Chapter Twenty-Five: Someone To Care For
In a
deep haze, Nimoë clung to the front of Legolas’ tunic, her tears soaking
into the soiled fabric. The strength in her fingers slipped away, and she
felt them lose their grip, but could not muster the will to worry that
she would fall. Arod stepped gently and, in the arms of her love, there
was no chance that she would slip from the horse’s back. Even before they
had reached the Hornburg, Nimoë felt her eyes slipping shut, and she
did not try to fight the wave of sleep which swept over her, sending her
from agonized present into peaceful oblivion.
Legolas
guided the horse in through the gate of the Hornburg, and gently dropped
Nimoë down into the arms of a waiting horseman. As soon as he was
on the ground he took her limp form back into his own arms and brought
her up two flights of stairs to a small room, which was occupied by a few
other men sleeping.
He
settled her into a corner and covered her with a nearby cloak, which had
been lost during the fighting, then contemplated finding food and drink.
Weariness was also hard upon him, for the battle had been long, but he
resisted the temptation to sink into sleep until he had brought sustenance
with him to where Nimoë rested. When she woke, she would need it.
The only thing she had eaten in more than a week had been the small meal
the morning they left Edoras.
A wave
of protectiveness swept over him, looking down at her innocent fragility,
and he thought fiercely that it was time someone cared for her hurts, rather
than the other way around. She had been a tower of strength, but he was
surprised that she had managed to last as long as she did before losing
her fight to remain with the waking world.
He
climbed to a higher level, where he was able to find some food. As he brought
a skin of water and some stale bread, with some vegetables, down the spiraling
stair, he again marveled at the tenacity of spirit that dwelt within of
the daughter of Naldor. He tried to imagine how he would have fared in
her stead, the deprivation and horror of her imprisonment, added to the
rigors of battle, and found that he thought he could have done no better.
A voice
hailed him as he passed a door. “Sir Elf!”
He
turned and saw that he was passing in front of the infirmary. Swiftly he
stepped inside. “Yes, can I help you?”
The
man who greeting him was careworn, but his face was smiling. “I only wanted
to send my thanks to the lady Nimoë. All of these men you see here
will live, and it is all due to her healing. They were beyond the aid of
any other here. Please give her our thanks, and tell her that we will always
be in her debt.”
“I
will. It will lighten her heart,” spoke the Elf. “I must go now, for I
have left her alone, and I do not like to leave her so for long.”
“Farewell
then, and may fortune smile on your travels.”
*****
When
Legolas returned to the room where he had left Nimoë, he found it
more crowded than it had been. He stepped over the sleeping forms of the
Rohirrim to make his way to the corner. He smiled when he saw that she
had not so much as moved a muscle since he left. Good. She needed sleep
now more than anything, and he was glad to see that she was getting it.
He
bundled the food up in its cloth and lifted her head off of the stone floor,
resting it down again on top of the food and the water skin. It would serve
as a pillow well enough until it was eaten. Then he laid himself down beside
her, and wrapped her in his arms. Finally, he also closed his eyes and
surrendered to the sleep which would refresh him, leaving him strong for
the continuing journey.
*****
All
too soon, Legolas awoke to Aragorn shaking him lightly by the shoulder.
“We leave in an hour. Be ready.”
Legolas
nodded his understanding and the heir of Gondor left him. The Elf sat up
and gently shook Nimoë, hoping to rouse her. Her body rocked with
the motion, but remained limp, and her eyes did not even blink. “Nimoë,
wake up. I have food. You need to eat.” Still no response.
With
a sigh, he lifted her up by her shoulders and leaned her up against him.
Her head dropped forward against her chest. This would be more difficult
than he had anticipated. With his long arm he grabbed the packet of food
and unwrapped it. He took a drink of the water himself to make the flow
of water easier to control, then tipped her head back, positioning the
skin against her mouth.
It
was like caring for an infant, he thought, as he forced water into her
mouth. She swallowed reflexively, and soon was drinking deeply. Finally,
the awareness of her actions seemed to seep into her unconsciousness, and
her eyelids lifted halfway. She turned her head away from the skin, and
Legolas drank what was left of the water while she watched him, almost
as if she wasn’t sure that she was really seeing him.
He
handed her a chunk of the bread and slowly, mechanically, she chewed and
swallowed, and as the food worked its way into her system, her eyes began
to register some inkling of life within her. When the bread was gone, she
grabbed a carrot, and ate that as well.
When
all of the food was consumed, and both were satisfied, Legolas spoke, “We
must go. We ride to Isengard. You can ride with me, and sleep as you need.
With rest enough, and food, you will soon begin to feel yourself again.”
She
nodded, unable to muster the energy for a verbal response. They rose together
and walked down the stairs to the stable room. The score of Rohirrim who
would ride to Isengard were arriving as well, and they all mounted up onto
their horses. Gimli was already seated behind Eomer, who sat with his back
straight and stiff, appearing to challenge any to approach him. Gimli sat,
looking exceedingly uncomfortable, behind the temperamental horse-lord.
Nimoë
moved like a shade of the dead. Legolas was forced to keep a firm hand
on her waist, for he was afraid she would either collapse to the floor,
or keep on walking straight into a wall. He found Arod and lifted her up,
mounting up behind her. As soon as he took the reins in his hand and wrapped
his arms about her, her head fell back against him, and he knew that she
was again asleep.
Aragorn
approached on his chestnut stallion. “Legolas, should we bring Finduél
with us? Do you think that she will be well enough to ride ere long?”
Legolas
thought for only a moment and then he nodded. “She will. If she can rest
for most of the ride to Isengard, and gets food and drink, I think that
she will recover her strength quickly.” He smiled at his close friend and
admitted, “Much as I enjoy having her with me, I think that she will soon
wish for some form of independence. She will feel herself less like a burden
if she can ride on her own, and that will be a balm to her pride.”
“So
be it. I will have Finduél brought along. We are leaving momentarily.”
Then he wheeled his horse away, leaving the two Elves in peace.
Legolas
dropped a kiss onto Nimoë’s temple, and whispered in her ear, “Rest
well and deeply, dear heart. I long to see you recovered, for it frightens
me to see you laid so low. By the time we come to Isengard, I hope that
you will be strong again. At least strong enough to continue on.” He sighed,
hoping that some part of her had heard and understood him, and he squeezed
her tight. “Take comfort in knowing that tomorrow will be a new beginning.”