Chapter Twelve: Aragorn, Legolas and Nimoe
Vaguely
Nimoë recalled opening her eyes in the searing light of day. It seemed
to her, in her confusion, that she had seen Prince Legolas, his eyes full
of tears, regarding her. That could not be true. What need would Legolas
have for tears? Surely she was only imagining it, as she had imagined his
face so many other times before, in the horror of the cell. Yet it had
seemed so very real… She could almost smell the warm scent of him, like
spices and cedar, and the smell of Elf man, which was so uniquely his own.
Something
brushed against her cheek and she shied away from it. She would not open
her eyes to look, for she could not bear the living darkness, but surely
it must be a rat, hidden away deep in the dungeon with her. She whimpered
and tried to turn away.
Then
she heard a voice, clear as the ringing of bells, yet deep and resonant
as the sea. “Aragorn, she is waking.”
Still
not sure of what was real, she tried to roll away from the sound, afraid
that the conjurings of her mind were finally taking control of her. Hands
gripped her shoulders and she began to struggle.
“Nimoë.
Nimoë! Please do not fight me. It is Legolas. You are safe. We have
come for you. Nothing more can hurt you. Please open your eyes. Look at
me, Nimoë. Please.”
A dream!
It had to be a dream. This could not be real. Gathering her little remaining
strength, Nimoë lurched up from her back and tried to flee.
Strong
arms encircled her and the voice cried out it a panic. “Aragorn, hurry!
She is not in her right mind!”
Legolas
held her tightly against his chest, pinning her arms close against him,
afraid lest she would do herself more harm. His heart pounded erratically
and he could hear his own pulse beating in his eardrums. Seeing Nimoë
so frantic and hysterical was more terrifying to him than any battle he
had ever faced.
Finally,
just as Aragorn ran into the room, his hands laden with the plant which
Legolas recognized as athelas, Nimoë’s strength ran out and she lay
quiescent, but sobbing uncontrollably, in his arms. He lifted frightened
eyes to Aragorn’s as he rocked her, stroking her hair and kissing her brow.
“What am I to do?”
Aragorn
regarded the stricken Elf with pity. “Hold her there. Soon she will recognize
you, and I think that she will be less afraid in your arms than alone on
the bed.” He worked quickly, lighting a brazier and setting the athelas
to boiling.
“How
can she bear this, Aragorn? So many days confined. So many days without
the light of the sun. Even in Moria I had the light of Gandalf’s staff
to light my way. I cannot imagine the agony she must have suffered.”
The
mortal lord looked at his friend with understanding. “I think that you
must help her to bear it. Give her your strength to lean on. Her physical
scars will be the least of her worries. She will heal from them. It is
the trauma that she has suffered in her mind that worries me. When I knew
her as Nimrodel, she was ever buoyant in spirit, quick with a song and
a light word. I am afraid that this experience will taint her heart.”
Unconsciously,
Legolas pulled her tighter against him. “Anything I can do for her, I will.
She is bravest maiden I have ever known. Do you know,” Legolas asked with
a hint of awe in his voice, “She does not even know how to wield a sword?
And still she chose to journey with us, into the greatest danger facing
this land, only to lend her aid. To sustain us in our struggles!”
“Some
might call that foolishness.”
Fire
blazed behind Legolas’ eyes. “Never! The Lady Galadriel chose to send her,
and she had no hesitation in following her destiny, be it to her death.
I will not hear you speak ill of her.”
Aragorn
raised his hand in apology. “Peace, master Elf! I meant no harm. I think
that I need not fear for her if you are in her presence.” Then he poured
the water with the steeped herbs into a goblet. “Give her this. She must
drink it all.”
Gently,
Legolas tilted her head back, and brought the goblet to her lips. He was
concerned that through her sobbing he might have difficulty getting her
to drink, but as the fumes wafted up to her she began to quiet, and she
did not protest as he poured the warm liquid down her throat. When it was
gone he handed the goblet back to Aragorn. “How long before we can see
what effect it has?”
Aragorn
gave him a half smile. “Not long, friend. I will leave you now. I think
it best that only her closest companion be with her when she wakes.” He
walked halfway out the door, then turned back. “Be a rock for her Legolas.
She needs security now more than anything.” Then he left.
Nimoë
began to feel something she had not felt for what seemed like an eternity.
Warmth was seeping through her body. It began in the pit of her stomach
and radiated out like the rays of the sun creeping over the earth at daybreak.
Pains which she had managed to forget became real again, and she cried
out, as she became aware of each individual injury. Then, as quickly as
the pain had returned, it began to dull. A deep sense of peace washed over
her and she finally allowed her body to relax.
“Nimoë,”
spoke a voice that was familiar to her, “Won’t you open your eyes? I miss
their color, like a cloud filled sky, with the sun filtering through. Will
you not give me this one joy on a day filled with sorrow?”
Slowly
she lifted her heavy lids and found herself gazing up at the face which
had helped to sustain her through her torment. Timidly she spoke, as if
afraid to break the spell of his presence. “Legolas?”
The
smile which suffused his face as she recognized him and spoke his name
was like the singing of the birds in the trees, a homecoming after long
years parted. “Yes. I am here. You are safe.”
A cloud
passed over her and she spoke quickly, “Pippin? Merry? Are they safe?”
"Trust
you to think first of your friends, when you yourself have been at death’s
door. We did not find them, but Gandalf assures us that they are in good
hands.”
She
gazed at him in confusion. “Gandalf? But he has passed into shadow!”
Legolas
lightly placed his finger over her lips, silencing her questions. “You
must rest. You have suffered much.”
Memories
of her recent captivity flooded over her then, and her breath came in shallow
gasps. Almost she cried out, but Legolas took her head between his hands
and forced her to look at him. “Nimoë, I am here. The past is gone.
There is only the future, and I will not leave your side. Ever. Until such
time as you ask me to.”
Lost
within his eyes, pools of emotion, Nimoë could not help but believe
him. Willingly she placed her trust in him, and even as she smiled weakly
up at him, tears of relief fell from her eyes. “You are my rock, Legolas,”
she cried. “You are my strength.”