Lonely
Everyday
seems like a struggle…
Just
to survive…
I
am caught in a web of confusion and
Pain…
It
seems like I am always, lost in a very
Dark
world, full of thunder and lightning
And
rain…
Nevertheless,
this is just an accompaniment
To
the pain…
I
know, I have never expected to find,
Any
happiness…
All
I have ever had was just, the pain…
I
only wanted to be understood, loved,
And
needed…
But
that is never the case…
Everyone
wants more of me, than I can
Safely
give…
I
am used to the pain, and being unloved…
For
awhile, I tried to be a princess…
But
to tell you the truth…
That
has never been me…
I
was trying to be something, worthwhile
And
priceless…
All
I had ever needed, was just a
Chance…
Nevertheless,
that will never be…
Therefore,
I will just remain me…
I
know to some that will never be
Enough…
But
to me, that is all I have got…
The
failures, okay I have that…
A
loser, yes, that is me, and always
Will
be…
I
will just fill my soul, with tears and
Emptiness…
Lonely
I am, and forever will be…
Blackwidow
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