so what the hell have i gotten myself into this time??? i don't know how to feel :(
i think i may have really found something in steve, he is positive, evolved, and we have entirely too much in common. great with kids and so fun and appreciative. he's got so many sides to him, i am verry impressed!!
but then i find my self thinking of graham, of all the things we talked about and wondering how i felt with him? i know that i have a lot of guilt and insecurity around him
