Chapter Thirty-Six: The Return of Eomer
Inside
the infirmary, Halanna was busy with her work, although Nimoë saw
that the girl’s shoulders were tense and weary, and her hands shook as
she handled the dressings. Crossing to her side, Nimoë asked, “How
long has it been since you have rested?”
Halanna
raised her hands in a gesture of ignorance. “I do not remember the last
time I slept. There has been so much work to be done. I could not spare
the time for myself.”
“I
am here now, and I can take care of things well enough on my own. Won’t
you take a few hours of sleep?”
Halanna’s
ash brown eyes looked longingly towards a pile of blankets on the floor.
The occupant of that bed had been deemed healthy enough to leave the infirmary,
and the blankets were warm and inviting. “Will you promise to wake me if
there is anything you need?”
Nimoë
nodded to the diligent girl, so eager to offer her aid. “You have my word.”
Halanna
sent a glance towards her brother and, seeing that he was resting peacefully,
she crossed to the empty nest on the floor and curled herself into it,
like an infant in its mother’s womb. Soon her chest was rising and falling
gently, her breath fluttering the strands of sandy hair, so unusual among
the fair Rohirrim, which lay in front of her mouth.
She
looked to Nimoë as innocent as a babe, although surely the ravages
of war had ripped away much of her naïveté. Gently, the Elf
picked a blanket off of the floor and laid it over the sleeping maid, a
silent smile rising to her lips as Halanna’s hand unconsciously gathered
the blanket closer around her.
Nimoë
then turned her attention to her charges, and began another round of the
men, offering her strength and healing to them, losing some small portion
of her own strength, but finding it replaced with the knowledge that what
she was doing was needful and worthy.
Eowyn
stepped into the infirmary and spoke quietly, “They have gone. They have
passed into the shadows of the Paths of the Dead.”
Nimoë
bowed her head. She had known that it would happen, but the finality of
her separation from Legolas was hard to bear. She stood and turned to face
Eowyn. The Lady of Gondor was of a height with her, and her golden hair
swirled about her, seeming to glow like sunshine. Her face, however, was
pale, tight with grief and worry. The passing of the Grey Company clearly
affected her deeply, but Nimoë could not guess why. “Thank you for
bringing me word,” she said, then turned back to her work.
“Nimoë,”
Eowyn’s voice interrupted her. “May I have speech with you?”
Surprised,
Nimoë nodded her acquiescence. “Come speak to me while I work. What
do you wish to know?”
Eowyn
sat down on the side of the cot where Nimoë worked, and took the hand
of the man who was lying there, stroking it gently, to ease his discomfort.
She took a deep breath and the spoke. “Is it true that you traveled with
the Lord Aragorn, and he allowed you to come with him? You are a woman.
Why is it that he allowed you to accompany him, but he will not grant that
honor to me?”
Nimoë
paused in her work, unsure of how to answer. “When I joined the company
of the Fellowship, I was not as you see me now. I was in the guise of a
man, and none knew me for what I was until I attacked your brother. After
that, there seemed to be little way for Aragorn to be rid of me. The way
behind was guarded, and Legolas would not allow me out of his sight.”
Eowyn
replied, “Eomer told me as much, that you were disguised as a man. I did
not know then if he was speaking truth, or merely bending my ear with fanciful
tales.” She then lowered her voice, and spoke to herself in a thoughtful
undertone. “So that is the way of it. It is not possible to ride to war
as a woman, but if one is a man, none will think to stop you.”
Nimoë
finished her work and turned to rise. “I think that most of those here
will be sufficiently recovered to ride within the next day. There will
be some who need more rest, but none of them will die. How soon do you
expect the King and his followers?”
Eowyn
also stood and faced the Elf. “They will be here within the day. Shall
I send word upon their arrival?”
Nimoë
smiled. “I would dearly love to speak with your brother. I have come to
think of him almost as a brother of my own. If he has a moment to spare,
ask him if he would come to have speech with me.”
“As
you wish,” replied Eowyn, and then she was gone.
Many
hours passed by in a haze of work and song. Halanna had awoken after taking
only a few hours of sleep, and insisted on tending to the less grievously
wounded. As they day wore on, several of the Rohirrim were able to stand
and walk out of the infirmary under their own power. Nimoë sent them
off with strict instructions to eat and sleep, and do little else.
In
fact, there were only two men left who caused her great anxiety. One of
them was Henodred. Although his wound was responding to her treatment,
and the fever had been greatly reduced, his mind continued to wander, far
from the boundaries of reality. Often Nimoë found Halanna glancing
surreptitiously his way, clearly concerned that he had not recovered as
quickly as many of the others.
Occasionally,
violent shouts came from his corner of the room. Many times he seemed to
think that his sister was in danger, and still other times he shouted out
for Eomer, who had been his commander. From his mostly incoherent ramblings,
the women knew that he believed Eomer to have been killed at the battle
of Helm’s Deep. Halanna had tried to speak to him, to reassure him that
she was not in danger and that Eomer still lived. They had seen no understanding
in him, and Halanna turned away, her eyes swimming with tears that she
refused to shed, afraid to agitate Henodred further.
Nimoë
squinted into the deepening twilight, and beckoned to the young maid, who
came to her side. “Halanna, we need lanterns. The night falls quickly.”
“I
will go and find some.” The young woman turned to scurry out the door where
she ran headlong into a tall, hard body. She bounced back with a cry and
would have fallen but for an immediate strong grip upon her arm.
The
voice was deep and potent, and asked with concern, “Are you injured?”
Before
Halanna could muster a reply, Nimoë’s voice cried out, “Eomer! You
know not how glad I am to see you.”
Eomer
had not released Halanna, for she had not yet answered his question. She
gazed up at his towering form and stuttered, “I... I am fine. I did not
mean to trample you, sir. I was just going… to get… lanterns.” Eomer was
a great lord, and she found herself overawed to be in his presence. Her
feeble explanation made, she freed her arm from his grip and scurried from
the room, anxious to be away, humiliated by her inability to formulate
a coherent sentence.
Bemused,
Eomer watched after her departing form, then turned to Nimoë. “I cannot
say that I am sorry to find you here. The Paths of the Dead are no fitting
place for you.”
Nimoë
turned away from him, sorrow upon her. “Legolas followed the Paths, and
my heart has gone with him. But there is work for me here.” She gestured
at those lying about her. “Most of these men will now be able to ride with
you when you go to the aid of Gondor. But there is one who will not respond
to my treatment. He thinks you dead, and I fear that it is poisoning his
mind. Will you speak to him? I cannot say for certain that he will hear
you, but it may ease him to hear your voice.”
Eomer
made a gesture of agreement. “Anything that I can do, I will.”
Nimoë
led him through the dimly lit room to Henodred’s side. Halanna returned
with two lanterns, and she came to stand beside them, holding the light
high, casting a musky golden glow over his face.
Eomer
knelt at his side, and, recognizing him, spoke his name sadly. “Henodred.
So this is the end that you have come to. Lady Nimoë tells me that
you believe me to be dead. I ask you, Henodred, if I were dead, could you
hear my voice? Could you feel my hand in yours? If you hear me, listen
to me closely. I am your commander, and I am giving you an order. You will
follow the sound of my voice. Come now to this place and this time. Leave
behind you the horrors of the battle. You are young. Too young to have
seen what you did. But see it you did, and you must now live with that
knowledge. I command you to return. Open your eyes and see me!”
Slowly,
with a gentle flutter, Henodred’s eyelids fell open, and his youthful gaze
regarded the three who knelt or stood about him. His voice was strained
as he spoke, “Eomer? You are alive? The orcs which passed by me did not
trample you beneath their foul feet?”
Eomer
shook his head, understanding now that the youth believe that some lack
he perceived in himself had led to the death of his commander. “I am alive
and I am well.”
Henodred
looked beyond him then and saw his sister, her face bathed in the glow
of the lantern, and he smiled weakly. “Halanna. You have been here with
me all along, have you not? I knew it, even though I could not break through
to you. You have been a light in my darkness.”
She
gave a choked sob, and bit the back of her knuckles, overwhelmed with relief
to hear her brother speak rationally again, to recognize her for who she
was. Nimoë stepped aside and Halanna moved forward, setting down the
lantern and softly stroking her brother’s hair.
Nimoë
pulled at Eomer’s sleeve. “Come away. Let them have some time alone.” Eomer
stepped away, but his glance rested a moment longer on the touching reunion
of the youthful siblings. Nimoë led him to a table, which was set
against one of the long walls. There they sat, regarding each other seriously.
Nimoë
was the first to speak. “When you ride forth, I wish to come with you.
I will have done all that I can here, enough that those who are left behind
can finish the job. In Gondor, you will surely have greater need of me.”
Eomer
reached across the table to take her hands in his own. His expression was
grave as he spoke. “I have already had this conversation with my sister,
and I am loath to have it with you. Eowyn must remain in Dunharrow. The
people here have need of a leader, and that is her place. I would ask that
you remain with her, to aid her in her work. If we lose the battle in Gondor,
you will be the last hope of Rohan. I would that someone of your strength
and power were here to provide a last defense.”
“If
the battle in Gondor is lost, then there will be no hope for the rest of
us. The battle you ride to is the last defense. I wish to be there.”
He
looked down at his hands sadly. “I am sorry, Nimoë. I cannot bring
you with us. You are dear to my heart and I love you as well as Eowyn,
but I cannot bring her, or you. There is too much risk.”
She
smiled at him gently, “It seems to me that we have had this conversation
once before, with somewhat less than desirable results.”
Eomer
nodded. “Still, I must make this decision. Not only for your safety, but
for Dunharrow, should the shadow engulf it. I will not be swayed.” He stood
then to depart, for the start in the morning would be early. Nimoë
rose with him, silent frustration pulsing through her veins. They walked
together to the door, and there he dropped a soft kiss on her brow. “Do
not hate me for this, Nimoë,” he spoke, then turned to leave.
He
was stopped short by a gentle voice. “Lord Eomer, I wish to thank you.”
He turned back and saw the shy young woman who had collided with him earlier.
“Henodred has returned to his right mind, and it is thanks to you. I am
in your debt. Although I have little to offer, any price you ask I will
pay.”
Eomer
smiled down at her, “Halanna, is it? I ask only one thing of you. Keep
your eyes on this lady here. I fear that she will do something rash.” Only
partially in jest he continued, “If you will keep her safe from her own
sometimes misguided bravery, I will count our score to be even.”
Halanna
bobbed a curtsey to him. “I know not how I can influence the Lady Nimoë,
but I will do my best.”
Eomer
looked at her once more, seeming to truly see her for the first time. So
serious this one! Truly he did not expect anyone could stop Nimoë
if she took it into her head to disobey, but he nodded to her. “I will
hold you to it, Halanna.” He turned then and left the two women staring
at each other, wondering how what had just transpired had changed the relationship
between them.