Dear Nene,

Hey look, im really sorry for the way I have been acting... I kinda have two personalities to me, and it's just hard for me to not be so selfish with you. I just never seem to get enough of you, and im really sorry for the way I was acting from the way you left so suddenly... im very sorry...
I just tried to tell you something... but I kinda lost it... I know you're not here to hurt me, but it's just when I tell you something.. it's like you dont truly understand it, the way I want you to understand it. I love you so much.. more now, than I think you know how much I love you. I had another fight with beth.. and I told her about you.. I told her how being with her has improved my relationship with you. *sighs..* look im sorry, im making my assumptions again... so I better quit. I will probably see you later on tonight.... maybe, I have about 80 pages of psychology I have to read. God I love you... and I wish you were here with me.. right now...............................................................

Sincerely.....
I dont even kno what to put...I feel so empty right now.. like I didnt eat anything.. I am empty right now.. you're like some drink to me.. and w/o you, I have nothing to look foreward to.. I need you.............................................................................