:
So if you're feelin' lonely, don't,
You're the only one I ever want.
I only wanna make it good,
So if I love you a little more than I should
Please forgive me, I know not what I do,
Please forgive me, I can't stop lovin' you.
Don't deny me, this pain I'm goin' through,
Please forgive me if I need you like I do.
Please believe me every word I say is true,
Please forgive me, I can't stop lovin' you.

Still feels like our best times are together,
Feels like the first touch,
Still gettin' closer, baby, can't get close enough,
Still holdin' on, still number one.
I remember the smell of your skin,
I remember everything,
I remember all your moves,
I remember you.
I remember the nights, ya know I still do.
CHORUS
One thing I'm sure of
Is the way we make love
And one thing I depend on
Is for us to stay strong.
With every word and every breath I'm prayin',
That's why I'm sayin'

Please forgive me, I know not what I do,
Please forgive me, I can't stop lovin' you.
Don't deny me, this pain I'm goin' through,
Please forgive me if I need you like I do.
Babe, believe me every word I say is true,
Please forgive me if I can't stop lovin' you.
Never leave me, I don't know what I'd do,
Please forgive me, I can't stop lovin' you.

Can't stop lovin' you.