Chapter Twenty-Eight: Isengard
Eomer
had spent his time well, and Nimoë was soon riding, if not with confidence,
then at least without looking like she had to cling with every muscle in
her body to Finduél’s back. Their time had been spent in lighthearted
banter, but soon the seriousness of their errand began to press down upon
them, and they rode side by side in silence.
A heavy
mist began to settle into the low valley of the Isen, and it seemed that
it bore with it the chillness of the high mountains. Nimoë drew her
cloak tight around her and shivered. Heavy droplets adhered to the fabric,
and to her hair and face. With her free hand she wiped her eyes, temporarily
ridding them of the mist which clung tenaciously to her eyelashes, distorting
her vision. She glanced about her, looking for Legolas. He had been missing
for a long time, and she was worrying.
Eomer’s
voice broke into her thoughts. “He can take care of himself, you know.”
Embarrassed
at being caught, Nimoë brushed aside her concern. “I was not worried.
Only looking to see where he might have gotten to.”
“Do
not lie to me, Nimoë. Friends do not do such things to each other.
You are concerned about him, so do not bother hiding it.”
Her
shoulders drooped, and she nodded. “I am sorry. It is just that it is not
like him to disappear. He was so insistent that I stay with him, and now
he is gone. It is just…” She turned her face to Eomer and her confusion
was clear to see. “I do not know what to think.”
If
she were any other woman, Eomer would have offered his shoulder to cry
on, but he knew better than to do that for Nimoë. “I am sure that
there is some logical explanation. Do not worry. He will return.”
Nimoë
nodded, but did not reply. The fog pressed closer still around her as she
tried futilely to ignore the sensation burning at the back of her skull
that something was terribly wrong. Just as she was about to wheel Finduél
about, to ride back the way they had come and find Legolas, heavy hoofbeats
rang through the dense mist.
Arod,
with Legolas upon his back, seemed to materialize from nowhere. First there
was only swirling fog, and then they were there, pulling up abruptly at
her side. Legolas gave her a tight smile, but his eyes were focused far
away.
“I
told you he would come back!” called Eomer, but as he looked more closely
at the Elf Prince, he was not sure that he was back at all.
Nimoë
spoke his name quietly, afraid of his response. “Legolas, what is wrong?”
He
shook his head. “It is nothing. Do not trouble yourself about me.”
“But
I want to help you…”
Legolas
cut her off with a brisk wave of his hand, and his voice was harsh as he
forestalled her words. “It is nothing, I tell you! Leave it be!”
Nimoë
felt tears rise up unbidden, and she stifled them with a strangled sob.
Unsure of her ability to keep herself from crying if she remained in Legolas’
presence, she kicked Finduél into a brisk trot, fleeing from the
Elf who was so suddenly and inexplicably remote.
Nimoë’s
sob was like a dagger into Legolas’ heart, but he found that he could not
follow her. He could not explain to her the truths which had been set before
him. It was too immediate, too harshly real a possibility.
He
sensed Eomer drawing close without looking up from Arod’s neck. Eomer’s
voice was pointed as he asked, “What are you thinking, Elf?! Do you not
see that you are hurting her?”
Legolas
replied in a choked whisper, “I do not wish to discuss this, Eomer.”
Anger
welled up in the horse-lord and he spoke fiercely. “I care not if you wish
to discuss it! You are frightening Nimoë and causing her pain. I will
not stand by and watch you break her heart. I ask you again, for I can
only assume that there must be some good reason, what do you think you
are doing?!”
Legolas
looked straight at the horse-lord then, boring deep into his soul. “If
I speak of this to you, will you swear never to breathe a word of it to
Nimoë?”
“I
will.”
The
Elf drew a deep, shuddering breath, then he began to unburden his heart
to Eomer, who rode patiently at his side, not speaking, but offering a
sympathetic ear.
Nimoë
quickly caught up with Theoden, Aragorn and Gandalf, with Gimli riding
behind him on Shadowfax. They nodded to acknowledge her arrival, but did
not speak. Silence reigned until they came upon a monumental black pillar
at the side of the path. Upon the pillar was a giant sculpture of a long
white hand. Nimoë unconsciously drew away from the imposing obelisk.
“We
are almost to Isengard. Keep your eyes open,” spoke Gandalf.
Uneasiness
gnawed at Nimoë, and she longed to return to Legolas’ side, but his
earlier outburst had frightened her so that she could not bring herself
to seek him out. Turbulent thoughts tumbled about in her mind and she stamped
them down with irritation. She was not a fool! Nor was she a coward. Whatever
was to be faced, she could do it well enough alone.
Gandalf
signaled that they should wait for the rest of the company to catch up
to them. “We should be together when we enter Isengard. There is strength
in numbers.”
Soon
all were present, and Nimoë was uncomfortably aware of Legolas’ gaze
drifting ever towards her. It seemed that he could not keep his eyes away
from her, but he made no move to join her.
What
was wrong?!! She wanted to scream with frustration, but kept her ire buried
deep inside herself. Gimli turned his head from herself to Legolas and
back, trying to understand what was happening between his two friends,
then shrugged his shoulders, unable to come up with an explanation.
When
all were gathered, they rode forth, and came to the gates of Isengard.
There they reined up and stared in flabbergasted wonder at what lay before
them. The once mighty fortress had been utterly destroyed. Slabs of granite
lay strewn about as if tossed by giants of incomprehensible size, and what
little was left standing was but islands in a muddy quagmire.
Their
eyes suddenly were drawn to a movement near at hand. The riders of Rohan
regarded the being facing them with amazement written on their faces. He
was only as tall as their waists, but had the appearance of one full grown.
The stranger spoke then, “Hail Theoden, King of Rohan! My companion and
I have been bade to await your arrival and to welcome you to Isengard with
all the honor due to your station. You are welcome in this place and any
thing that you may need shall be put at your disposal.” He stopped then
and looked straight at Gandalf. “Was that grand enough, Gandalf?”
The
laugh which had begun deep inside of the wizard bubbled its way to the
surface. “Well done, indeed, Master Meriadoc!” His smile included Pippin,
who had also risen from the rock upon which they had been eating while
awaiting the party. “I see that the two of you are indeed well, as I suspected.
But tell me truly, is it Saruman that bids you to welcome the king to his
fortress?”
“Saruman,
alas for him, has had some uninvited guests. He has not been disposed to
come out of the tower of Orthanc. Nay, it is Treebeard who has set us to
this post,” replied Merry.
Legolas
slid down off the back of Arod, and helped Gimli down from Shadowfax, for
he looked as if he would tumble down soon, if no aid came to him. Together
they crossed the ground between themselves and the two young Hobbits and
Gimli shook their hands heartily, while Legolas wrapped them in a welcoming
embrace. Legolas cried out, “My friends, it does my heart good to see you
again! And quite well, I might add. Why, you have grown since last I laid
eyes upon you!”
Gimli
stood back to get a better look at them and nodded. “Indeed you have. And
quite some chase you have led us on. I sense that there is a long tale
to be told when there is time for it. But have you nothing else to say
to us?”
Pippin
spoke up then. “Indeed we do. Treebeard bids Gandalf and Theoden to attend
him away at the south wall of Isengard, if they please.”
“What
say you, Theoden? Will you come with me to meet with Treebeard? He is also
called Fangorn, and is the oldest living creature in this world,” spoke
Gandalf.
“I
will, and Eomer will join me.”
So the
King of Rohan and his heir, along with Gandalf, went to find Treebeard.
The other Rohirrim went inside the gates, to see the ruin wrought upon
their hated enemy. Aragorn had joined Legolas and Gimli with the Hobbits,
but Nimoë remained aloof. Finduél pranced under her, but she
did not dismount. She felt strangely ill at ease. Of course, she was elated
to see Merry and Pippin alive and well, but she had not known them well
before they had been taken captive. The others were all dear friends, and
their reunion was heartfelt. She felt that she would be an intruder among
them.
Unsure
of what to do, she began to lead Finduél towards the swamp that
was now Isengard. A voice calling her name stopped her short. “Nimoë!
Won’t you come and be properly introduced to these young Hobbits?”
Looking
over her shoulder she replied. “I will, Aragorn, and thank you for the
invitation.”
She
slid off of Finduél’s back and stepped carefully through the mud
to join them. Legolas kept his eyes averted from her, and she tried unsuccessfully
to ignore the empty feeling in the pit of her stomach, which was born of
desertion.
Aragorn
spoke, “Merry, Pippin, may I introduce you to Nimoë, daughter of Naldor
and Glorfiane of Mirkwood, apprentice to Lady Galadriel, and better known
to you as Nimrodel.”
The
eyes of the two young hobbits opened wide and Pippin’s jaw literally dropped
open. “Nimrodel is a lady Elf! There is a tale here as well!” he cried.
Gimli
eyed the empty plates upon the rock and said, “It seems to me that you
have been eating. I am more than eager to hear and tell tales, but first,
tell us if you have more food. It has been long since we have had a full
meal.”
Merry
jumped down off the rock and beckoned them to follow. “Food we have in
plenty, and fine wine! But most importantly, we have good pipe- weed! Come
with me and we will share our bounty and our tales, while the high and
mighty discuss matters of import.”
They
all followed after them but, in her turmoil, Nimoë did not pay close
enough attention to her footing and she slipped in the mud. Almost she
fell flat on her back in the sticky stuff, but Legolas, who was walking
behind her, caught her up in his arms.
He
did not release her immediately, but caught her eyes with his own, which
were haunted by some unspoken trauma, and asked, “Are you hurt?”
Her
eyes never broke their gaze as she replied, “I am fine. But, Legolas, what
about you? Please won’t you tell me what is wrong?”
The
Elf Prince assisted her to find firm footing again, then dropped his hands
away from her as if she would burn him if he touched her longer. “I cannot
speak of it. Please let it be.”
His
voice was so wretchedly pleading, as if some inner part of him were being
eaten away by acid, that Nimoë let the subject drop. No longer was
she afraid of him, but she grew frightened for him. Some terrible thing
was destroying him from the inside, but she could not begin to guess what.
And worse even than that, he was shutting her away. He would not accept
her help.
As
she followed the others deeper into Isengard, she resolved to find some
way to help him. Nothing was more important to her than his happiness,
and she would do what she could to ease his suffering. If only she knew
what was causing it!