My First Kiss
May 1, 1999
Wow, last night was the best of my life. It had its ups and its downs. I must buy the Beatsie Boys CD, the soundtrack to the night of Amanda's party. At 6"05 we all stand out by the road waiting for everyone to come, while waiting a car drives by with a guys ass hanging out the window. Then the band arrived, they setup and played for a while as Lee arrived and Joe and Jes got drunk, I was the only other to drink, I got a buzz. Then I started to get all jittery and hyper. I gave Jess a piggy-back ride, she flipped over my shoulders, rolled on the ground, and threw-up on herself. When I saw her I gagged, like I was going to also. Jess kept on getting more and more drunk. Then the cops came over and tried to bust up the party. Jess was locked in the bathroom with Lee and I while Amanda talked to the popos. Ashley's parents came and got her. Lee, James, and I spent our time trying to keep Jess under control. I was still messed up myself. Jess and I traded shirts infront of everyone, especially Lee. I took mine off first then she did. We switched back afterwards. Then Lee, James, and I took wasted Jess to the coffee shop. As we walked she was all over Lee, really pissing me off. When we got to the coffee shop Jess and Lee went inside while I stood outside getting more and more pissed off. I told James that I was going to leave because I was about to blow up at Jess. I quickly walked down the road to the first crossing, by the time the light turned for me to cross Lee, Jess and James were already there next to me. I quickly crossed. Lee stopped me and asked me what was wrong. I said that Jess was being such a fucking bitch and I couldn't stand it anymore. Then I walked away again. Lee came back up to me and made me wait for Jess and James. Then I blew up at her, telling her she was a fucking drunk that was going to end up like her father. She giggled and said the father that beats me. Then I got serious again and asked her if she was really serious, she said yes. I said that I didn't mean what I said but that it does run in families so if she needs help I could get her some. We finished our walk back to Amanda's house. When we get there everyone except for Joe and Derek are in a circle playing spin-the-bottle. Nikki is laying on the bookcase with Derek. Lee, Jess, and I join the group. I kissed Lee many times on the cheek, getting closer to his lips everytime. Finally I got his lips and he licked mine. Then Jess shouted, "from now on I want to see some toung!" I was so happy. We played for a while, never landing on me. I kissed everyone on the cheek. Then I got fed up, I wanted to kiss Lee. It was Bointo's turn to spin, I jumped up, grabbed the bottle, and fought madly over it with him, I won. I started turning it until it finally landed on Lee. He came over to me and french kissed me, long. Then it was his turn to spin, it landed on me again, another kiss. I spun again, on him again. This continued for a couple more times. The last time he kissed me he just quickly stuck his toung in my mouth then pulled away. Everyone was getting bored so we stopped playing. Jess and I wanted to go back to the coffee shop so we got up to leave but before we did I asked Lee if he would like to come, he followed us out. Right when we got outside Jess said, "you know what the cutest thing I've seen tonight was, when you kissed Amber." I started to blush. We walked down the street, talked about how hard Lee's stomach is, I touched it, very nice. Lee asked Jess why she said such mean things about Tab. She doesn't like her because she went out with "Amber's Lee". She asked him if he was a virgin. He said that he didn't know. She said,"did you stick your penis in a girls vagina?" We alljust laughed then crossed Chisolm St. On the other side ot the road Lee and I told her of how she was acting earlier, acting is out as we talked. Once inside the coffee shop, Jess sat in a chair inbetween her and me on a chair. Kendra and her boyfriend sat on the other side of the booth close to me. Jareb Smith came over and sat next to me, we talked. Lee smoked a cigarette then got up and got a Coke. While he was up, Kendra left with Jeremy. Danny came and sat where Kendra once was. Lee came back and sat down next to Danny and me in the booth. He shared his pop with me then chugged it down because I had to go. Lee was really hyper. Right when he got out he had the urge to run. I ran across the road with him. He said that he wanted to steel a police car and then piss on it afterwards. As we walked through the court house yard and parking lot, Lee talked of how he liked shirts like Jess's on her and me. Then Danny and Lee talked about how they wanted to watch Jess and I dyke out then join us in a big orgy. We all talked of sex for a while. Then Lee had the urge to run again. He ran a block ahead of us then stopped. He stood there as we walked up to him as Jess and Danny walked on the opposite side of the road. Lee and I walked together, just the two of us, talking about a lot of stuff. He is 16, 4-5-83. He asked me to run with him again, I told him no as he ran ahead of me. He tripped on the curb and went flying into the grass. I stood and he sat there for a while laughing. I offered to help him up, he got up on his own. The police station came into view, he still wanted to piss on the building. We saw my dad drive by. I told Lee to call my dad Papa Bear. We talked of "Males Corner" and of his titles. I asked him what he wanted me to call him. Lee yelled, "Hey Papa Bear," at my dad who was parked infront of Amanda's house. I went inside to get Nikki and my shirt. I came out and hugged Lee for the first time. Then I left.
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