I may not know myself right now, but no one does at this age. Being a teenager is about finding yourself. I am on the right track to finding myself. I may have not had any luck in life or boys at this time, but I look at myself in the mirror and think about WHO I AM. Sometimes I will look in the mirror and I seem disappointed in how I act and how I look. I feel this way because of other people. People that have nothing to say, but bad things to say to others.

I may not be the richest, I may not be the luckiest with guys, I may not have a lot of friends, I may not be the prettiest, I may not be the skinniest and definalty be the tannest,and sometime I run my mouth and not even think about what I say, but I know for a fact that I have dreams that I don't need those qualities. I have a personality that will fight through anything, that will never give up. I have a mouth that will keep running til' I get my say, because I stand up for what I believe in! I question myself all the time, but I know in the long run this will end!

Someday; I will have amazing friends, that will stick with me through anything. I will have an amazing family; that will stand by each others side! I will have an amazing Husband that will actually love me and prove to me that love does exist. I may not believe in love at this time, but I am hoping life will change my thought. I will find a man nothing like my dad, like other girls! I will not fall for assholes! I will find a man that treats me right, and keeps a promise! Someone that doesn't say stuff just because he thinks I want to hear it. Most of all; someone that makes me smile and will stick with me through it all!