Saturn in the 12th House ***************************************************************** Twelfth house Saturn with afflicted planets would epitomize karma with oneself, in that you are your own worst enemy. It is a very emotional karma, indicating self-destruction and an afflicted subconscious. This placement has much to do with lessons concerning emotions. You may brood silently over lost opportunities. There can be difficulties from unknown people, institutions, and hospitals. You may sense some responsibility that is hidden away. You may have a fear of all that lies beneath the surface of your consciousness. You feel that you could be swallowed up by overwhelming feelings if you let go of the strict control you have over yourself. The idea of becoming involved with something greater than yourself makes you uneasy. The thought that your individuality could disappear fills you with fear. Due to isolating yourself from others in previous lifetimes, there is an unconscious desire to make restitution, but it is often consciously rejected. Should you decide not to serve humanity in some way, it is highly likely that you will suffer chronic health problems. If you feel that you can break down these feelings of guilt through providing service to others, you may choose an occupation at a hospital, a charitable organization, or any institution which is concerned with serving the needy. More often, it is not somebody else who is trying to make life difficult for you, it is you who makes life difficult for yourself. If you continue to isolate yourself in an attempt to forget your dreams, you should perhaps try shore up your self-esteem because only then will you find an inner peace and be able to sleep peacefully again. You may feel that you can only develop your independence by withdrawing from the company of others, or you may fear that everything you do will end in disaster. If you experience these fears in terms of commitments to people, you should carefully unveil and examine your subconscious need to flee. Dissolving the fog and recognizing your purpose will provide rich rewards. Not only will you find subconscious or forgotten aspects to your personality, but you will also develop a feeling of oneness with the world. In the end, the positive characteristics of Saturn will emerge-an ability to recognize your own limitations, an acceptance of duties and responsibility, and a tangible, practical sense of how to help out in a difficult situation. In conclusion, Saturn in the twelfth house infers a serious confrontation with all areas of your subconscious being; it is very important to find your own truth. Without any challenge imposed on Saturn, much of this description may be neutralized. If Saturn is well-aspected, you could play a responsible and satisfying role in providing assistance or service to others.