"Love Never Loses Hope"
by ArwenStar914
Chapter 3: Returning Home
Legolas
came slowly back to consciousness, his body on fire with pain. Opening
his eyes, he slowly moved his head and looked around him. His companions
lay near him, cold and unfeeling. He attempted to sit up but fell back
down with a scream. His chest screamed as well, blood beginning to seep
again from his wound. Biting his lip until blood flowed, Legolas drew himself
into a sitting position, almost passing out in the process. His head was
spinning, but one thought asserted itself painfully. Aiwë.
Legolas
closed his eyes, trying to remember the final moments of the battle. Aiwë...
run... look out!... No! Legolas opened his eyes, tears pouring down
his cheeks. Aiwë had been captured by orcs, his friends were dead,
and he was wounded, far from the safety of his father's halls. How long
had he lain there? He was not sure, but it could not have been long, for
the orcs had not yet returned to despoil the bodies.
Suddenly
Legolas heard a groan. Turning slowly, Legolas saw Thindolfin push himself
up onto his hands and knees, a nasty gash on the back of his skull.
Legolas
tried to speak, but his throat was dry and no sound came forth. Thindolfin
lifted his head and saw Legolas, but stared at him blankly. Slowly recognition
came to his eyes.
"Legolas!"
Thindolfin said, his voice hoarse. "You are alive!"
Legolas
nodded slightly. "Barely," he croaked, wincing at the pain in his chest.
Thindolfin
slowly crawled over to Legolas and saw that the prince's shirt was shredded
and soaked with blood. Pushing aside the torn shirt, Thindolfin grimaced
at what he saw. A sword had torn Legolas from below his right shoulder,
across his chest, stopping midway down his left side. Thindolfin looked
up at Legolas anxiously. The prince was white and his breathing was shallow
and labored.
"How
is it?" Legolas gasped, not daring to look at his wound.
"It
is not deep, thank the Valar, but it is not a mere scratch either," Thindolfin
said grimly. "We must get away from here before the orcs return. Hold still."
Legolas
tried not to cry out as Thindolfin made a makeshift bandage for Legolas
from his cloak. Thindolfin then helped Legolas to his feet, and they stumbled
a few feet before Legolas sank to his knees. Thindolfin feared the prince
was too weak to walk, but then he saw Legolas lift something from the ground.
It was Aiwë's knife. It was then that Thindolfin realized her body
was not in the glade.
"Oh
no," Thindolfin moaned, closing his eyes.
"I
told her to run, she would not listen," Legolas murmured, his voice tight
as he held back tears.
"It
was not your fault," Thindolfin said gently, "but we cannot help her now.
We must get away while we can."
Legolas
allowed himself to be raised to his feet, his hand still grasping the long
white knife. The Elves stumbled on, thinking only of getting away from
the orcs. A search party from Thranduil would not be sent for at least
three more days, and there was no guarantee they would be found. Thindolfin
sighed. Two wounded Elves, unarmed but for a knife, returning to Thranduil's
halls, alive, on their own, did not sound very probable.
Thindolfin forgot his doubts as Legolas stumbled and fell. "Are you alright?"
Thindolfin asked anxiously.
"Must,
rest," Legolas panted.
"Of
course," Thindolfin said, looking around for a place they could rest without
being seen. A hollow tree was the best protection they could find, but
they took it gladly, falling fast asleep.
*****
"Six
days, I would say they have found the glade by now," Legolas said, leaning
heavily on Thindolfin.
The
older Elf glanced at Legolas anxiously. While Thindolfin had been improving,
Legolas had been worsening. He blacked out often, and Thindolfin sometimes
had to carry him. Unfortunately, the sometimes were increasing.
"Do
you think they think we are dead?" Legolas asked, trying to ignore the
pain in his chest.
"I
am not sure, they may," Thindolfin replied quietly.
Legolas
stumbled and Thindolfin stopped. Legolas stood still, trying to catch his
breath. After their rest in the tree, the Elves had walked until they reached
a stream. Thindolfin had washed Legolas' wound and bound it, adding some
herbs he had found growing on the stream bank to help ease the pain. Thindolfin
also discovered that Legolas had not been poisoned by the blade, but the
prince still weakened.
"Legolas?
Did you hear me?"
Legolas
turned dull eyes towards Thindolfin. The silver-haired Elf winced as Legolas
looked at him. "Legolas, did you hear me?" he repeated.
"You
said you think we should stop and rest," Legolas said faintly.
Thindolfin
nodded, lowering Legolas into a sitting position. Thindolfin grimaced as
he watched Legolas. What a fool I am, we should have stayed near the
glade and hidden from the orcs until Thranduil‘s search party arrived.
Thindolfin thought angrily. Then he glanced at Legolas and sighed. But
then there is no guarantee they would have found us. I fear I am pushing
him to hard, but I have no choice, I cannot heal Legolas out here and I
do not wish to return too late.
"Thindolfin,
move."
Thindolfin
looked at Legolas, startled. "What?"
"Move,"
said Legolas, pushing Thindolfin aside.
Thindolfin
grimaced and turned away as Legolas vomited. Valar help us, we must
get back soon.
Legolas
sat up, his face whiter than it had been for the past six days. "Thindolfin,
we must go faster," he said grimly.
Thindolfin
stared at Legolas. "Faster? I am pushing you too hard already!"
Legolas
shook his head. "No, I am pushing myself, do not feel bad. But we must
go faster, I do not think I can go on much longer."
Thindolfin
felt fear grip his heart. If Legolas admitted he was weakening, he must
truly be at the end of his strength. Helping him to his feet, Thindolfin
half-carried Legolas as they walked on.
They
went for another day before Legolas gave out completely. As darkness began
to close around him, Legolas could almost hear Aiwë's voice calling
to him. Legolas, do not give up! Please! Then the merciful darkness
took him.
*****
"Legolas?
Legolas, can you hear me?"
Storm
grey eyes slid open. "Father?"
Thranduil
smiled. "Welcome home, my son."
"Was
it a dream?" Legolas asked drowsily.
Thranduil
shook his head sadly. "I am afraid not. Last week Thindolfin returned,
carrying you. We healed you and you have been sleeping ever since."
Legolas
closed his eyes. Last week... I have slept for a week?
"How
is Thindolfin?" Legolas asked, opening his eyes.
"I
am fine," Thindolfin said, coming to stand next to Thranduil. A white bandage
was wrapped around his silver hair, but otherwise he looked healthy.
Legolas
swallowed hard, trying to speak but finding he had no voice. Finally, Legolas
asked, "Aiwë?"
Thranduil's
face saddened, and Thindolfin bowed his head. "We have not found her,"
Thranduil said quietly. "I fear she is still at Dol Guldur."
Legolas
turned his head away so the others would not see the tears that flowed
down his face. Thranduil looked pityingly at his son and left the room.
Thindolfin placed a gentle hand on the prince's shoulder.
"I
am sorry, Legolas," he said softly, "but do not give up. Remember, love
never loses hope."
The
silver-haired Elf silently left the room and Legolas pondered his words.
'Love never loses hope'... but where is hope to be found? Legolas
thought sadly. He looked at the table next to his bed and saw that Aiwë's
knife had been placed on it. Sitting up, Legolas lifted the knife. As he
stared at the blade, Aiwë's voice rang in his head. Legolas, do
not give up, please! Legolas' grip on the handle tightened. I will
not lose hope, Aiwë, I will not give up. I promise.
End of Chapter 3.