Tired of Being Hurt:

I'm tired of being hurt,

it seems that I being used as a sport.

The one to hurt me the most wins,

this is always how it happens.

Last year it seems as if my life was going to change,

but I was only dreaming this time.

As I try to get up,

I get kicked back down.

This year was going to be different,

it was going to be triffic.

But at last once again,

used for the sport to hurt me.

I loved one,

I felt things were going to change.

Tools are used to help someone,

and I was one of these tools.

If I get up to get kicked back down,

would someone help me to stand.

I know people think I weird,

but I'm not.

I don't blame people for my misfortunes,

not even my friends.

Just myself for thinking I felt something different,

someone worth living for.

Why do people pick me up,

to hit me down?

Yerning to know,

How to feel alive.