What Makes me Fall for You(you are not ugly, fat, and gumpy)
I'm falling for this guy. He's so special and doesn't even know it. He believes that he is ugly, fat, and gumpy. I simply adore everything about him. I just wish that he'd realize how much I like him. I sit here trying to figure out if this will ever get anywhere. I don't even know if I'm getting anywhere yet, I find that very disturbing.Things that make me want you:
*when you smile at me
*how your eyes change colors
*the sound of your laugh
*your leg hair(hehehe)
*the way you talk to me when you are drunk
*how you convinced me to eat the stale bread
*the way you walk
*when you harrass Josh about his pink glasses
*how you ask me for help in class
*getting to sit next to you for this semester
*how I see you all the time
*you look at me
*how you looked suprized when I entered Hokies
*when you wave me over
*when you looked so confused
*the sunburn you had in Oseniek
*the way you talk/the sound of your voice
*catching your eye when you look at me
*the way you did't know how to take when I told you your new glasses looked good then didn't wear them in class anymore
*how you say my name
*when you didn't believe that I was drunk
*how your ass is always hangning out of your pants
*the energy you give me when your around
*how you make me want you
*how you make me want to give it to you
*your chest
*your lips and teeth
*the way you hug your beer
*how you kissed the guys on their cheeks
*how much you make me want to kiss you
*your hands
*the way your ass rubbed kept on my hand when I was on the computer using the mouse
*the way that I don't have to deny how much I like you
*how you take the fact that I like you
*how you don't even really intentionally hurt me
*when you try to make things obvious so that I comment on them
*the way you look up at me from your computer(head down, eyes up)
*how the simple sweep of your arm touching mine sends chills through my body
*how I can actually talk to you now
*when Fred praned some guy, how histarically hard you where laughing, then looked at me and made me laugh even harder
*how you describe your ancestory
*how you stood right infront of me when I was on the floor at the Rec. Center concert
*I can act myself around you and feel comfortable
I wish that I could express to you how I feel. But I cannot. I just barely know you. One cannot comprehend why I feel as I do towards you. I quess that it is sort of based on what is obviously seen and the mystery as to who you are inside. And then there's the fact that you do something to me that I can't explain. That's where I'm stuck. I can't get over how wonderful your presence makes me feel. Whenever I see you I can't help but to smile and stare. You send off these vibes that completely attract me to you. And I just want to be by your side. I wish that you could understand this, I wish that I could understand it. You make me feel. That is possibly the most basic way that I can put it. I wish that there was some way that I could make you feel the way you make me feel. Maybe then someone would understand me and then help me to understand myself.