Chapter Thirty-Seven: Women Behaving Badly
They
worked on into the night and Nimoë strained to pass as much of her
healing song through to her charges as she was able. There was no rationing
this time, only the driving will of one woman determined to strengthen
the army of Rohan before the morning. A few hours before dawn, Nimoë
sternly told Halanna to get more sleep and, though she was reluctant, the
girl did as she was told, finding a comfortable corner to lie in.
Once
Nimoë was certain that Halanna slept, she began to rummage through
the room, delving through the small piles of the personal belongings of
her patients. After only a few minutes she stood up from a pile, a large
bundle clutched tight in her hands. Glancing about to make certain that
she was not observed, Nimoë stealthily made her way out the door of
the infirmary. She had done all that she could. The time had come to move
on.
The
faint light of returning dawn filtered through an open window and fell
onto Halanna’s sleeping countenance. The gentle warmth it brought with
it awoke her and she sat up, looking about for Nimoë. It took only
a moment to ascertain that the Elf was not in the building.
Halanna
rose quickly and went about the beds of the men, many of whom were growing
impatient with their confinement. Nimoë had told Halanna the night
before which of the men would be able to leave with the army of Rohan in
the morning, so the girl went to those men and made the final changes of
bandages and checked for any regression in their healing. As soon as each
one had been looked over, she sent them on their way with a smile and wish
for success in their venture.
By
the time Halanna had completed that task, Nimoë had not yet returned.
She was growing concerned. It was unlike the Elf to disappear for so long
when there was work to be done. She tugged impatiently on her hair, which
she had pulled back into a long braid upon waking.
A man
who was resting on a cot behind her spoke, “If you are looking for the
Elf, I am afraid that you will not find her. I watched her when she left,
some hours ago. Took my gear, she did. Burrowed around in my things until
she found what she was looking for. She took my leather armor, and my cloak
and helm. I did not ask her what she was about, for I could guess it well
enough. She has gone to follow the Rohirrim to Gondor. I wish her well,
for I know that she will bring her healing to others.”
Halanna
was rocked by the revelation. She had given her word to the Lord Eomer
to keep Nimoë from doing anything reckless. And what had she done?
Fallen asleep. Dismay overran her and she began thinking frantically how
she could right her mistake.
Henodred
called to her from across the room. “Halanna, is it time for me now to
join my brethren in arms?”
Quickly
she crossed to his side, and laid her hands against his chest, gently forcing
him back into the bed, from which he was struggling to rise. “No, Henodred.
You are not strong enough to go. You must remain here and heal, so that
if the war finds its way here, you can aid the defense of Dunharrow.”
He
continued to struggle against her, and finally she was forced to sit down
upon him, to make him cease his efforts. “Get off, Halanna. I wish to ride
forth to battle. You cannot command me in this.”
Not
budging from her seat, she pressed his shoulders back down onto the bed,
pinning him there. “Brother, even though you are my elder, if only by a
year, and a man, right now I can pin you to your sheets. I am stronger
than you. Does that bode well for a long hard march to battle? You must
remain here. I will not leave this spot until you promise me that you will
not do anything so foolish.”
Henodred
finally yielded, somewhat struck by his sister’s uncharacteristic boldness.
“Fine. You win, Halanna. I will stay.”
“Good,”
she nodded, and stood up, releasing him from her weight. “Let me take your
things and I will have them laundered. Soon you will be up and about, and
you will want clean clothes to wear.” She bent and picked up the pile of
gear off of the floor, then walked purposefully out of the door.
Once
on the outside, she fell back against the wall of the building, her heart
pounding madly, as her decision was finally made. She pushed herself off
the wall, and went behind the building, where she quickly changed out of
her brown dress and soiled white apron and pulled on her brother’s clothes.
The trousers felt odd to her, and the coarse fabric between her legs made
them chafe, but she knew with resignation that in order to follow Nimoë,
she must be as a man. Next came the shirt and vest, which she covered with
Henodred’s leather hauberk. His earth-toned cloak she tossed about her
shoulders, and tucked her braid down inside of it, then pulled up the hood.
Finally, she bent and hefted her brother’s long sword, which was sheathed
in its belt. It felt heavy and awkward, but she slung it about her slight
waist, tightening the belt to keep the too large pants from sliding off,
then dropped the hem of the cloak down over it.
With
a final glance at the infirmary, she nodded resolutely. She had made a
promise, and she meant to see it through. Walking as nonchalantly as she
could manage, she went to the stables and commandeered a horse, saying
that she was to follow the riders to the muster at Edoras. The mount which
was brought to her was tall and spirited, and shone like the sun.
All
the Rohirrim learned to ride from their birth, so Halanna felt no trepidation
as she vaulted to the horse’s back. His name, she was told, was Goliant,
and she stroked his neck, then urged him to a brisk trot, following the
trail made by the larger passing of the gathered strength of Dunharrow.
Nimoë
kept her face low, shrouded within her hood, but she glanced up the line
of horses to Eomer, who rode at the fore with Theoden and Merry. The horse
she rode was unusually docile for a horse of Rohan, but she had been assured
by the stable master that he was well able to match pace with the others.
The poor stallion had been saddled with the name of Bluebell because of
his quiet nature.
Although
she was happy to have a calmer beast beneath her, Nimoë found that
she missed Finduél. Of course, there had been no question of bringing
that noble beast. Eomer would have recognized her immediately. Secrecy
was her ally, and any small thing she could do to make herself less conspicuous
was of vital importance. So as she rode she kept up a quiet song, urging
those about her to look past her and through her. They did indeed see her,
for she was there, but to them her presence was as unnoticed as the sight
of their nose upon their face. Always it was there, but the mind simply
chooses not to see it, because it is of no import.
The
company rode hard, intent on reaching Edoras and joining with the rest
of the gathered strength of Rohan before the final run for Gondor. Nimoë
turned her head to the side and saw something which piqued her interest.
The hands which rested lightly on the reins of the horse traveling beside
her were long and shapely, almost delicate. Aware of her own hands’ femininity,
Nimoë had stolen a pair of leather gauntlets to hide them. The rider
beside her had taken no such precaution, apparently unaware of the danger
a few bared inches of flesh invited.
Nimoë
raised her glance to the rider’s head and found deep blue eyes staring
over at her, seemingly aware of her interest. Dismayed, she realized that
in her shock she had forgotten to keep singing. The eyes which regarded
her were deep in shadow, but Nimoë recognized their owner immediately.
Cautiously,
so that no others would see, the Elf pushed her hood back, just a little.
A flash of recognition flew across the fair face of the Lady Eowyn. The
Lady moved her finger across her pursed lips, silently asking Nimoë
not to reveal her presence.
The
Elf nodded, respect for Eowyn’s decision hard upon her. Then she kneed
Bluebell to a quicker pace, putting some distance between herself and Eomer’s
sister. A rueful smile flashed across her face. Eomer would certainly throw
a fit when he discovered what they had done. Ah, well. By that time hopefully
they would have won the war. Either that or they would all be dead. In
the face of that thinking, Eomer’s reactions seemed to matter very little.