LIQUIDATION!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mood:
don't ask
"WE ARE GOING INTO LIQUIDATION!" Those are the most mindnumbing,heartsearing,stomachwhoosing words u can hear after 13 years of doing the same thing..............day in and day out...........the same thing..........u know how to do it and do it well, u get used to a certain standard of living and then suddenly, the rug is pulled out from under u and everying just crumbles away.
So what do u do? Well first u let the hollow feeling in the pit of your stomach subside, then u.....CRY.......Then when u are finished doing that which normally takes about a week or two.......Then comes the tough part, reality sets in very quickly and u have to decide what kind of person u are, Are u going to lie down and give up or are u going to fight, remain positive and not give into the mind blowing fear which fills every fibre of u.
If u are a widowed/single mom like me then u only have one choice, theres no-one to lean on, no-one to take up the slack, a teenage son who is used to having what he needs, four dogs to feed and a house and bills to pay..........where to from here.............your guess is as good as mine, this is my blog of how I pick my life up.
Firstly u have to understand that I have been more or less my own boss for the last 16 years, subcontracting to a large company doing a very specialised type of handcraft, I employed about 30 ladies to help me, there is nothing else I am really qualified for, I can work with my hands that I know for sure, I can make, design and create just about anything.....So thats all I have, Im 42 with no qualifications, and no employment history to speak of........here we go!