A message i read today from a book named {{Change you life with Changes That Heal}}:
See, once again i have to reconsider and think about you all the time. Open my heart and let you get into the darkness part of me. I can not denied that i am so happy to be with you all the time. Go to club, watch movie, side walk and what else can we do? Thanks for you to bring me to the spa, that i never been to.
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Valentine's day! But just a single valentine's Day, which is such a damn meaningless to me. (Tears rolling in my eyes!)
He, i had talk with him for only 2 days, which he had gave me such a good impression for life and have a lots of laughter in the whole conversation. Had gave him the URL, but i don't want you to see. I would rather keep this as a URL diary.
I believe that you will never read it again. Till the next day. Fine..... I had keep in a good memory of you all the time. Thank you!
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STill nothing much had change in life, still single, which i so wanted to get off from it. But GOD still want me in single and testifying me with my patient. But i will still pray you GOD, my LORD, will set me free in the situation and let me found my love in last. Thanks my LORD.
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Recently, or yesterday, watch a very nice movie. Give me the same feeling as Romeo and Juliet & Shakespear in Love. "Moulin Rouge"
In the movie, i keep on hearing the same dialog, "The greatest thing in life is just to love, and gain love in return". When i first heard this, i keep myself busy to remember it. But, it's appear several of times. So i want myself to learn this for the rest of my lifetime.
Still pain of LOVE!!!
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有一種朋友，跟他在一起的時候，心裡完全沒有負擔， 不需要刻意地討好他；無論何時都覺得很自在。 不在一起的時候，你知道他沒忘了你，他關心著你； 他不見得天天與你見面或通電話， 但你知道你們的友誼不會有什麼變化， 為什麼呢？因為只要你有了為難的事，他永遠在那兒， 在一個令你放心的位置、不變的位置，等著你。 甚至不需要開口，他已經嗅到了某些端倪，主動把溫暖的手伸過來! 他用一顆誠心與你交往。 能結為朋友，你便擁有一項珍貴的寶物。 不管是分離的雲淡風輕也好，相聚時的風雲際會也罷； 擁有這樣的朋友，你會感到很溫暖。
Well... Sad Sad! The person i LOVE, don't love me! What a damn! 22062001 0029
Will Allan tell you the truth! I don't think he will tell all about himself! 10% of him will still hide it somewhere deep in his heart! That's why made him so mysteries!!!
Confidence is the most iportant thing in life! Give yourself more power to imporve what you stand now and treasure the life out there, but i don't ask you to have a dump as those young man you see on the street! However, all of all, i still don't have it much! i am still on the learning part in my life. So give me a chance to know you more! 21062001 0435
Emotion!!! My emotion drive so strong! How could i do that!? May be i done all this are base on my emotion! That's why it makes me a loser! Am i a loser? So negative thinking! should not do so! Please do it!
Right, today stay in the Mcdonald's overnight to do boil out, where i got to put some chemical into the vat to let it boil and clean it up. Not a tough job but take a long time to complete it. But receive a special call that makes me happier. Thank that person here. 30052001 0750
Yes, the page had updated. Erm... nowadays, i am so boring and always stay home. Some one tell me that is low profile. But so does he. He also said that he always stay at home. But nothing wrong with that, what? As long as i am happy, and nothing harm to my health and my personal life. It should be no problem and not your business though. 27052001
once again i come here to edit my homepage, that i always proud that i have one!
This time i would add in piece by piece that some of my friend suggest me to do so. So, you, you, you and you must always come here to check my new improvement.
Now, i still stay McDonald's to find piece of life. Although, no longer in the same store. I will happily to work with other wonderful people.
In the real life, i had been cheated by somebody i love. But still i believe the true love is out there somewhere waiting for me. So i need to keep on running to find it! But where is my real LOVE???
For those people always come to visit my web page, thanks a lots. Now i am doing fine in Singapore and having lots of fun with my job. You may wish to give me a call, go ahead call me now!!!
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Now i am no long stay in Sunny Sunderland. Moving to Liverpool already! But, later on i will go back to Malaysia! I got my flight ticket on 7/9/99 and will arrive Kuala Lumpur on 8/9/99. Hope to see you all very soon!
Now, i am staying in Singapore and got myself a job, a interesting job. Working in McDonald as an assistant manager, not bad, right? I always thought it is and i want to make it special in my life! I believe i can!
Hope you all like this homepage and there would be more surprise coming up soon! Thanks and visit me sometimes when you free.
Hope you all like this new edited homepage and if there got anything here you don't want to see! Tell me so!
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