Short Nonsenses

This is a page for some stuff I've just sort of thought up. <<<

Amanda, you are the one who gives me hope when I'm down. You are the one to almost always make me smile. Sometimes I feel like you are the only one who actually believes in me. Thank you so much for your support. <<<

Nessa, I love you. I find nothing wrong with what you do, until you go to extremes, but I don't believe you will. You don't have to worry about corrupting me, I've been corrupted all of my life, that's how we all are though. I'll do what I want to, don't fear that it's going to be your falt if I like the stuff I might end up doing with you. I want to, just remember that. <<<

Nikki, I miss you. We really have drifted. Maybe this will give us a chance to come back together. I can't wait until I get a car, this summer has got to be great. We WILL take risks and party as much as possible. No regrets. And I'll take my chances to get to know that one guy I really want(I hope you know who I mean). <<<

You make me feel. You make me feel way too much. <<<

Life is a mirage. A false shade covering the disturbing truth so that everyone can be "happy". <<<

People suck and I hate everyone. <<<

Guys are blind as to what we are or feel but all they judge us upon is our appearence. <<<

I enjoy calling my brother a ButtWench. <<<

How can we say we believe in something we can't see or haven't experienced? <<<

Why do I often find my self attracted to guys I have never even said a word to, then have a huge crush on them, and then beat myself up for mever taking chances to get to know them? <<<

Maybe he'll be the one to fall for me. <<<

I wonder what he would do if I just walked up to him and kissed him. <<<

I've lost myself again. Now I must try to find myself within me. Then maybe I can learn to love and respect myself. <<<

When the excitement and fun finally fall away, sadness and loneliness kick in once again. <<<

Why do your so-called friends tell you negative things about yourself and put you down. I have a friend who always ends up doing this, she really hurts me. Hint: Maybe that's why I only call you from my Grandma's house, I don't have to pay for you hurting me once again. You just have a way of wording things that cuts to the bone, leaving me alone and bleeding. <<<

Why do guys say that they can't stand each other but never move away, they still sit down next to them and harass each other again? <<<

Why don't guys like me? I will admit that I find myself pretty. I have a pretty good personality. So I've come to the conclusion that they are just judgeing me on my size. I'm not huge or anything, just a little overweight. And I'm loosing it. So then maybe they'll like me. <<<

Why must we change to be excepted by others? I swore I'd never change for anyone, but here I am, trying to look good for him. <<<

Damnit, I really want him! Hehehe, let's go "swimming". I think that I want to just play with him, hook up at a party or something. Then something might spark between us. <<<

You really gave me a boost and some new hope when you told me that you feel that something is going to happen between him and me. (thank you so much, I love you) <<<

I am Little Bear, Amanda is Little Turtle, Sammie is Noodle, Nikki is Kinky Dickie, Tiff if Stiffy, but what is Nessa? (we'll have to work this out). <<<

You should never pass up the offer when being given candy from a stranger. It just tastes better this way. <<<

Why is it that when you try your hardest and put your effort into something nothing becomes of it, but if you don't do anything at all and let whats going to happen, happen then you get what you want? <<<

I never get what I want and always want what I can't have. <<<